Indescribable Me♥
Chapter 1.
"Don't you understand?"
"I do! But I just don't understand why you do it to yourself," my friend explained.
I hung up the phone, I didn't feel like talking to anyone at the moment. I picked up my blade and headed to the shower. The water spilled out of the spout, and I lifted the plug with my boney hand.
I stood in the shower, and put the blade down on the shelf next to me. The water was tapping my back, ever so gentally. Then it got harder, and soon enough it was hitting my back where the belt marks were left. I took the blade and slid it across my wrist. This time, I cut the main vain in my arm. It only took three cuts and the blood was all over my wrist, dripping down the drain. It was amazing, there was this big rush going through my body. Cutting just made me feel so alive, but no one gets it.
I got out of the shower, and the blood is still pooring from my wrist. I see I got a new text message, from Hunter. It said "Uggh, can't believe it's only two more days! Then you're gone!! ):" I replied "Ew, don't even remind me. I don't want to move at all. Gunna miss you lots!<3" My hand was so shakey, I couldn't even text without using all of my might. Blood dripped onto my phone; I wiped it off with a towel, then tied it around my wrist. I saw the blood wasn't stopping, not even slowing down a bit. This time, i actually got scared. Most of the time I'm usually like "Oh forget life," or "Ahh, I could care less." But this time, I feel too young to die. A 12 year old, dying of cutting her main vain?
It's my first story guys! Tell me what you think or what I should improve on!(: thanks ♥