The one person that i can completely trust with my life; isnt there for me as much as they used to. i have nobody to turn to. i felt like i could tell her anything and not have to worry about anything. Well, i guess we think the wrong thing sometimes.
The funny moment when; You're at one of you friends house and her parents are moving things around in their room and out of no where her mom walks by and says " Wo\w its really floppy Jay" we laughed sooo hard.
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I'm no longer mad Im no longer mad that you didnt try to find me. Im no longer mad that you died and left with out me. Im no longer mad that you didnt say good-bye. Im no longer mad, but how come I still cry? Im no longer mad because you appear in my dreams telling me "Hi" and saying that you miss me. Im no longer mad at the heartaches you once caused. Im no longer mad that you left me with out a grandmother. Im no longer mad because I forgive you for everything. I now realize that you loved me and that you wanted To be with me always. So now im saying I love you too and im sorry for rejecting you Im sorry that you're gone And that you just might be all alone. Im no longer mad that you didnt try to find me. Im no longer mad that you died and left me. I forgive you for everything that had happend. Grandma, I miss you and im no longer mad.
One cut "One cut. that's it. That's all," you told me. "One cut will make you feel stress-free." "One cut," I said. "Thats all it takes. One cut is such a big mistake." "One cut," you said, "Wont hurt. I swear. One slit on your arm right there." I watched you slit your arrm, and then I did to. "One little cut," I told myself. "Ill be just fine." So I started cutting myself all the time. I became addicted- I needed to cut my arm. "A few more cuts," I told myself, "Wont do any harm." But then one day, my mom walked in. "What are you doing? Why'd you start and when?" These were questions that were asked. As all the memories rushed through my head. I got help, and now im better. So I decided to let this out to you. When I got home one day, I asked where you were. "She never got help," mom said. "Something terrible happend to her." "One cut. That's it. That's all," you said And you almost wound up dead. I know one cut is all it takes. One cut is the biggest mistake I have ever taken.
Anorexia You're with me everywhere I go. You tell me you're my friend. You slowly kill me everyday. But I try to pretend That you are here to help me, You'll bring me friends and fame. If you gain control, A grave will bear my name. Im a puppet on a string. And you, the puppeteer. You control my every move, You fill my soul with fear. Each day as you get stronger, You leave no time for friends. You tell me I must exercise The torture never ends. My mind is like a dust storm. I cant think when you're strong. And when I try to fight you, You tell me that im wrong. To think that you will leave me. You say you'll never go. I dont need you to live And I want you to know. You tell me im superior Because I now am thin. But what you never told me Is what matters lies within. With help from my friends and family, Ive learned that it is true. They love me for who I am. And so I dont need you. Anorexia, you're worthless. And I just want you to know That im ready to recover, Ready to let you go finally.