I don’t wanna pretend to be happy anymore, this fake smile is starting to hurt my cheeks. I don’t wanna think about the future, because I know it’s nothing but bleak. I don’t wanna leave this house anymore, I don’t even wanna leave this bed. I don’t wanna be awake anymore, all I hear is this chaos in my head. I don’t wanna breathe anymore, I'm just better off dead.