What makes me different from other girls is that I actually don't want a boyfriend. I want to walk out of the house without worrying about how a boy thinks I will look, and laugh with my friends without feeling stupid. I don't exactly want to find true love when I'm only thirteen. I have my whole life for that...
& Whenever you compare yourself to someone, think so what. So what if she's pretty? Doesn't make me ugly. So what if they're thin? Their weight has nothing to do with you, does it? They have a lot of friends. That doesn't mean you have none. For all you know, they could have terrible lives at home; their parents could neglect them. They could be beaten every day. Just accept the fact that you're you, and that's beautiful.
It really hurts. Getting replaced and traded in for another person. Being a second choice. I feel like you were one of the only constant things I had left And now you're gone just like that. Everyone's turning on me. I don't know what to do anymore.
You think the truth is this big shiny disco ball of purity Then go ahead and try it. See where it gets you. Telling the truth to the wrong person at the wrong time is how I ended up where I did. . Take it from me, you're always better off with a really good lie. nmf <3 PLL
1. My boy side  I love hoodies. [X] I love jeans.  Dogs are better than cats. [X] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.  Shopping is torture  Sad movies suck  You own a car racing game.  You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.  At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.  You owned a ds, ps2, ps3, n64, or sega.  You used to be obsessed with power rangers. [X] You have watched sports on tv.  Gory movies are cool.  You go to your dad for advice. [X] You hate drama.  You own like a trillion baseball caps.  You used to collect hockey cards.  Baggy sweats are cool to wear. [X] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. [X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. [X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. [X] Sports are fun. [X] You talk with food in your mouth. [X] You sleep with your socks on at night.  You have fished at least once. Total: 10 2. My girl side [X] You love to shop.  You wear eyeliner. [X] You wear the color pink.  You go to your mom to talk.  You consider cheerleading a sport.  You hate wearing the color black. [X] You like going to the mall. [X] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. [X] You like wearing jewelry.  You cried watching the notebook  Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe. [X] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. [X] You don’t like the movie star wars. [X] You are/were in gymnastics.  It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up. [X] You smile a lot more than you should. [X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. [X] You care about what you look like.  You like wearing dresses when you can.  You like wearing high heel shoes. [X] You used to play with dolls as little kid. [X] You like putting make-up on others.  You like being the star of everything Total: 13
I really want to be friends with you again. But I'm afraid that you'll just laugh in my face and say the words I've been thinking all along. That you've moved on. I'm a little too late. The truth is that I miss you. </3
I didn' t reali ze it until now, but Witty is taking over my life. I no longer have time for school work or the things I love to do. I just get way too distracted. So I'll be taking a break. Bye for now.
Walking down the hallways at school Me: Why can't someone talk to me? Awh why can't I have a relationship like that? I have no friends. Oh well, forever available. Me when someone talks to me: OMG stop why are you initiating a conversation? I have no idea what to say! Aren't you aware of my awkwardness?
format by sandrasaurus i guess i'm just tired. tired of being b/tched about behind my back by people i trust. tired of being different even when i try to be the same. tired of being ugly and fat. tired of being ignored. tired of being lonely and depressed. tired of pretending to be happy when all i want to do is cry. format by sandrasaurus
ALPHABET OF ME [a]vailable: Forever (; [b]irthday: July 22 [c]rush: Do I have to answer this? [d]rink you last had: Vitamin Water [e]asiest person to talk to: My BFFLs [f]avorite genre of music: Pop-rock [g]ummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy bears [h]ad your first kiss: Yeah right, I wish. :3 [i]nstrument: Viola & piano (I suck at both.) [j]uice: Celebrity juice! Jk strawberry banana. [k]illed someone: You will never know... [l]ongest trip: Saint Lucia [m]ilkshake flavor: Ew I don't like millshakes. [n]umber of siblings: 1 [o]ne wish: To see my future [p]erson who holds the best memories with you: My friends [q]uiet or loud: Quiet [r]easons to smile: None [s]ong: I can't decide. :0 [t]ime you woke up: 8:00 [u]mbrella: ? [v]egetable: Avacado [w]arm at the moment: Yes [x]-rays you've had: When I broke my wrist [y]our favorite animal: Dogs [z]odiac sign: Cancer