hello peasants.the names amberr, amberr mahone that is:) I'm a seventh grader trying to find a place in this messed up world. Ive been through alot and ill always be here for anyone.staystrong, you're all perfect. So yall should probably go follow some amazing girls please, Kyhricak, xkeepshiningx, and Autumnxskyline. k thanks. Anyways if you wanna know some more stuff about meh, here it is:3 i live in pennsylvania, i play softball for north western explosian, and for middle school. Ive got two cats( loner for life<3) and uhm i dont listen to anything screamo or metalic besides sleeping with sirens. My life basically consumes of, cats,texting, softball, and music. Im pretty open and i like to talk to you guys because, you're special snowflakes deuces <3
So today during science my one friend(tried to hang herself the week before) started to break down and cry. I asked her whats wrong and she said this kid named nathan said "Whats up?" and another kid responded with "just hangin." and walked up to her and said" Thats your joke" Whats wrong with this world?
So today during science class my friend pulled up her sleeve. It read " love " Then she pulled up her other sleeve and it said " Staystrong babe i know you can do this" I honeslty had no idea what she was talking about, then i realized it was suicide prevention day. And ive tried killing myself plenty of times. if you see this, you know who you are. i love you.<3
Today.. My brother and i were at the mall, when we heard two girls say " I hate those stupid anorexic girls, they shop at anorexic stores" My brother got so pissedd off when he heard that and shortly after he turned to those girls and said "Listen biitches, those girls are actaully skinny, youre not.Their actaully beautiful, youre not.Im glad you think it's right to judge people, who selfharm, eating disorders, and so on. Maybe if you lived in their lives youd understand how strong they are. How would you feel if you dealed with that everyday? Being a 16 year old who weighs 60 pounds and still forces herself to throw up just because she thinks shes fat. Anorexic people go through so much in their lives that they dont even deserve, but people like you? You just make me sick. Get away from me. There face? Priceless. I had so much respect from my brother after this.. True story.
Heres to the girls who.. Who don't wake up with perfect hair. Who don't wear 50 pounds of makeup. Who'd rather spend a day is sweatpants than skinny jeans. Who aren't "popular" but feel like it when there with friends. Who stick to sneakers instead of heels. Who don't always get there own way. Who dont get everything they want. Who feel alone in life. Here's to all the girls who are just.. Like me.
*Talking to friend when im not okay*: Friend: What's Wrong? Me:Nothing. Friend: Oh okay! lol. *Talking to friend when i am okay*: Friend: Whats wrong? me: Nothingg:) Friend: You liar. Now tell me whats wrong.