Sorry I've been off the last few days. Couldn't wait to finally get on here and talk to you. Wish I could spend a little more time with you. Miss spending hours with you. Thought I'd never say this but I miss when neither of us had a car and had to come pick you up and drop you off. Miss those late night drives where we ended up in so many random places just to fool around in between trips. Miss you holding my hand between the door. Miss those moments and all the feelings you sent through me that I don't even know if they even exists anymore. (Wed @9:13)
But why can't we be together? just because were both with other people. Just because you feel like you cant escape him but in all reality you can. Think the truth is your just not ready to let him go. Why else would there be so many excuses. (Thursday @12:47)
How isnt it? only then will I have no memmory of you. No memmories of us together. No memory of love. Only then will I no longer be miserbale without you. I dont want to live in a world where your not mine. Let alone in the smallest town in califonia. I dont want to live if its not with you but Im fighting too. How is it fair that you get ti wake up with him every morning when he doesnt deserve you? when you know its suppose to be us against the world. Hows any of that fair??
Alright I'm sorry but how can I not be mad at what your doing to yourself?. I dont want you to cope I want you to be happy. I wish we could just run away together. Run away and start over somewhere else. I wish you'd be up for it.
I was there then moved to the other side. Then was gunna go bang on your damn door when saw you coming back. Was right behind you the whole time but didnt wanna follow you up the driveway cuz saw one of yor neighbors in there car