Witty Girls,
Will you hear me out?
I'm in love with my best friend. He is always there for me and i love him more than I've loved any other boy in my entire 16 years. But, in my life, every time something is going good, it ends as soon as i get comfortable and when i start to trust another. That's why he is so special to me, he took the time to break down my security wall that I've put up around myself, because i don't know if i can handle getting hurt again like i have in the past. He tells me he loves me every day and he helps me get through life. Now you're thinking, "okay so what is the problem?" It's that he's changing. Granted, i knew this wouldn't last forever because it never does, but i thought this friendship was different, more special. He's changing, only texting me for an hour before he "has to go," or not telling me he loves me anymore. He has a girlfriend and i know that poses what seems to be a major issue, but we're just friends. And honestly, i don't know if I'm in love with him, or i just love him. But the one thing i do know is that i don't want to lose him <3