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  1. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    January 11, 2014 2:59pm EST
    “Today I choose to feel the pain of sitting through a feeling, the terror in realizing that I am powerless over so many things, and the joy in knowing that I do not experience these things alone. I fight my feet when they beg me to run and battle my mind in its attempts to protect me from remembering the things I worked so hard to forget. Today is a constant war for healing. It is filled with promise and potential.”

  2. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    January 5, 2014 2:13pm EST
    The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws. That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness’ sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it’s seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.

  3. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 30, 2013 3:02pm EST
    She’s the type of girl that has a place in her heart for all the lonely people to go When no one else wants them or their forgotten footprints in the snow

  4. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 30, 2013 2:58pm EST
    "they came and they left
    each with a stitch
    and now my seams have
    all come undone
    please look away
    while I fall apart
    because while
    you thought I was
    together
    I haven’t been not even
    from the start"

  5. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2013 3:21pm EST
    Can i give up now?

  6. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 28, 2013 3:35pm EST
    I don’t care how long this is, every single person should read this.
    You’re sitting in your room ~ door locked ~ with a pen in your hand and a blank piece of paper infront of you. Your hand is shaking, and the tears begin again - for the third time in the past hour. ‘To my family’ you write at the top of the page, but decide it’s a bad way to begin your letter ~ your suicide letter. You try again, start over ~ again and again, but you don’t know where to begin. No one understands you; no one knows what you’re going through, you’re alone or at least that’s what you think. Nobody would care if you’re alive or not, you mean nothing to nobody. It’s night, and you slip into bed. ’Goodbye’ you whisper into the darkness. And with that, you take your last breathe and end it all. No body cares, right? Well you thought wrong. It’s a Tuesday the following morning, and when it’s 7:21, your mother comes and knocks on your door. She doesn’t know you can’t hear her she doesn’t know you’regone. She knocks a few more times, calling your name to open up. When there is no reply from your side of the door, she opens it and screams. She collapses on the ground while your dad rushes to your room. Your siblings have already left for school. Your very weak mother collects all the energy she’s got which is close to nothing to walk over to your bed. She leans over your dead body, crying, squeezing your hand, screaming. Your dad is trying to stay strong, but the tears escape his eyes; calling 000 or 911 with his left hand while his other one is on your mother’sback. Your mother blames herself. All those times she had said ‘no’ to you, all those times she had screamed at you, and sent you to your room over something stupid. Your father will blame himself for not being there for you when you asked for help, for being away from home at work for long. Nobody cares, right? 8:34. There’s a knock on your classroom door it’s the school principle. She looks more worried than ever. She calls the teacher to the side; all the students worried: what’s going on? The principle then later announces about your suicide. The popular girl that always called you fat and ugly is now blaming herself.The kid that would always copy your homework but treat you like crap ~ he’s blaming himself. The boy that sits behind you ~ the one that always threw things at you during class ~ he’s blaming himself too. The teacher is blaming herself - for all those times she’d scream at you for forgetting your homework, or not listening in class. People are crying, screaming, shocked, in regret of what they did. They’ll all be devastated - even the kids you’ve never talked to before. Still nobody cares about you, right? Your siblings get home. Your mother has to tell them that you’re gone; forever. Your little sister ~ no matter how many times she’s screamed at you, told you she hated you and stole your stuff ~ always loved you, and saw you as her hero; her role model. She now starts to blame herself; why didn’t I do what she told me to do when she told me to? Why did I take her stuff even when she asked me not to? This is all my fault. Your brother gets home ~ the boy that never cries. He’s now in his room; mad at himself ~ he caused your death. All those times he’d played pranks on you. He’s punching holes in his wall, turning over things; he doesn’t know how to deal with the fact that you’re gone. Forever. Nobody cares about you, right? Right? It has been over a month. The door to your room has been closed all this time. Everything is different now. Your brother has to be sent to anger management classes, your little sister cries everyday still waiting for you to come back. Everyday she waits for you to come back home. The popular girls have now turned anorexic. They don’t know how to deal with the pain that they’re feeling. Your father has depression; your mother hasn’t slept for nights it’s all her fault. She’s been crying and screaming every night wishing for you to come back. The boy who would always bother you dropped out of school. The boy that copied your homework now cuts. But nobody cares about you, aren’t I right? Your mother finally decides to go clean out your room. But she can’t do it. She’s locked herself in your room for two days to try to clean up your clothes, your things. But she can’t she can’t say goodbye to you, not yet, not now. Never. It’s your funeral. It’s a big one ~ everybody comes. No one knows what to say. The beautiful girl with the big smile is gone; you’re somewhere else. No one knows what to say, they’re all still shocked. Everyone cries, everyone misses you. They all wish you’d come back but you don’t, and you won’t. Still think nobody cares about you? Think again. Even if people don’t show it, they care about you, they love you. If you kill yourself today or any other day you won’t know just how much you meant to people. If you kill yourself today, it stops your pain, but it pains all the ones who know you for the rest of their life. Suicide is the easy way out - but it’s the wrong choice. Life is beautiful. Yes, it does have its ups and downs everyone has their bad days. Sometimes people go through tough times in their lives like you’re probably going through now but bad times come and go. You might not see the light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s there. No matter how hard life gets, never give up on yourself, or on your life. Take a minute now, and think. If you killed yourself ~ how would the people that love you feel/go through? Can’t think of anything? Well I’ll tell you: tears, tears, and more tears. Devastation. Guilt. Pain. Broken. Regret. Miserable. If after reading this you still feel suicidal, there are people that can help you. I’m here for you whenever you need me, and I’ll be more than happy to listen to you and try to help you feel better. There are teachers, parents, grandparents, neighbors, adults, councilors ~ they’re all there for you whenever you need them. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU

  7. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 24, 2013 3:06pm EST
    If I loved you, I’d carry your heart in my pocket. I’d spend all afternoon looking at you. I’d sleep with my hand over your heart each night. I’d call you in the morning and wake you up, just to hear your morning voice. I’d miss you as soon as I left you. I’d be honest. I’d tell you how much you meant. I’d remind you that you’re beautiful, even if you didn’t believe me. I’d laugh with you and probably at you. I’d compromise. I’d show up on your door with takeout. I’d call you on your bullshit. I’d want you to call me on my bullshit. I’d buy you dinner. I’d watch movies with you late at night. I’d show up at your work just to say hi. I’d tell my family how much I loved you. I’d write about you. I’d tell you what I was afraid of. I’d trust you. I’d never want to ever hurt you. I’d buy you ridiculous things that reminded me of you. I’d play with your hair until you fell asleep. I’d try to make you happy. If I loved you, I’d be in love with you too.

  8. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 24, 2013 3:02pm EST
    Sometimes I feel like every person in this world is out of my league. You know when you just want to treat someone really well, but it feels like everyone is else is looking for someone that isn’t you.

  9. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 24, 2013 2:57pm EST
    You know how they say that sea otters hold hands when they sleep, so they don’t drift away from each other? Humans are a little like that too. We just want someone who will knot their fingers through ours and stay there. We want someone to show up on our doorstep at midnight, holding Chinese takeout, all because they sensed somehow that you were starving. We want someone to call us in the morning to wake us up, so we can pretend that we’re mad at them, when really hearing them first thing makes getting up worthwhile. We want someone to spend hours thinking about, to lose sleep over, to not actually be able to sleep until they’ve said good night. We want someone to go to the movies with, buy popcorn for, sit and watch not even five minutes of the movie before you end up spending the rest of it kissing them. We want someone to call at 3am, just to say, hey you, I miss you. We want someone to capture our attention, make us laugh, make our heart do that weird thing where it beats slow and fast at the same time. We want someone to push up against a wall, grab onto, pull closer, be infatuated with, and love so intensely, and just know that it’s still not nearly enough. We want someone to bring us coffee in the morning. Someone to fall asleep next to. Someone to spend all day with, and then call as soon as you get home. Someone to drive anywhere with. Humans just want someone, who will return everything. So I guess I’m just asking if you’ll be my sea otter. I’ll hold your hand when you sleep. I won’t drift away. Even if you tell me to, I’ll try and swim back.

  10. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 14, 2013 4:13pm EST
    THEY BROKE UP
    You were like a glass table, and they just continued to pile things on top. Until one day the cracks became too much and you shattered. You think they took away all your pieces don’t you. They walked in and kicked you while you were still down? It’s ok. I have some glue here. I can try putting you back together again if you’ll let me. I know those scars will still be there, but it’s ok, I have some too. You don’t have to take all that weight anymore. I’ll help you carry it.

  11. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 13, 2013 3:11pm EST
    It's important.
    You know how they say that sea otters hold hands when they sleep, so they don’t drift away from each other? Humans are a little like that too. We just want someone who will knot their fingers through ours and stay there. We want someone to show up on our doorstep at midnight, holding Chinese takeout, all because they sensed somehow that you were starving. We want someone to call us in the morning to wake us up, so we can pretend that we’re mad at them, when really hearing them first thing makes getting up worthwhile. We want someone to spend hours thinking about, to lose sleep over, to not actually be able to sleep until they’ve said good night. We want someone to go to the movies with, buy popcorn for, sit and watch not even five minutes of the movie before you end up spending the rest of it kissing them. We want someone to call at 3am, just to say, hey you, I miss you. We want someone to capture our attention, make us laugh, make our heart do that weird thing where it beats slow and fast at the same time. We want someone to push up against a wall, grab onto, pull closer, be infatuated with, and love so intensely, and just know that it’s still not nearly enough. We want someone to bring us coffee in the morning. Someone to fall asleep next to. Someone to spend all day with, and then call as soon as you get home. Someone to drive anywhere with. Humans just want someone, who will return everything. So I guess I’m just asking if you’ll be my sea otter. I’ll hold your hand when you sleep. I won’t drift away. Even if you tell me to, I’ll try and swim back.

  12. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 8, 2013 1:20pm EST
    “I think it’s great for two people to be together. That is a good number. I think, that to keep it alive though, you can’t spend every day together. It wears out the magic, Love means nothing to me if it’s not fortified with fierce, painful longing, brief explosive instances of furious passion and intimacy and then a sad parting for a time. In that way, you can give your life to it and still have a life of your own. I think some couples spend too much time together. They flatten out the potential for experience by constant closeness. Passion builds over time like steam. Let it rage until it’s exhausted and then leave it alone to let it build up again. Why can’t love be insane and distorted? How can it be vital if it has the same threshold as normal day-to-day experience? Why can’t you write burning letters and let your nocturnal self smolder with desire for one who is not there? Why not let the days before you see her be excruciating and ferment in your mind so on the day you go to the airport to pick her up, you’re nearly sick with anticipation? And then when desire shows the first sign of contentment, throw it back in its cage and let it slowly build itself back into a state of starved fury. Then when you are together, it all matters. So that when you look into her eyes, you lose your balance, so that when she touches you, it feels like you have never been touched before. When she says your name, you think it was she who named you. When she has gone, you bury your face in the pillow to smell her hair and you lie awake at night remembering your face in her neck, her breathing and the amazing smell of her skin. Your eyes go wet because you want her so bad and miss her so much. Now that is worth the miles and the time. That matches the inferno of life. Otherwise you poison each other with your presence day after day as you drag each other through the inevitable mundane aspects of your lives. That is the slow death that I see slapped on faces everywhere I go. It’s part of the world’s sadness that’s more empty than cold, poorly lit rooms in cities of the American night.”

  13. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 6, 2013 3:29pm EST
    I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.

  14. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 4, 2013 2:54pm EST
    When you love somebody, you do everything you can to make them happy because it’s not just about you anymore

  15. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 4, 2013 2:51pm EST
    I get jealous because I’m afraid someone is going to make you happier than I do.♥

  16. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    December 4, 2013 2:47pm EST
    Marry someone who lets you have a bite of their brownie, even when you said you weren’t hungry. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn £5 a week or £5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn’t afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who lets you take over when decorating a cake. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just the two”. Marry someone who doesn’t judge you when you eat your body weight in cookies. Marry someone who doesn’t make you want to check your phone, because you know they will reply. Marry someone who waits with you to get on the train. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn’t uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who you love. Marry your soulmate, your lover, your best friend."

  17. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    November 30, 2013 3:19pm EST
    Sometimes I wonder if the people furthest away from us are the people who know us the most. Everyone seems to think that love like this doesn’t exist with distance. But then they don’t read their emails late at night, speaking to you in secret coded words. They don’t see them in the mornings when you’ve left the laptop running, and there they are, asleep on the other side of the screen. And then there’s you. With dewdrops in your hair, and a runaway smile, and eyes brighter than diamonds, and the only thing I can think about, is that I bet you smell like coffee on a Sunday morning.

  18. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    November 30, 2013 3:14pm EST
    Maybe that’s what life is about, you wait for that person who you could listen to for hours. That person who is going to have a real conversation with you, make you laugh, make you feel a little lost when you hang up the phone. Some people settle, they nod and say yes to being with someone because they feel lonely. Everyone just wants someone, but don’t settle for a someone that isn’t going to make your heart beat. Don’t settle for someone who doesn’t make you smile when you hear his or her voice, don’t settle for someone that you can’t go a day without thinking about. Wait for them. They’re coming

  19. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    November 27, 2013 11:03am EST
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    ometimes I wonder where the world’s kindness has gone. you don’t need to yell at someone if they’re taking their time, or push passed someone to get in front. People are always fighting their own wars, you don’t know what’s going on in their life, as much as they don’t know what’s going on in yours. Smile at someone, offer your seat up on the train, say thank you more. It goes a long way you know.

  20. Papaute Papaute
    posted a quote
    November 27, 2013 10:59am EST
    Thoughts.
    You sit in front of your screen half the night and you wonder why you can’t be as pretty as the girls you’re staring at. You wonder why you can’t have her eyes, her hair, her skin, her body or her talent. It’s okay, we all do it. But don’t lose yourself in it all. There are still people left in the world who are going to look at you, look past your shell and see you for what you are. Then something will happen. All that you are inside, will slowly start to make you more beautiful than anyone you see on that screen. Close down those tabs you have open right now, close them down and reach for the nearest mirror. Look at yourself, smile, say hi. See that person? That person looking back right now? That’s you, just you, there’s only one of you in this universe. You know what that makes you? Rare. A gift. Someone’s going to unwrap you one day. They’ll unwrap their gift and they’re smile as big as I hope you are right now.

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