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Pain_Is_Real

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Member Since: 19 Jul 2012 07:28am

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  1. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 24, 2012 4:51am EDT
    A locked door,
    a rusty razor
    and a towel stained with red.
    A folded note,
    A broken mirror
    and a girl lays there dead.
    Their emotions tangle
    and the room begins to swirl;
    She was mummy's perfect angel
    and daddt's little girl.
    nmf/nmq

  2. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 24, 2012 4:45am EDT
    We stopped checking for monsters under ours beds when we realized that they were inside of us.
    nmf/nmq

  3. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 23, 2012 7:12am EDT
    How do I feel?
    Well...
    I want to run until my legs break...
    I want to scream until my throat is dry...
    I want to cry until I cry blood...
    How's THAT for how I feel?

  4. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 23, 2012 7:00am EDT
    "My scars wouldn't be so hidden,
    if you looked me in the eyes."

  5. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 23, 2012 6:54am EDT
    Names have been changed so no one can identify them.
    Okay....
    So, Julia told me that Kirsty is saying she is going 'to commit'. At first I was like, "Huh?" and then Julia dragged her finger across her throat and I was like, "Oh."
    Julia said, "Oh, yeah. She was saying how she wants to kill herself and how she slit her wrists and stuff." I suddenly got angry.
    People like her are the reason that everyone think that people who cut are attention seekers. Yes, sometimes we are but not for 'spotlight' attention. Most people just want attention on them so someone can see the pain and suffering they are going through.
    No, this girl was bragging about it. Kirsty even asked us for some rope! WTH?? Like, honestly...
    I was so angry and my arm was throbbing. Even though I haven't cut in weeks (and I'm not proud of myself because that's all I want to do and can think about), my arm was throbbing. I felt like showing Kirsty my scars and telling her my story of how I got them and only one person knows and that's my own mother. How dare she say that for attention?
    I hide my arms everyday and even my thighs because of the scars and words carved into them. She prances around with shorts and t-shirts everyday and not once was a scar ever seen.
    I'm sorry for ranting but that is just ridiculous and stupid.
    GRRR!

  6. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 23, 2012 6:43am EDT
    Does it hurt? Of course it does, but for once, I'm in control of something. I can control the pain, instead of the pain controlling me.
    nmf/nmq

  7. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 21, 2012 7:12am EDT
    Seriously...
    This morning, I woke up and started to get ready for school.
    Then, I realized that my mum didn't write note for me about my tie and I freaked out. My dad asked me what's wrong and I explained to him. He said he would write one.
    See, the rule at my school is, if you don't have a particular part of the school uniform, you need a note to explain why so you don't get a detention. My mum was at work so my dad was driving me to the bus stop.
    When I figured out I didn't have a note, I freaked and cried... then sobbed. I am not kidding. Seriously, I broke down at the tiniest of things!
    I cry at nearly everything now. When I'm at school, my tear ducts switch off thank god but when I get home....
    Al hell breaks loose..
    </3

  8. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 21, 2012 7:04am EDT
    I am do tired of everything. Seriously, I am done.
    World, please stop. I'm sick of this ride...
    nmf/nmq

  9. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 21, 2012 7:01am EDT
    "You say that I'm always happy,
    and I am good at what I do,
    but what you don't realize,
    I'm a damn good actress too.
    nmf/nmq

  10. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 20, 2012 4:22am EDT
    You Know
    She cuts herself... You know, to feel the pain.
    She asks herself, "Why?" as it's starts to rain.
    Tears are falling from her delicate eyes,
    Like raindrops falling from the clear, blue skies.
    She hasn't got a valid reason for her self-inflicted pain,
    But she wouldn't stop if you gave her one, anyway.
    Throwing her bag to the floor, she climbs onto her bed,
    Taking off her jacket over her small, slim head.
    She then searches and searches, to find what she needs,
    You know, that thing, that makes her skin bleed?
    She smiles as she finds it,
    It was hidden under the cover.
    "What would I do without it?" She asks herself in wonder.
    it glints in the dim light, making her grin,
    "Oh, you priceless thing," She says. "You're not a sin."
    As she starts to 'paint her picture',
    Her blood get's richer.
    She sighs in relief at what it brings,
    And then makes another ring.
    Hours later, she stares at her work.
    What has she done? She is such a jerk!
    More tears start to leak from her eyes,
    Her blood dripping on her bed like little flies.
    She cries and sobs and screams and kicks,
    Until she feels she might vomit like sick.
    'That feeling is back,' She thought, a sudden pain inside,
    'It will never go away, no matter how hard I try.'
    No one cares, no one knows;
    Even if they did they never let it show.
    But how could they? She hides it very well.
    The pain and suffering and scars she tells.
    If you had asked them, "What is she like?"
    They'd reply, "Oh very happy and loud and very very bright."
    But in truth it's none of those things,
    None of the things mentioned; no, she doesn't bring.
    She is desperate and sad and hopeless and lonely,
    She wishes, "If only there was someone to hold me."
    She get's up from her soft, plush bed,
    And walks over to her bathroom instead.
    Looking in the mirror, what does she see?
    "Ugly and hairy and a troll, that's me."
    She tears through the bathroom, not caring about the mess,
    All she wants is that bottle that say "Keep out of reach." instead.
    You know, that thing, that will take her away?
    The one that will end her suffering and pain?
    As she finds what she is looking for, she smiles sadly to herself,
    "I shouldn't suffer anymore, but I don't need anyones help."
    So unscrew the cap, she does it quick,
    Dropping it to the floor with a loud CLICK!
    Her body slowly sits down on the floor,
    As she swallows those little things of hers.
    When it emptied, she threw it across to the wall,
    And the dragged her knees up so she wouldn't fall.
    But she is falling quick, her eyes falling shut,
    Her body sags but she doesn't give a...,
    A empty shell of what she used to be,
    Bloody and empty and oh dear me!
    But somehow she looks better, better than she's ever been,
    Her skin is shallow but her face is serene.
    You know, that thing, that she always felt?
    Yeah, that one that made her harm herself?
    Well, it's gone now and she's at peace,
    But not her family, as they call the police...
    This was written by me and was made to express what cutters and suiciders feel like, but also highlight what happens when you take actions on your own. Yes, i have actually thought about suicide but my brother always pops into my head. He can't understand what had happened if I killed myself. Hell, he would probably find me and think I was sleeping! I stay because I think of how my mum would have to explain to him that his big sister would never be coming back and he couldn't tell her about school, about Thomas the Tank Engine; couldn't discuss Harry Styles and his curly hair with me, could never play cars with me. He would never be able to sing really loud and badly with his sister, or have her give him another hug. He would never be able to give her a sloppy kiss or joke around with her. He would cry and scream because everyone would say, "She's not coming back." and he would be saying, "Why not?". And then eventually, he would find out the real reason and he would be mad at me. He would be mad because I left him alone and could never help him with friends or girlfriends or take him to his wedding. He would never be able to give my boyfriend the "You hurt her, I hurt you." talk... He'd hate me and I couldn't bare that thought.
    What about my best friends? They would probably be devastated. They would hate me too. I couldn't do that to them, no matter how much I want to go.
    So, even if you haven't got a mum, dad, sister, brother, friend or some else, think about how that impacts the people who will find you and will have to tell their family members what happened. How you came in, pale and dead with no heartbeat and found out you killed yourself. They may even have a kid you age and they might cry. Cause trust me, they may have never met you but they would have cared about you more than anyone else in the world.
    I do.

  11. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 20, 2012 3:13am EDT
    "You hurt yourself on the outside, to try kill the thing on the inside."
    -Girl, Interupted
    nmf/nmq

  12. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    August 20, 2012 3:10am EDT
    A broken mirror,
    A bleeding fist,
    A silver blade against a wrist,
    Tears falling down to lips un-kissed,
    Ignore her and she won't exist,
    She's not the kind you'll come to miss.
    nmf/nmq

  13. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 30, 2012 3:54am EDT
    I'm 8th in queue for Kids Helpline. I'm nervous but i figured I'd talk to them instead of cut. My arms sore anyway.
    Wish Me Luck <3

  14. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 28, 2012 9:07am EDT
    Tact: Getting your point across without having stabbing someone with it.

  15. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 28, 2012 8:56am EDT
    I love sleep. My life has the tendency to disappoint when I'm awake.
    nmf/nmq

  16. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 28, 2012 8:54am EDT
    I will be honest and say that I run away from most of my problems. I really do. Everything that may be a problem, I turn the other way. What people don't understand though, is that I run, not because I don't want to deal with it but because I can't deal with it. It hurts to much to deal with late homework or to talk about something I did with the 'rents. I just want to escape from the world and live in my fantasy world. Yes I know it's silly but everyone does it everyone once and awhile, right? So let me have that.
    I guess I haven't let go of that kid in me. The one that doesn't have to deal with problems, who leaves that up to the parents. Who doesn't have to worry about what everyone thinks of her, how to hide the cuts on her legs and the scars on her wrist.... She doesn't have to worry about that, however I do. And I don't want to. I shouldn't have to.
    Not when I'm not ready...

  17. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 28, 2012 8:47am EDT
    Death is God's way of saying, "You're fired." Suicide is humans way of saying, "You can't fire me. I quit."
    nmf/nmq

  18. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 28, 2012 8:34am EDT
    Just because I'm smiling
    all the time,
    doesn't necessarily mean
    I'm happy.
    Format by twilightgirl995

  19. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 27, 2012 8:10am EDT
    Most people don't believe it, but cutting is like an addiction. Once you start... It's on your mind all the time after that. It's something you know you shouldn't do but you still do. It's something you do once, then say, "Oh, just one more time." and another and another and another before you finally crack. It not something for attention. At least not the, "Oh look at me! I'm cutting, feel sorry for me!" attention. It's the silent begging, the crying after a fight with your best friend or parents or partner. That sobbing you do once you're in your room, silent because you don't want them to hear but at the same time you want someone to walk in and just hug you. The tears you hold back at school from a comment your friend said. It an addiction and so many people have it. It's so obvious too but people don't see because most of the time...
    They don't want to.

  20. Pain_Is_Real Pain_Is_Real
    posted a quote
    July 27, 2012 7:46am EDT
    Cutting doesn't solve anything or stop the pain,
    but for those few seconds
    everything suddenly seems so much better.
    Like suddenly every thing is okay.

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