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  1. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 8:37pm UTC
    this time last year
    i hadn't even pictured myself loving you,
    now i can't stop. its like you've poisoned
    me and i'm intoxicated by you. i can't eat,
    i can't sleep. i can't even smile or laugh.
    love, what is it? is it the feeling that you
    get when you're with someone? or is it
    the pain you feel when they're gone?

  2. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 8:33pm UTC
    i wish i had known
    that our last kiss was our very last. i would have
    held on forever and never let go, i would have
    savored the taste of your kiss and the touch of
    your lips. i would have held you tightly, so that
    we wouldn't be torn apart no matter how tough
    the times ahead were going to be. i wish i had
    known that the last time we'd say "i love you"
    was the very last time. i would have shown it
    instead of just saying it, and then, maybe, just
    maybe, you wouldnt have left me, you would
    have stayed with me forever and ever. </3

  3. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 8:18pm UTC
    and i lay awake at night,
    and i wonder.. do you miss me? do you miss us?
    do you ever cry remembering what we used to
    be? do you ever think about what we could ever
    be? do you wish on a star, on 11:11, that you can
    get a second chance from me? do you wish that i
    was still yours? because let me tell you this babe,
    i am still all yours. i promise with all my heart.

  4. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 7:58pm UTC
    i was switched off like a light,
    - - - - - - - - > a fighter with no fight.
    staring up at the stars, ********
    g i v i n g i n t o t h e d a r k

  5. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 7:49pm UTC
    i wish i never met you.
    just kidding. i'm so glad you are- or at least were- in my life.
    you broke my heart, you took my smile, you took my laugh,
    you took my happiness. but i'm never, ever going to regret
    loving you. because i was happiest when i was with you.
    if i had never met you, i'd still be looking for mr. perfect. but
    i'm not searching anymore. i've found mr. perfect, that's you.
    i'm done looking. now i'm just waiting for you to come back.

  6. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 7:38pm UTC
    is there any chance,
    any chance at all, that you'd fall for me again? if not,
    please let me know now. i've spent too much time
    waiting for you to come back. i've spent too many
    nights crying myself to sleep remembering what
    we once were. i've spent countless hours waiting
    for you to text me, when i know you probably won't.
    so please, if there's absolutely no chance at all,
    please tell me gently, darling, so i can let you go.

  7. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    July 1, 2010 7:26pm UTC
    GINGERS
    DO HAVE
    S O U L S !

  8. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 29, 2010 1:12pm UTC
    My Last Breath
    Part 13
    I woke that night attatched to IV. I was so confused.
    I looked around, trying to find someone to ask what was going on. But all I could see was Declan in the next bed.
    "Declan?"
    No answer.
    "Declan!?"
    Still nothing.
    I tried to get up..But i was attatched to so many machines it was almost impossible.
    So I tried the nurse's button.
    She came running.
    "Leighlani! You're awake!"
    "Yes," I was confused again.
    "Well, you remember what happened?"
    "Sorta."
    "You fainted and banged your head pretty hard," She said, glancing at my forehead.
    "How's Declan?"
    "Declan.. He's um.. Well the surgery didn't quite work. They were unable to remove the tumor."
    "What?"
    "They were unable to--"
    "No,I heard you. What's gonna happen?"
    "Sweetie.. im so sorry. He's in a coma."
    "Coma.." I repeated dryly.
    My whole world stopped. Time stopped. My heart stopped.
    I looked over at his hospital bed. "Declan.."
    "I'm soo sorry." The nurse said, stroking my hair. "But you can go home today."
    I sighed. I knew i probably didn't have a choice. I started to cry.
    "Hon.. Don't cry.. He might wake up..." She hugged me and tried to console me.
    But nothing could console me. He was in a coma. I'd never see his eyes sparkle, his smile light up, i'd never feel his arms around me, or his lips on mine.
    Later that day, I had to leave. They MADE me leave. I was no longer stable.
    So i said my goodbyes.
    "Declan, i know you can't hear me. But I'm leaving and probably never coming back." I felt the tears begin to stream. "It's not your fault, it's not even my fault, but you're in a coma, and i can't sit here and wait for you to wake up when the chances are slim. Don't get me wrong, baby. I'll love you forever. With all my heart. There is no possible way i could ever forget you. You'll always be my last thought before i fall asleep, the first thought when i wake up. As far as i'm concerned, you're the best thing that's ever happeend to me. And maybe this coma will put you in peace so you don't have to suffer anymore. I know how much Leukemia is hurting you. I can only imagine, actually. I just want you to know that you are my life, you are my world, my entire existence. You made me the luckiest girl ever when you said yes. You made me the happiest girl ever when you kissed me. You drove me crazy when you said you loved me, but now you're dying and I'm the saddest girl in the world in the worst mental state. You are the best person ever, a better person than i can ever hope to be. Declan Matthew Cash, I love you, always and forever."
    And with that, i kissed him on the lips, and let him go.
    *****************************************************************************
    TODAY
    Looking back on that day, I still get teary-eyed. Declan Cash was, and still is, the love of my life. That was ten years ago, I am now twenty-four.
    Declan, in his coma, was pretty much gone. People stopped visiting him. Well, everyone, except his family because they were the only ones who never lost hope.
    They held his hand and read him stories from the newspaper.
    Just so he would never lose touch with the world.
    I'll never forget that phone call that brought me to tears.
    The phone call that made the last ten years of my life seem like nothing.
    The phone call that made me happier than i ever have been.
    The phone call that told me he was awake and cancer-free.
    Declan and I are getting married tomorrow.
    THE END* <3

  9. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 26, 2010 5:38pm UTC
    My Last Breath
    Part Twelve
    I sat in the waiting room, my head down, my eyes closed. I barely even looked up when the nurse called my name. "Leighlani, Leighlani, Leighlani." Over and over, as if i hadn't heard the first time.
    "What?"
    "Your sister is here. And Declan's brother. They are downstairs in the lobby."
    "What?"
    "Yeah, they're all dressed up."
    "Oh my God."
    "You should hurry. They wanted you to escort them to Declan's room."
    I sprinted downstairs. Even though i was exhausted.
    "Katrina! Eric!" I finally caught sight of them, although i did get lost running around the hospital.
    "Lani," Kat said, gripping my arm.
    I looked at her dress. It was beautiful, purple and gold. The one we picked out together at Bloomingdales, even though we couldn't really afford it, we used my father's credit card. He'd kill us if he knew.
    She smiled. She looked absolutely gorgeous. Her hair was spiraled, her makeup was perfect.
    Eric was wearing a tuxedo, his tie purple, matching Kat's. He looked really handsome too.
    "Declan wanted to see me before prom, i think."
    "Yeah, he did.. How did you know?!"
    "Something about him telling me, 'Oh, Eric, i wish i wasn't in the hospital, i could see you go to prom,' kinda gave it away." He smiled. "So where is he?"
    "Follow me," I chirped excidedly.
    I led them upstairs and knocked on Declan's door. I looked in. He wasn't there.
    I was confused. I ran around and tried to find a nurse. "Excuse me, where's Declan?!"
    "Oh. Um.. He had to go through an emergency operation.. I'm sorry."
    "What?! Well when will he be done?"
    "I'm not sure. They have to remove another tumor.. But um.. Leighlani.. The chances this time are less than half."
    I collapsed. Everything was blurry. The room was spinning. I couldn't hear anything, only a mixed slurr of random voices, and the clunk of my head hitting the floor.

  10. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 10, 2010 4:14pm UTC
    My Last Breath
    Part Eleven
    [Once again, I'm really sorry. Trying to finish the year well ! Once summer starts I'll post more often.]
    I stared at the floor of the waiting room. The nurse said it was late, but I was used to sleeping there, so she brought me a cotton blanket and an uncomfortable pillow. Oh, the things we do for love...
    "Leighlani?"
    I looked up and saw the nurse. "Yeah."
    "Would you like to come in and see Declan before he goes into the operation?"
    "Yes, thank you!" I got up and practically ran into the operating room, which looked like a regular hospital room except it was bigger.
    "Hi Declan," I said softly, and went over to stroke his cheeks.
    "Lani," He replied, almost whispering. His face lit up and he smiled.
    I smiled too. "How are you, baby?"
    "Are you kidding?" He said, gesturing to all the machines he was hooked up to. "I'm as healthy as I've ever been." He laughed weakly.
    I grinned, but it faded quickly when he started coughing. "How long til the surgery."
    "Few hours." There was an awkward silence for a few moments. Then I spoke.
    "What are the chances?"
    "The doctor said 66%."
    "That you'll live?"
    "Yeah.. not exactly settling though.."
    I tried to change the subject. "Eric and Katrina have their prom tomorrow."
    "I know. I feel bad that I'm gonna miss it. I've never seen someone who was about to go to a prom, and this would probably be my last and only chance.."
    "Stop it, Dec."
    "Stop what? You know it's true, even if I make it through the operation, I would only have a little bit longer to live."
    "Please, stop. I don't want to fight about this. Your surgery is in a few hours, and I want to spend it talking, just in case--"
    "See?! YOU Dont even think im going to make it!"
    "DECLAN! PLEASE STOP! You know i'm just being precautious! Goodness! Sometimes i think you take me for granted! I'm giving up my entire life so I can be with you and half the time you're not awake. You don't even care enough to stop fighting with me so we can spend what might be our last few hours together. You know i love you. So why are you doing this to me?!"
    He stopped. "I'm sorry, Leighlani."
    I looked at the ground, not answering.
    "You're right. I'm sorry. Please forgive me."
    "I'm not mad. I forgive you."
    "Leighlani?"
    "Yes, Dec."
    "I love you with all that i am, all that i was, all that i could be. I love you more than i love myself. You are gorgeous and funny and smart and sweet and adorable and unique.. I could go on for days. All i want you to know is that I love you so much. I really do. Even if i leave you here, don't cry for me. I'll be up in heaven, watching over you."
    I could feel the tears coming. "Declan, I--"
    He held up his limp hand. "These past few months, you've been my angel. So when I die.. I'll be yours. Up there, in the clouds, loving you until the day you die, until you come up and join me. I love you."
    I was crying now. Bawling. "I don't even know what to say. I love you, too, Declan."
    He smiled. "Oh, and if the whole heaven thing doesn't work out, I'll be sure to haunt you."
    "Funnnny, kid." I laughed. I leaned in to kiss his forehead ,but he pulled me in instead and kissed me on the lips. It was deep and passionate, like we had just seen each other for the first time in three years.
    But in this case, it was goodbye.
    [ Just in case. ]

  11. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 8, 2010 4:07pm UTC
    secretly,
    whenever i see you,
    i throw up inside my mouth.
    secret number 2 in series (:

  12. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2010 11:56pm UTC
    i wish i had a different life.
    i wish i was braver, or prettier, or at least happy.
    but its useless to dream, because nothing ever changes.

  13. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 5, 2010 1:17pm UTC
    Last week, my boyfriend broke up with me.
    Last night, I started to cry.
    My best friend, who is a lot bigger than me,
    came up and gave me a bear hug. He also picked me
    up and spun me around, holding me tight.
    After about 5 seconds, he let go.
    Secretly, I wish he didn't.
    true story, mine.
    series of secrets? comment

  14. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 4, 2010 5:00pm UTC
    i'm so stupid.
    today when i opened up the internet,
    and started to type in wittyprofiles.com,
    i accidentally typed "wittypedophiles.com."
    thank god that website does not exist.

  15. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    June 3, 2010 4:54pm UTC
    Oh, so I'm fake...
    Because I wear uggs? [They're comfortable]
    Because I wear makeup? [I like to feel pretty too]
    Because I wear a bra? [I'd rather not be 'pointy']
    Because I wear North Face? [Keeps me warm]
    Because I shop at Hollister? [I like their jeans]
    Because I flirt with one boy? [I want him to like me]
    Because I straighten my hair? [It gets in my way when it's curly]
    Because I am skinny? [Sorry, I can't help that]
    Because I have kissed a boy? [You mean my boyfriend?]
    Because I'm best friends with a guy? [He's fun to hang out with]
    I'm a girl, just like you.
    I have feelings and insecurities too.
    STOP. LABELING. ME.
    * highlight !
    mine !

  16. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    May 30, 2010 6:21pm UTC
    My Last Breath
    P a r t T e n
    [Sorry it took so long! Just got over a horrible break up :'( But part 11 will be up sooner, i promise.]
    I was in the car with Katrina, driving to the hospital, when she turned to me and asked me how Declan was. "He's okay," I answered, and turned up the radio before she went too far. Before the tears started to fall.
    We arrived at the hospital. I said Hello to the receptionist, who I'd become close to while visiting Declan, and she directed us to my Dad's room.
    "Hi, Dad." Katrina said as she walked in the room, not quite looking at him.
    "Katrina," He greeted her.
    "Hey," I said nervously.
    "Leighlani."
    It was awkard. Kat and I stood there looking around the room, rocking back and forth on our heels.
    "Thanks for coming," he broke the silence.
    "No problem, Dad," we both answered.
    "How are you?" I asked.
    He shrugged. "Eh."
    "How's the other person?"
    "Alive."
    "That's good. For both of you." I patted his hand, still awkwardly, and faked a gentle smile.
    He grunted.
    "Hey, uh, Dad," Katrina said.
    "What?"
    "Tomorrow night's my prom," She began. "And my date can't use his car because his Dad needs it."
    "Okay..?"
    "So..uh.. I was wondering, can we drive your car? Since we can't afford a limo."
    "Um.. Trina.." I tried to stop her, wondering if she knew how idiotic her request was.
    "Shut up, Leighlani," my dad said. "We're talking. Don't be rude." He glared at me, then continued. "Katrina, you know how i was in a CAR accident?"
    "Yes, daddy."
    "I was driving. MY car." His voice got louder.
    "Oh."
    "it's in the shop. Can't use it for another few weeks. Well, I can't use it anyway. Both my legs are broken."
    They were starting to fight. I took this as my opportunity to sneak away to Declan's room.
    When I found it empty, I tried to find the nurse. I finally found her.
    "Leighlani! Hi, sweetie." She called.
    "Hi, Sally. Where's Declan?"
    "Oh..Um.. He's in one of the uh.."
    "Yes?"
    "The surgery room. He's getting a very large tumor removed.." She trailed off.
    "Oh. He didn't tell me he'd be getting surgery today. When will he be visit-able?"
    "Uh, Leighlani, sit down."
    I did. She started talking before i could ask questions. "Honey, Declan's tumor is near a very major artery. It's a big tumor, too. They have to be really, really careful when they're cutting around the tumor, and this could take the whole night. If they aren't careful, and they hit the artery, well..."
    "Well..?"
    "Declan could die."

  17. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    May 30, 2010 5:59pm UTC
    i miss your smile
    but i can't seem to find mine anymore.

  18. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    May 28, 2010 5:11pm UTC
    hello, you just dumped me.
    i dont know if you love me,
    if you ever loved me, or if
    you ever will. i dont even
    think you miss me. but
    guess what, bitchface?
    I HATE YOU!
    (im just kidding. i could never hate you. but im trying.)
    *highlight

  19. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    May 26, 2010 10:46pm UTC
    spongebob:squidward, i want you to have my can opener.
    squidward:and i thought this friendship would never pay off.

  20. Sonnets_In_The_Sun Sonnets_In_The_Sun
    posted a quote
    May 22, 2010 9:41pm UTC
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