So today on the bus, I was listening to this song that brought back memories from when i wanted to kill myself. With hearing the song i started crying. I stopped the song and took my headphones out to get off. I heard one of the guys on my bus making fun of me i turned around and this is how the conversation went... Me: What the f.uck are you making fun of me for?!?! You don't even know why i was f.ucking crying. Who the F.uck do you think you are to judge somebody for the pain they have went through!?! What is so funny about someone wanting to kill themselves??? Him: It's kinda funny. Me: NO IT F.UCKING ISN'T!!! SOMEONE DIES EVERY 40 SECONDS BECAUSE OF SUICIDE IT'S NOTHING TO JOKE ABOUT!!! Him: Actually it kinda is. Me: SAY THAT AGAIN I F.UCKING DARE YOU!!!! WATCH HOW FUNNY IT WILL BE WHEN IT'S SOMEONE YOU PRACTICULLY TOLD TO KILL HERSELF!!! Everybody else was dead silent, we were in the middle of the hallways, this boy who is a junior was standing behind me, he asked me why i wanted to kill myself. My answer was, Me: Because of A$$holes like him, who make people feel worthless for not being like everyone else. Him: But why didn't you confront them? Me: Becuase, When the pain is this bad, you just want to keep it to yourself. Nobody else wold understand. Tanner (that's his name) Then lifted his sleeve to reveal cuts on his wrist. Him: Trust me i know what it's like to have nobody. At this point, i was pretty much balling, right in his arms. The kid who made fun of me then proceded to make fun of us. now this kid was kind of taller than me. I told him to come down to my level. When he finally did, i looked him dead in the eyes took a step back, and Punched Him. He ended up having to stay in the nurses office all day. I got a Detention, Tanner later asked me why i stood up for him, i said. Me: I did that becuase nobody has the right to make fun of what they have never felt. Nobody has felt the pain we have, and until he does he has no right to talk to me, you or anybody else like that. Him: Thank you, It really means alot to me. Nobody has ever done that for me. Me: Don't mention it, and if you ever need someone to talk to i am always hear. Then, He KISSED ME!!! I looked Him dead in the eyes and wondered. Me: Why did you kiss me? Him: Everyone needs someone special in their life. I think you could be mine. I am still freaking smiling!!!!!!
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September 25, 2012 3:36pm UTC
My friend was on a train with her cousin. They were playing truth or dare. Her cousin dared her to go tell a cute boy that she liked his banana. This is how the conversation went. Her: Hey, I really like your banana. Him: But.. I'm not eating a banana. Her: Oh, I know. Then she winks and walks away. Before she got off the train, he asked for her number. Tomorrow is their one year anniversary.❤ Happy Anniversary Jake and Cassy!
Me: *Walks into mall* Me: Woo, air conditioning. Me: *Looks at mom* Me: I swear to god, I'm the only teenager who has to come to the mall with their mom. Me: Me: Me: *Looks at a group of teenagers* Me: You b/tches look like the cast of 90210 Me: Me: I'm so jealous. Me: *Sniff* Me: Hollister is just around the corner. Me: *Sniff sniff* Me: Across from Abercrombie and fitch. Me: Me: I bet that whole hallway smells like teenage boys and stuck up girls. Me: Me: Ohhh that outfits so freakin' PRETTY. Me: *Looks at price tag* Me: *Walks away sadly* Me: Me: He's so hot. Me: Hey Mr. Hotty Me: *Walks a little farther away from mom* Me: Hey Mr. Hot hotty hot stuff hot guy hot like chilly peppers Me: *Attempted wink turns into awkward blinking* Me: Oh you have a girlfriend. Me: Me: Me: Forever alone. Me: *Walks into store with family* Mom: Oh, this looks like a lovely shirt! Do you like it? *Holds up hideous blouse* Me: No, mom. Mom: But its- Me: No. Me: *Walks out of store* Me: Me: Ohh forever21 Me: *peeks in store* Me: Too many teenage girls that are prettier than me. Me: Too jealous. Me: ABORT ABORT. Me: Me: Me: Ooh, smells like pretzels and cinnamon. Me: But thats how they get you. Me: Put that obnoxious smell out in the air so it'll make you come in. Me: ... It's like Hollister.. Me: But with pretzels. Me: Me: Me: *Walks into build-a-bear* Me: *Builds a bear* Me: I'm gonna call you Ted Me: *Hugs Ted* Me: Just know that in a couple of weeks you'll probably be under my bed in a pile of lint. Me: Me: *Sees group of teenagers* Me: *Gives bear to mom to save the embarrassment of walking around with a teddy* Me: Sorry Ted. Me: It's not me, it's you. Me: Me: Me: *Makes eyecontact with girl* Me: B/tch I hate you. Me: Fall off a cliff. Me: *Walks farther away from girl* Me: I'm so jealous of her, she's so pretty. Me: Mom: We should be going now. Me: I didn't even get anything. Mom: WELL HURRY UP AND GET A SHIRT. Me: *Hurries in random store and a pair of earrings* Mom: This is all you want? Me: Yeah. Mom: *Buys stuff* Me: Me: Santa Claus: The Queen of England: Shoelace: Bob Marley: Me: Pathetic.
She's sitting in her room, and in her bed she lies. With the music turned up loud, to drown out all her cries. She keeps reading through the texts, that she knows 'sorry' just won't fix. And she's dreaming of a place, where happy endings still exsist. She keeps going through the photo's, and all of the memories fade to black. And the thought keeps running through her mind, "He'll never take me back." He's sitting in his bedroom, lying on his bed. Reading through the messages, regretting everything he said. The x-box is on the floor, along with every game. And he used to play with her, but now it's not the same. His music's turned up loud, to drown out all his cries. And he knows it will never be enough, to just apologize. While he starts to think about it more, he knows he lost his own bestfriend. And that's when he whispers through his tears, "She'll never love me again." MYQUOTE.