I think I love you so much becase I'm afraid to lose you.
I'm afraid to fall for anyone else because when the day comes that I'm totally in love with someone else.. You'll finally realize what you had all along, But it will be too late. I'll be gone.
When I'm with you, it feels like magic. When I see you in the hallway, I can't help but smile. When you hug me, I feel like everything will be okay again..
I only text you to ee what you have to say to me. But when you don't text back, I feel sad. The only reason I want to go to school, and try to look my best, is for no one else but you. When I see your screen name, I only hope you'll IM me like you always use to. I only poke you in school to make you feel special. I try so hard to make you smile.
I love you, is it that hard to understand? I always did, and always will.
You found your way into my heart and for some reason you won't leave. When i try to hide my heart from you, it always seems to find you. You mean the world to me. Ever since things changed.. I haven't been happy. I never smile.
When you told me h"I'm not going to be your best friend again, but i'm willing to have a friendship with you." That hurt. It cut like a blade right through my heart.
Now that you have HER. and you say it feels right, and you love her. I know you must mean it. I'm just waiting for the day that i'll finally stop loving you. Which won't be until forever.
I just want you to know that. I'm the only one in this world who will love and care for you most. I'm also waiting for the day you see that. But when that day comes, I have a feeling it will be too late. And i'll be gone.
I'm so Sorry.
This was for my own venting. I needed to. But if you feel the same, or you're dealing with the same situation. I'm sorry, I know what it feels like.
This is a true story, True feelings and True words. It's only a matter of time.
PRETTYinPUNK17