PLEASE DON'T BE TOO HARD ON YOUSELF TODAY. I WOULD COME OVER TO YOUR HOUSE AND SIT ON THE COUCH WITH YOU AND EAT PIZZA AND WATCH YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE WITH YOU IF I COULD. BUT I CAN'T. SO YOU HAVE TO BE NICE TO YOURSELF SINCE I CAN'T DO IT, OKAY?
You probably don't understand. Most people don't. You will never understand how much anger, how much selfhatred someone must have to take a blade to themselves and cut into their own skin.