hey this is my story, and i have a million reasons why
my life is stupid.
- my bestfriend has been cyber-bullying me for the past 3 weeks. this has hurt me so badly, i've started cutting my thighs. she has been avoiding me ever since then in school and everywhere. she hasnt said anything to me except for online. i dont want to tell anyone because she would hate me if i told someone. i just dont know what to do.
- my boyfrind of 5 months broke up with me 3 days ago and right after he dumped me, he started dating my bestfriend. i am heart broken. i think he dumped me because im fat. now i'm barely eating anything and whatever i eat i puke out.
- in my school, we have assigned seats in lunch, but you get to pick where you sitand stay there the whole year. so my lunch table kicked me out, and the only spot open for me was at a table with the geek guys. they only talk about world of warcraft.
- my cat, who was like my best friend, just got hit by a car yesterday, and i miss her so much. we buried her, and i cant stop thinking about her. she would always cuddle me and make me feel happy even if i was depressed.
- my parents just told me that we're really struggling with money, so we won't be exchanging presents this year for christmas or birthdays.
- my little brother was just diagnosed with a peanut allergy, so i can't eat my favorite food, peanut butter sandwiches, in or anywhere near my house.
i think i'm going to commit suicide tonight. my life will not get any better. and don't worry, i have it all planned out.