Hi, my name is Hayley i am 18 years old, Im just one of those girls who doesn’t know what she wants. Doesn’t know what she needs. Doesn’t know what she truly believes. I’m just one of those girls who wants to make everyone else happy. I don’t care if I feel bad. I’m just one of those girls who looks like the have it all figured out, but really doesn’t know if I’m doing anything right. I don’t have a lot of friends cause I tend to not get attached to people. I have been with my boyfriend on and off for 5 years. I also truly believe everything happens for a reason.
So here I am 38 days before I move out an spread my wings to start my new life on my own as a freshman in college in a new town with new people doing adult things.............. I know this sounds cliché but seriously don't wish your life away I would give anything to go back to crayons and nap time instead of bills, finals and what cheap meal am I going to eat today. Heres to the rest of your childhood may it go slower than mine.
You neither love the person you want to be with, nor the person you cannot live without; you truly and deeply fall in love with the person with whom you cannot be with and at the same time you cannot be without.
Sometimes love just isn’t enough. Sometimes we have to let go of something that once meant the world to us. Not because we want to, but because we have to. Life will keep going with or without them. Life doesn’t stop for you, or for anyone else. life is life, it’s hard, but there are those amazing moments that make you who you are. Don’t sit around crying when you let someone go. Someday you’ll be okay again. Promise.
Every marriage does not have a happy ending. All love stories are not magical. All couples don’t end up being together till eternity and all lovers don’t end up being soul mates. But love is still the essence of all beautiful relationships. No matter what the future holds for you, love as soulfully as you can, as beautifully as you can, and for as long as you can. Pour your heart out and share everything with your partner each day. Spend quality time with each other and travel to the depths of each others souls. Life changes in a blink and you may not be together forever but the breathless moments spent together will remain in your heart forever….. Aarti Khurana
BravoSierra's format I'm one of those girls who doesn't know what she wants. Doesn't know what she needs. Doesn't know what she truly believes. I'm just one of those girls who wants to make everyone else happy. I don't care if I feel crappy. I'm just one of those girls who looks like they have it all figured out, but really doesn't know if I am doing anything right.
You know that point when you finally get to that moment you've been waiting what seems like your entire exsistance for and now that its finally here, you realize that it isn't even that great or its not what you expected and you're like now what......
1: Are you ready for 52 questions? obviously if i copy and pasted it yes 2: Was your last relationship a mistake? nope 3: Do you miss your last relationship? nope 4: Who did you last say goodbye to? my boyfriend when he had to leave him at work 5: Do you regret it? nope 6: Have you ever been depressed? yes a few years ago when i thought i had lost my boyfriend forever 7: Are you a boy or girl? Girl 8: Are you insecure? yes about alot of things 9: What is your relationship status? taken since jan 16 2009 10: How do you want to die? quickly and painless 11: What did you last eat? brownie bites 12: Have you played any sports? none 13: Do you bite your nails? alot 15: Do you have an attitude? I can 16: Do you like someone? i more than like him i love him 17: What is your real name? Hayley 18: Have you ever read a book? tonnnnsss 19: Are you gonna get high later? nope i hatee drugs 20: Do you hate anyone at the moment? nope 21: Do you miss someone? more than anyone will ever know 22: Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl 23: Do you tan a lot? Yes!. 24: Have any pets? two dogs and a cat 25: How exactly are you feeling? Tired 26: Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yeah 27: Ever made out in a bathroom? yupp 28: Good driver? yes 29: Are you scared of spiders? very 30: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes 31: Do you regret anything from your past? nope cause everything i've done got me to where i am and i have never been more happier than i am now 32: What are your plans for this weekend? fourth of july fest thing in my town the work and maybe beach with my guy sunday after church 33: Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? nope not that i can think of 34: Do you type fast? Yea 35: Do you have piercings? 2 36: Want anymore? bellybutton more ears nose maybe tongue 37: Can you spell well? Well enough. 38: Do you miss anyone from your past? yes 39: What are you craving right now? a steak 40: Ever been to a bonfire party? a few 41: Ever had a silly band? yes 42: Have you ever been on a horse? Yeah 44: Kissed someone in a pick up truck? yea my boyfriends old truck my friends truck the bed of my exs truck so yeah alot. 43: Have you ever broken someones heart? yes 44: Have you ever been cheated on? Yes. 45: Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? yes. 46: Are you thinking of someone right now? i think of him 24/7 so yeah 47: Would you live with someone without marrying them? yeahh 48: What should you be doing? nothing 49: Whats irritating you right now? the fact that its hott and i have to work tomorow 50: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? yes 51: Does somebody love you? yeahh im pretty sure he does :) 52: whats your crushes name?nicholas :)
1. My boy side [x] I love hoodies. [x] I love jeans. [x] Dogs are better than cats. [x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. [ ] Shopping is torture  Sad movies suck [x] You own a car racing game. [x] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid. [x ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. [x] You owned a ds, ps2, ps3, n64, or sega.  You used to be obsessed with power rangers. [x] You have watched sports on tv. [x] Gory movies are cool. [ ] You go to your dad for advice. [x] You Hate Drama. [x] You own like a trillion baseball caps. [ ] You used to collect hockey cards. [x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear. [x] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. [x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.  You love to go crazy and not care what people think. [x] Sports are fun. [x] You talk with food in your mouth. [ ] You sleep with your socks on at night. [x] You have fished at least once. Total:18 2. My girl side [x] You love to shop. [x] You wear eyeliner. [x] You wear the color pink. [x] You go to your mom to talk. [x] You consider cheerleading a sport.  You hate wearing the color black. [x] You like going to the mall. [x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. [x] You like wearing jewelry. [x] You cried watching the notebook  Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.  Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. [x] You don’t like the movie star wars.  You are/were in gymnastics.  It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.  You smile a lot more than you should. [x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. [x] You care about what you look like. [x] You like wearing dresses when you can. [x] You like wearing high heel shoes. [x] You used to play with dolls as little kid. [x] You like putting make-up on others.  You like being the star of everything. Total: 17
Time started:3:48 Gender: Female Birthday: Oct 13 Siblings: 2 sisters Eye color: BlueGreen Shoe size: 10 Height: 5"6 What are you wearing: shorts and tank top and my promise ring Where do you live: north carolina Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now: yeah Who are your closest friends: kyra,hunter,cj and megan Best place for a date? beach Where is your fav place to shop: forever 21 Favorite kind of plant? rose Fave Color? purple Fave Number: 13 Fave Boys Name: Holden Fave Girls Name: Tenley Fave Sport: Nascar or Football Fave Month: Oct Movies:too many to name all but top Lucky One, One for the Money, Finding Nemo, Racing Stripes, Titanic, Columbian and manny more Juice: apple Icecream: cookies and cream Breakfast food: pancakes Favorite cartoon character: scooby doo Given anyone a bath: yeahh babies that i have baby sitted and my niece Smoked: yes Made yourself throw-up: nope Gone skinny dipping: yes Eaten a dog: nope Put your tongue on a frozen pole? yes Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes Broken a bone? yes Played truth or dare: Yes. Been in a physical fight: yes Been in a police car: Yes. Been on a plane: Yes. Come close to dying: yes Been in a sauna: Nope Been in a hot tub: yes Cried when someone died: yes Cried in school: Yes Fell off your chair: Yup. Wait for someone's phone call all night: yup Saved AIM/Yahoo conversations: No Saved e-mails: yes Fallen for one of your best guy friends: yes Made out with JUST a friend?: yes Used someone: Yeah. Whats your good luck charm? dont have one Best song you ever heard: not sure What's your bedroom like: messy Last thing you said: I dont wanna go back to work What is beside you? junk and fries and bacon cheeseburger and a pepsi Last thing you ate: fries What kind of shampoo do you use? idk Worst thing that has happened to you this year: had a teenage major crisis Chicken Pox: no Sore Throat: Yes. Stitches: Nope. Broken nose: Nope. Do You Believe in love at first sight: yes Like school: not most days. What schools have you gone to: pink hill woodington and south lenoir Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000. dollars: not live If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: jesus christ and kyra and nick and hunter and ethan Who was the last person that called you: kyra. What makes you laugh the most? being tickled What makes you smile? friends boyfriend music Last Person you yelled at; nick Told you that they love you: Mom. Is your loudest friend: Megan Do you like filling these out? Yes. Do you wear contacts or glasses: glasses Do you like yourself: some times Do you get along with your family: Yeah for the most part Stolen anything over $50: No. What are you listening to right now? the tv What did you do yesterday: cleaned my pool and worked Got any awards: several What car do you wish to have: i want a jacked up truck Where do you want to get married: key west If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: Weight Good driver: yes Good Singer: yes Have a lava lamp: yes How many remote controls are in your house: alott Double jointed: Nope. What do you dream about: Many things. Last time you showered: This morning Last time you took a bath: couple weeks ago Scary or happy movies: Scary. Chocolate or white chocolate: Both Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: dr pepper Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jell-o Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate Summer or winter: summer Silver or Gold: Silver. Diamond or pearl: Diamond. Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset. Sprite or 7up: Sprite. Cats or dogs: dogs Coffee or tea: Tea. Phone or in person: In person. Indoor or outdoor?: Depends End Time: 3:58
What color is his hair: Brown What style is it: backwoods country What color eyes: Brown Cute smile: of course Braces: no Glasses: yes Height: 6'4" give or take an inch or two What year is he in: he is doin online highschool so he really doesn't have school years but he is hopefully gonna be done this year so i guess senoir year How did you meet him: my best friend liked him so we called him and i ended up talking to him more than she did and we met at school and we have been together ever since :) (that was three years ago) How long have you known him: three years but it feels like i've known him all my life Does he play any sports: football Can he play the guitar: he is learning :) What about any other music instrument: tuba (he was a band geek before he did online highschool) Do you guys ever text: all day everyday How about AIM: don't have it Facebook chat: he doesnt have it Last time you were on his Facebook profile: if he had one it would prolly be up on my computer right now lol Have you "liked" his profile picture: if i could i would He commented on any of your photos: he does with his moms profile Has he ever written on your wall: nope cause he dnt have fb Describe something he would wear on a typical day: jeans, a tshirt and probably his ramp hoodie and either boots or his sneakers What's your favorite thing you've seen him wear: he looks really good in greens and bluess but my favorite thing was brown dress pants and button up shirt :) Least favorite thing: he looks good in everything Do your friends know that you like him: well we've been together for 3 years so yeah Do any of your teachers know that you like him: most of them Do your parents know?: durhhh Do they know he exists: they kinda have to considering he is with me basicly every weekend and some weekdays Do they know that you like him: obviously... Do you think they would like him if you were dating him? we are dating and everyone loves him Have you met his parents: i've met his whole family What would you do if he saw your witty: he would prolly like it he likes things like this
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Colors Survey. I dare you to take it. (: RED Are you currently mad at someone?: nope Which of your friends has the worst temper? jameson Have you ever thrown something at anyone? heckk yea Does your face turn red when you are angry? yes When you are mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell/scream?: Both ORANGE Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party? nope Are you easily excited? nahh What event is coming up that your most excited about? christmas and the RAMPPPP :) Which of your friends is most excitable? Megan If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?: Fix up my car and get a nice talee Truckk like i've always wanted and buy a beach house If you could have anything right now what would it be? My boyfriend here with me YELLOW NAME? Hayley Where were you born? Kinston North Carolina What's your main goal in life? Help People and Be happy Do you want to have children? Yes. How do you want to die? idk but hopefully some really cool way but with not alot of pain if possible GREEN Do you like this colour? yes Gay Marriage? love is love Lowering the drinking age? yes i believe it should be at least 18 cause i believe if you are old enough to go fight for your country you should at least be able to drink in your country Capital Punishment? i'm still not sure about this i know the bible says an eye for an eye but sometimes i think the worse punishment is making them live with what they done in a jail cell forever Abortion? hell no Recycling? yess BLUE What was your latest dream about? My school and my car Which of your friends do you dream about the most? kyra and my boyfriend Have any of your dreams come true? yes actually Do you usually remember your dreams? Yes. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had? cant say lol PURPLE Straight, Gay, Bi? Straight Do you have a bf/gf? Yes. Do you have a crush? My boyfriend, if that counts Who is the best "hugger" that you know? Nick, Ethan, or Scotty Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. Have you ever been in love? yess sirr :)
Quiz What's your real first name? Hayley Will you lie in this survey? naaah. who are you currently talking to? no one relationship status? taken crush? i have a bf so no crush favorite color? purplee school? high school grade 11 do you have a best friend? yup is there one person you have never got into a fight with? yupp do you hate anyone? nope do you like school? heck no do you know anybody that's in the hospital right now? yes when was the last time you cried? earlier today have you ever cried over your ex boyfriend/girlfriend? yes do you have a myspace? yeah but i dont really use it do you have a facebook? yes do you have plans for this weekend? nope not yet but this week has just started so i've got time what's the last thing you ate? hot dogs and chips are you in a good mood? not really do you think this survey is long? nahh who was the last person you got into a fight with? urmm probably my mom or kyra is there one person you get into a fight with at least once a week? my mom do you have a phone? yup how many contacts do you have? 97 are you a straight A student ? i used to be what's your favorite period in school? 2nd which is animal science 2 do you want this survey to end? nahh cause then i will be bored again this survey is done. dang it now im bored again dang
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September 29, 2011 4:43pm UTC
School Survey! 1. Grade/year? 11th 2. Favourite Subject? anything Agriscience Related 3. Ever been suspended? in fourth grade 4. School Uniform/Dress code? shorts have to be a certain length and no tank tops 5. Mixed or all girls/boys? mixed 6. How many subjects per day? 4 classes a day 7. Most important exams in your school/country? EOC (End of Course) and some AP exams 8. Phones allowed? between classes and at lunch 9. Effective anti-bullying campaign? nope 10. Do you take the School bus? i ride with my best friend till i get my license . 11. Any ridiculous rules? nahh they are reasonable for the most part 12. What time do classes start? 7:45 13. What time do classes end? 2:40 14. How long is lunch? 30 mins Repost this,or answer in the comments,I'd love to know about other schools around the world :D Not really. ^ Lmfao.