Sometimes i wish...
I could escape this hell and every time i do, it haunts me like a
zombie in the middle of the night in a dark abyss. Sometimes i wish i didn't have
those thought that haunt me in the dead of the night. I wish i could sleep in peace
without hearing my parents fighting, or just being about to go out without being
protected from those who are after my family, or stop watching my friends die onr by
one by the hands of those who want revenge, or maybe escape my family from this
on goin feud, or maybe not here the bunch of chit about the
mystery of how my bestf riend died, when i know the truth because
i was there, and saw it there's too much to explain. Sometime i pray to god just to
take me earlier, and cry because i wake up to see another day. Sometimes i wish
i could tell my mom how i feel, but every time i do she says what im saying isn't true.
Some times i wish i wasn't such a baby and just kill myself already, i wish that i could
just drive a knife into my hard. but im afraid of the consequences. Something i wish my
smiles were true. Sometimes just isn't enough. I know i can make it. I just have to keep trying.
It's getting harder but i know i can make it. I'm almost to the end of the tunnel.
Maybe i can bare this pain alittle more. If i can do it.. maybe you can too...
i do this out oof love.... that i've never gotten