So im saying this only because he will never read it...
Dear Bestfriend<3,
Its me your WC, yur fuckkin bitchh, thee annoying person. Uhm even though i only knew you exsisted this year, its been some of the best months of my life. I love you, like my brother. I can tell you anything and i know you wont tell. Some of the things we talk about, if anyone ever read theyd think were crazy, or gross. You know more secrets than some of my best girl friends and its because you dont judge, and you dont have a big mouth. Youre my gay bestfriend cause yu tell it how it is, you never lie to me and when i ask does this shirt make me look fat yu say know yu have huge boobs though. Sure i mite annoy you to the point where you want to shoot yurself, but i thank god everyday that your here for me because i am nothing without you. I think ive told you everything there is to know about me. Every secret I have to tell, is in your head and i know i can trust you with anything. The things we talk about, i dont think there is anyone else who is closer than us. You know everything about me, except two things. One: i go to camp because, for me at least, its not expensive and i know that might not make sense but its cheap. Two: I LOVE YOU. Like i cant even begin to explain. The truth is when we first met that day, on girlside, i knew your name, i knew who you were, i knew everything. You were shy and funny and smart, very smart and you went to school with two of my friends. But i never told anyone how much i liked you, because they would just laugh. So the summer went i and i moved on. You helped me threw my first broken heart, even though hes your bestfriend. I let you have my bestfriend cause she really liked you too. But its taken me a while to realize, sometimes when you love someone you should tell them, and if its meant to be, it will happen. If not move on. So i did that. I told him i loved him and he pushed me away. But through all that, you were there for me. And i moved on back to you. Youre the person the i want to text every five minutes but dont want to be annoying, but psh i already am so i get passed it. Your the one i want to spend my summer with, not him. Your the one i would spend a night drunk with you and not care about what happens. Youre the one that when i dont get a response back, i stare at my fone and yell at it until you answer, even if its only "k". Babe, i dont know how to tell you this but when i hear your name i cat breathe. When i see you, my heart stops. When i talk about you, im speechless. You know i would die for you, because i just love you with all of my heart. But i cant tell you how much i love you. It would makes things awkward. It would ruin friendships and relationships and our stupid bet and everything. But especially our relationship, our friendship, everything we have it would be ruined, it would be awkward and i would loose the most important person to me. I cant lose you baby. But i want you to know if your out there somewhere, i love you with all my heart and soul. And thank you so much, for everything youve given me in my life. Youve let me love again. <3 i love you gay best friend but not gay. Prude but not as prude as me, loser but cooler than me [; And if there ever comes a day, when you forget about me, just know ill never stop thinking about you....JBB iiloveyou,alwaysandforever.inneverwanttolooseyou<3
Love,
Your bestfriend<3 xoxox
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