Someone told a girl on tumblr that she hates her life and wants to die. This was her response. This girl is now my inspiration. I cried so much.
So you want to kill yourself? It’ll make the pain go away. Now there’s no one to hate you. No one who doesn’t love you. No school, no stress, no worries. Right? Of course. So what about your parents? What would they think If you killed yourself? They’d be glad that you’re finally out of their lives, right? And your school friends? They can’t wait to get rid of you right? Wrong. If you killed yourself tonight, you are not only dramatically changing your life, but you are dramatically changing someone else’s. Tomorrow morning, if your parents came in and found you dead, what do you expect their reaction to be? In case you don’t know, I’ll tell you. First, they won’t believe it. Then, they’ll try and wake you up, as though you just overslept. They’ll try anything. Then they’ll give up. They’ll be paralysed, in shock for a while. Then, the tears will come. So many tears. Why did you do it? They’ll ask. What happened? Then they’ll start questioning themselves. Was it their fault? Was it something they did? And they will be forever stuck with that guilt because they’ll never know the answer. And your friends. The friends that hate you, right? Let me tell you something. They don’t hate you. They’re just jealous. Your primary school teachers were right, and so was your mum. They only hate you, because you have something they want. It’s the only reason there is hate and prejudice in this world. Because let me tell you something. No matter what you think, what you tell yourself, what you have heard, you are beautiful. You are beautiful. Tell yourself this. I am beautiful. Never try to be perfect for anyone, because someday, someone IS going to fall in love with your imperfections. I can guarantee you that, I can bet my life on it. So if you killed yourself, I’ll tell you the girls that hate you reactions. They’d be in shock. They’d probably cry as well. But then, like your parents, they’d feel the guilt as well. Was it their fault? Was it on their backs? What have they done? Then they might start to question their existence as well. They might take their own life too. And you know how you’re going to be be single forever right? How you’re never going to find love? Well let me tell you something. Right now, somewhere in your town, or country, there is someone thinking about you. It may be a girl who secretly loves you. It may be a guy, who actually thinks about you day in day out, but is a loser and is too scared to confront you. If you killed yourself, you’d never know where you would have found love. You never know what would have happened the day after you killed yourself, who would have called you, who would have inboxed you, anything. You don’t know who would have asked you out, even if they were one of the most unpopular kids at your school. You just don’t know anything, because you’re dead. That’s the only way to say it dead. No icing on the top, making it sound like a luxury, you’d be dead. So don’t kill yourself. Just don’t. Push it out of your mind. because at the end of the day, someone isvthinking about you. Please remember. People love you,i love you and you are never, EVER, alone.
Nataliee123