I thought love conquers all
even the distance between us
but im no so sure
my day isnt complete without talking to you
even tough we talk everyday, it is not the same
you say you love me a million times
but it doesnt sound as meaningful
as when you tell it to me in person
i remember,
i remember our last night together
everything went perfect
the movie, pizza, our friends
it was so much fun
and when watching the movie
while lying in your arms
all i could think of was
how much i was gonna miss this
i know i will see you in the future
but even tomorrow is too far away
i thought about breaking up with you
because its tearing me apart
not being with you
maybe stop thinking about you
would be the best for both of us
but its impossible to do that
everywhere i go in this empty town
reminds me of you
the island, where we spend our skipped classes
the pier, where you first tried to kiss me
the restaurant, where we just smiled at each other
our friends, talking about all those times,
the bus, where i was sleeping on your shoulder
even itouches remind me of you
those busrides playing games together
laughing, teasing,
o my , i miss those days
and it never will be the same
i have no idea what you're doing there across the ocean
but i trust you, and i hope you tell me everything
the first time i had my webcam on
i saw the sparkle in your eyes when you saw me
for the first time in weeks,
i almost cried,
cause from that moment i knew that you cared about me,
when i was up late to talk to you,
you wanted me to get a good night sleep
and when i was feeling sick,
you wanted me to go to the docter right away
man, i miss you
as a friend and as my soulmate
i know we will never make it in the future,
i know that,
things like that just wont work out,
but i have a lot of good memories that i cherish forever,
and i hope i one day find someone like you
while writing this,
im crying; i didnt want you to go,
and i would walk a thousand miles,
just to be with you tonight .
- I miss my (boy)friend soooo much.
Redheadlover