Heyy there, my names Hailea [hail-lee]
I live in Upstate New York
I am nineteen years old Graduated high school (Class of 2013)
I currently just got a new job at a resturant,
I start training this week and am super nervous.
My heart belongs to country music. I'm obsessed.
I thank God everyday for my two best friends,
amazing boyfriend, mom and grandparents.
In a short amount of words, they are my everything.
I love long car rides and driving.
All my love belongs to Michael John Newland,
he is my best friend. Life with him makes perfect sense.
My addictions are iced coffees and chocolate.
Witty is like my second home and
I will always make time for this website
No matter what ^ If you follow me I will
love you forever and a day (and follow you
back of course) I'm really good at giving advice
and always here to listen if you need anything
Thank you for reading :) Stay beautiful & God bless xo ∞♥ Steve started following you. - 8:59 am December 18, 2012
Started at zero on: July 1, 2013. ♥
I apologize if my past relationships don't work out, but I have to say one thing... Once we break up, I don't go around and talk badly about my ex-boyfriends. I don't call them names, or anything. Because I believe that I was with them one because I felt like I was at peace, they made me happy. I just wish it was the same way around.
I think what hurts the most.. is when you give your all to someone. Through thick and thin, you're there for them. You stick with them, no matter what. Then one day, they just give up on you. They won't even fight for you. The one thing you would have never done, they did with no hesitation.
Want to know a secret? I have a boyfriend, someone I've been off and on with for walmost a year now. When we were on a break I met the sweetest and funniest guy, but we never worked out. Whenever my boyfriend and I are in a fight or I'm just upset about something, I go back in my videos and find the video of my ex singing "always be my baby" by Mariah Carey to me, and to this day it still makes me smile. :(
The past few days I have coped with the overbearing reality that I will never again see you, hear your voice, smell your cologne, watch you laugh, make fun of you or feel my heart drop as you call my name. but somehow I know that I will never forget you.
Yesterday my coworker told me my ex came in the night before and had nothing but nice things to say about me. I asked her what he said and she told me how him and his girlfriend broke up and she asked him about me and he said "I was such an a**hole to her, she probably hates me. I don't deserve her, she was such a sweet girl." then she told me he said "I love Hailea, I am seriously in love with her". I said "He didnt say that Becky.." she said "I put that on my fathers life" who died a couple months ago. All I could say was "wow". I did everything for that boy, I loved him so much and waited for him for so long, he was such a jerk to me and I'm finally over it and happy with someone else, sorry but he had his chance
Last night he called me at around midnight. I didnt answer because I was too nervous I texted him and said "did you call me by accident?" he texted me back and said "no, I wanted to know how you were doing". I called him and we talked, he continued to tell me how lonely and depressed he was, even with her (he left me for her). He told me she would kill him if she knew he was talking to me, so I asked him why he was talking to me and he said "because you're always so nice to me" I reeasured him that even after all the sh*t he's done to me, that I'll always be here if he needs me. He said "I'll always love you too" I said "thats not what I said though.." he said "it's the same thing"
Do not fall in love with people like me I will take you to galleries, parks, and beaches and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back without tastinng me on your lips. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible and when I leave, you will finally understand why storms are named after people.