I scare my friends. Make them afraid to be themselves. I make them worry and judge themselves. I make them feeel insecure and worthless. And the problem is, I don't even mean too. I hate how I treat the people I love. It's not just my friends, its my family to. If a friend of mine is reading this, I am so sorry for hurting you. I never mean to. I love you. Please, forgive me. But I understand if you don't - I don't forgive myself.
I know I'm far from perfect, I know I have problems too, But everyday I know that it's happening to you. Surely you trust me, I mean, I can see, The reasons why you don't. I really hope you won't, Continue to make me watch you in pain. This isn't a game! If you need to talk, and I know you do, Come to me - I'm in this too. And just so you know, I love you.
STOP USING THE TERM "FOREVER ALONE" I just learnt the true meaning of that. I got told I'm a horrible person and that I will always be alone. Never have a husband or friends. I;ll sit alone, talking to myself fr all my years.
Maybe I could SPONTANIOUSLY COMBUST. I mean, I've always wanted to go out with a bang. The everyone around me could finally do what they really want, intead of putting up with me. You could go on your b*tchy little way doing what you please. You could stop being sick of my "indifference". You could have the perfect best friend, the one you've always wanted. You could finally hae something to smile about. You could have some space. And you could finally realise that the others really are so much better for you anyway, so caring for me really was just a waste of time.
Fave if you've been bullied. Fave if you've felt worthless. Fave if you've felt ugly. Fave if you wish you weren't you. Fave if you have been or are depressed. Fave if you have anxiety. Fave if you don't feel loved. Fave if you feel like your the only one and realise that we're all in this together, and we will all stand up for each other, no matter what.