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Hello There !
I love to read , I love to write ,I'm a nerd  and Ed sheeran is absoluley amazing  that's all you need to know. ;*
Raw story is posted here.
Edited version on  Wattpad linked below.


http://www.wattpad.com/user/AshleyRosexoxo



Bye lovelys 

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  1. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
    posted a quote
    June 22, 2013 3:07am UTC
    I just love when my story updates get sent to
    "Click to see"
    It's like all these quotes ,are hidden from society , because people couldn't handle their intensity.Because , it's obvious wittians don't curse , psh , not wittians.

  2. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 22, 2013 2:57am UTC
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  3. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
    posted a quote
    June 18, 2013 8:32pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 12
    "Daniel you have a vis- "Raymon started.
    Daniel and I turned to look at him ,although it was rather awkward in the place we were in. Daniel was blushing , It wasn't just me this time, his face covered in the red pigment , he looked adorable.
    "Daniel Lacey's here" Raymon announced.
    That alone caused my stomach to plummet , hearing her name , it brought a feeling of disgust. Of course she was here, Taylor what were you even thinking he has Lacey , beautiful , girly , well-mannered ,classy , southern Lacey . You were just something to have fun with , or better yet a charity case , because he felt bad.
    "I don't want to see her " Daniel said blandly.
    This took me by surprise , but I was curious why he didn't want to see her.
    "Danny boy , be polite"Raymon ordered in a tone , that even I knew he couldn't argue with. He got from me , leaving me to feel cold and alone ,but I managed to stand up myself as well.
    "I'll be right back"Daniel said looking me directly in the eye.Than walking into the house with Raymon.
    For a few moments I just stood there , but the curiosity was eating me up on the inside I needed to know what they were saying.I silently creeped to the front of his house ,and hid behind the tree , being as subtle as I possibly could , but I had a feeling that she knew I was there.
    "Lacey , I'm not going to get back together with you" Daniel stated annoyed.
    "But , we are so well together " Lacey responded pleasingly.
    "Maybe in you head " Daniel said with a roll of the eyes.
    "It's because of her isn't it"
    "What are you even talking about?"
    "Taylor , that ugly , disgusting , sl.ut."Lacey said eyes snapping right toward me.Daniels eyes snapped toward me as well , noticing my presence.
    Those words triggered something in me ,words that are just so familiar to me. These are the words that started my addiction , I just started walking , speed walking until, it turned into running toward my grandmother's house. Tears streaming down my face, I had a dying wish to bring a razor to the wrist.
    "Don't do it Taylor "I said more as to myself the moment I got in the house.
    "Don't even think about it . "A deep voice behind me said , causing me to turn around.
    "Daniel , can you leave ?"I asked as pleasant as I could with remaining tears on my face.
    "I would never leave you like this."He stated firmly.
    "Why ?"I asked.
    "Because , I'm not letting you cut now. It's not going to happen , especially over someone as dumb and insensitive as Lacey."He said sternly.
    "How did you -"
    "When you were grooming the horses, I know the difference between an accidental ,and cutting"He stated followed by a low mumble
    "Because I used to do it myself"
    "But your life is so well-rounded. Why would you even need to ?"I asked still in shock that someone who looked like him, and had life so easy could cut.
    "Seems that way doesn't it , aside from the point.I need you to know now , don't ever forget this, Taylor , you're beautiful and from what I can see far from a sl.ut. She's just jealous ,because she knows she can't hold a candle compared to you."Daniel said in the most sincere voice.
    "Thanks , it's just I've had a problem with this sort of stuff for a while now , hearing it is hard o accept,also it's not aside front the point , but nice distraction .If you don't mind , would you tell me your story ?"I asked nervous of what is reply would be.
    He looked like he was in deep thought weighing in his options . debating on whether he wanted to tell me.
    "I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours"
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    Apologize for spacing , witty's being irritating.
    Edited version so far on my wattpad >http://www.wattpad.com/18990327-summer-that-changed-it-all-chapter-1#.UcD7_-eKKSo

  4. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 18, 2013 12:55am UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 11
    Waking up the next morning , was like trying to get a newborn baby to talk. I felt like a dead corpse walking around , in reality I was just walking feeling enormously dizzy.
    "RISE AND SHINE" Grandma yelled.
    Another exciting day on the farm awaited me , and I was immensely anxious ;for underlying reasons of course. Obviously, not to work on the farm , but to see Daniel. Deep down there was a part of me that was inquisitive for him to go into extensive detail about what he was trying to tell me last night , but I didn't want to seem desperate. I feel as if I look the same every time I work on the farm ,hair in a messy bun , denim shorts , some form of a plaid top and goloshes. Like one of those cartoon shows such as sponge bob , where they wear the same kind of clothes in every episode yet , nobody ever questions it. It was irritating , but something I was going to have to live with until, I found the time to purchase a sewing machine at a nearby store if I could find one. On my way to meeting Daniel thoughts of last night were invading my head , making me apprehensive about even going today ,but I knew grandma would be angry with me if I didn't show. If it wasn't already obvious I love to procrastinate when it comes to my problems , I just hate dealing with them.
    "Morning' sunshine."Daniel greeted me.
    "Morning" I responded half awake.
    I felt an abrupt chill feeling on my face , it was freezing cold water.
    "DANIEL!"I screamed.
    "Yes"He responded innocently.
    "Was it necessary to spray me with a hose?Really ?"
    "Yeah , you looked dead. "
    "The only one who's going to look dead is you. "I said grabbing the hose from his hand spraying him with it.
    "Oh he// no . This is war "He replied.
    Eventually we were both drenched in water from head to toe , as if there was a torrential down pour. I tried knocking him down to the ground , but I failed he took me by the hips bombarding me into the ground. Best part was , I tripped him forcing him to fall too. He fell right on top of me using his hands to resist his weight from killing me. His face was merely an inch away from mine, looking into those hazel eyes was mesmerizing , I didn't want to ever stop. However , I did stop to look as something that just couldn't be ignored, his lips which was the worst thing I could have possibly done ,for moments I just stared at those full luscious pinkish colored lips. They were so inviting as if teasing me ,until I felt them come in contact with my own. It felt so nice , soft , un explainable I had never had a kiss like this in my entire life span of seventeen years. I felt myself wanting more ; bringing my hands up to the back of his head grabbing his hair roughly. Until , we got interrupted by the sound of Raymons voice
    "Daniel you have a vis-"

  5. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 16, 2013 4:00am UTC
    Summer that changed at all
    Chapter 10
    "Alright guys , well I'm going to ditch out for a sec. Taylor come with ?" Daniel asked.
    I looked back at the group of boys than to Daniel ;than hesitantly agreed with the fear of being in an uncomfortable awkward situation .
    All behind us were the boys doing wolf whistles ; shouting vulgar things such as
    "Woo!"
    "You go Daniel!"
    "getting it in "
    It was troublesome to ignore at first ,until Daniel whispered seductively in my ear
    "Hey , ignore them they're just being guys"
    This brought up my mood immensely ,and I'm not sure why he brought up mood so easily with the smallest thing it was peculiar yet, very comforting.
    " Where are we going ?"I asked awkwardly.
    "The teacups " He answered proudly.
    "The teacups?"I asked thinking he was joking.
    "Is there a problem with the teacups?"He asked with raised eye brows.
    "No it's just - "I started.
    "It's just you were expecting something totally cliché like the ferris wheel, where I would commit my love to you than give you a kiss and fulfill all your fantasies"He cut me off with a smug smile.
    "HOW DID YOU KNOW I HAD FANTASIES ABOUT YOU ?"I retorted quickly. Than realized what words had just left my mouth; wishing that they hadn't. Than under instinct I covered my mouth with my hand. I felt my face heating up rapidly like a house on fire in the middle of the woods. Daniel burst out into hysterical laughter ; as if I wasn't self-conscious enough.
    "I-I-I was joking. "He said in between laughs.
    "Shut up"I said crossing my arms under my chest sure of the fact that my face was still flaming.
    After , maybe a good five minutes he finally stopped laughing to my personal relief.
    "Can we go on the tea cups now?"I asked annoyed.
    "Oh , so now you want to go on the tea cups. I see"He teased.
    I just walked straight toward the tea-cup ride stubbornly. Sitting in a pink teacup with a scowl on my face ,and a following Daniel.
    "You know Taylor , you really know how to make a guy feel like less of a man "He commented.
    "Oh you know you love the color pink "I joked.
    "Only on you" He said with a wink .I blushed immediately ;this control he has over me just needs to end.
    "Are you always this flirtatious ?"I asked him.
    "Do you always blush this much ?"He retorted.
    I ignored his question , luckily for me that was the moment the ride started. It started spinning like crazy causing me to smile like a child on Christmas morning. I loved rides it always made me feel happy and free a like bird well kinda. At some time during the ride I caught Daniel staring at me , and honestly I probably looked like the biggest idiot in the world. Thing is I didn't care ; I was happy at that time and that's all that mattered. Eventually , the ride did have to end.You could hear the children letting out groans ; ,and asking their parents to go on again.I couldn't blame them ; somewhere on the inside I wanted to go on again. However, that would only lead to Daniel having rights to embarrass me and I couldn't have that. He helped me off the ride like a true gentleman. Than it got me thinking about what was going on in his head. Was it possible that he had feelings for me to; that these emotions I was having weren't completely one-sided ? I mean it would be really awkward if I was the only one noticing this sexual tension. I wanted to ask so bad ,but I was afraid that he would laugh in my face. It was like a constraint ,but I was going to save myself the embarrassment ,so I resisted myself from saying anything.
    "Hey Daniel , mind if we go home ?"I asked , because frankly I don't think I could take anymore of these fair events without completely blurting out my feelings for him.
    "Not at all , this place it turning into the drag. "He responded . Thank god;I don't know how much longer of this agony I could take.
    We walked back toward his motorcycle which was still horrid , but I'd rather face my fear of motor cycles than be stuck at the fair.It was dark as well causing my heart rate to accelerate.
    Once we were on the bike and situated he simply said the words
    "Don't worry , just hold on and trust me."
    I did exactly that ;I was still frightened ,but yet relaxed at the same time. Eventually the ride of hell was over , but I must admit a ride that was fifteen minutes felt like at least an hour.
    "Night Daniel "I said walking toward my house , but he stopped me by his hand catching my arm so I faced him.
    "Taylor , I just thought you should know I have fantasies about you too. "He stated . I just stood there shocked , and did what I was best known for blushed like crazy making him chuckle.
    "You're cute when you blush , night Taylor. "He said walking toward his house. I just stood there stunned , at a loss for words. Was that his way of telling me he liked me to ,or was I just assuming things ; I suppose I would never know. He really knows how to mess with a persons thought process. I trudged my way back into grandmas house as quietly as I could ; being as it was already late at night and she was fast asleep. There was one thing I knew I wasn't getting any sleep tonight.

  6. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 13, 2013 10:25pm UTC
    Summer changed it all
    Chapter 9 (Part 3)
    "Not really "I said with a shrug.
    "Oh well , he'll get to you sometime."She said smugly.
    "What are you implying ?"I asked confused.
    "Oh nothing , Daniel just likes to get close with girls. "She responded.
    "A - lot of girls. "Sarah added.
    "Oh , thanks for the warning "I said quietly.
    "You're welcome "Lacey said with a squeaky voice turning around from me all the others following.
    Of course I was right. He did have a multitude of girls just like i thought. This was just a plain confirmation. Than why did i feel so hurt ? I knew it this entire time yet i still felt hurt. I felt a tap on the back of my shoulder. I turned around to a confused Daniel.
    "Where'd they all go ?"He asked.
    "No idea"I responded quietly. Hopefully , my hurt wasn't showing. Although , i had an odd feeling it was.
    "Well f.ck em' , come hang out with me and the guys. "He said with a smile.
    "Okay "I said with a smile back at him.
    I walked with him up until we reached this group of guys. All extremely attractive , yet just not quite as attractive as Daniel.
    "Taylor , this is Kyle he loves food anything food go to him , right fatty ?"Daniel asked playfully.
    "Only thing fat is the size of my muscles "He said flexing his i must say large muscles. I giggled.
    "That is Mike , he can beat the living hell out of anyone you want him to ." He said pointing to the buff man .He looked like a huge body builder. Definitely an intimidating guy.
    "Jake , and jack their annoying twins , but extremely loyal "He said pointing to identically attractive guys.
    "And lastly , this is my main guy Jason we've been tight since grade school. "He said introducing a hot looking guy with light brown hair and light blue eyes. He was quite yummy himself.
    "Everyone , this is Taylor. She's visiting from the city for the summer. "Daniel introduced. They all looked at me with smiled in which i smiled back. They all seemed genuinely nice.
    "OOH TALK "The twins chorused.Than everyone else joined in with the exception of Daniel who just laughed.
    "Hi ?"I said.
    "Whoa , definitely a northerner"Jason said .
    "Damn straight " Daniel responded .
    "Now now , don't tell me you're a little b.tch "Daniel said to me.
    "Oh , and what's that supposed to mean " I responded.
    "That means are you going to whine and be scared when we go on rides. "He said.
    "You know , you really don't know me well"I responded.
    "Well than let me get to know you "He said taking a step closer his eyes not leaving mine.
    "Alright "I responded holding our stares.
    "Guys , save the hook up session for later please"Jason said. Causing us both snap our heads to glare at him.
    With that , we went on a bunch of rides. Ring of fire , graviton , the zipper , exc. All fair like rides. It was a blast. They were honestly some of the funniest people i had ever met. Also , even after the little run in before i knew i still liked him. At this point i really didn't care what some random girls had to say about it.
    "Alright well guys, i'm gonna ditch out for a sec. Taylor come with ?"He asked .
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    If i update you or not , please tell me if you want to be updated by faving this or commenting just so i can know hwo to update. Thanks (:

  7. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 13, 2013 10:22pm UTC
    Summer changed it all
    Chapter 9 (part 2)
    "I'm fine"I said wrapping my arms around him. Flashing him one of my famous fake smiles that always worked on anyone. Even my own mother.
    He gave me a long hard look. I felt as if he could see right through me and that fact alone scared me. Eventually , he dropped it and turned around turning on the motorcycle. As soon as i felt the engine rev up i immediately tightened my grip around hid waist. There was no room between my chest and his back. That is how closer we were. I was scared for my life , but than when he actually started to drive i visibly noticed myself relax. It felt so free , nice , reckless there wern't enough words in the dictionary to explain this feeling.
    "Now that's more like it "I heard Daniel comment . Even though it was hard to hear him through the wind. We passed by all this farm land. It was so amazing how many animals there are. How much farmland there is. There wasn't much civilization it was basically the opposite of what i was used to. I wasn't sure whether i liked it or not , but it was definitely something. We had finally stopped into this cute little town which was filled with cars. You could see this fair from the distance with the Ferris wheel and all. Also , you could hear all the voices. It looked quite event full. We took off our helmets and stepped of the bike.
    "Let's go "Daniel commented grabbing me by the hand dragging me with him by surprise. I let out a small yelp , it was hard to keep up with him and his long strides.
    "Are - We- Almost - There- "I said nearly out of breath.
    "Cant keep up?"He asked confidently.
    "You're - so - fast"I said starting to catch my breath.
    "Oh , i know darlin ' "He said with a wink. I just rolled my eyes.
    "Now let me introduce you to some lovely ladies "He said walking up to a bunch of beautiful girls.
    "Lacey , Sarah , Samantha , Rebbecca and Natalie "He introduced than walked away just like that.
    Yeah , definitely not a date. Taylor you're a silly silly girl.
    "Hi " They all chorused."
    "Hi" I responded shyly.
    "So , you're from the north ?"Samantha asked. I just nodded.
    "You have such a strong accent " Natalie added. Once again , i just nodded.
    Than out came Lacey with her question ,
    "So , you and Daniel . Are you guys close ?"She asked pleasantly with some form of deceit i could just tell.

  8. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 13, 2013 10:17pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 9
    Getting ready was going to be different today i wanted to look good. Regardless of whether this was a date or all in my head i knew i wanted to look good. I decided to wear a pair of white lace shorts , with a loose fitting maroon long sleeve shirt with a side pocket with maroon vans, curled hair , light makeup, and gold hoops. The whole outfit flowed nicely. There was a knock at the door ,and i automatically knew it was Daniel. I smiled to myself walking to the door to greet him.
    "Hey "I said with a smile .
    "Hey , ready to go ?" He asked with a smile .
    "Yeah" I said coming outside expect to see one of those hideous things that goes by the name of pick up trucks. Instead I stared back at a Harley Davidson bad as* black motorcycle. It took me by surprise , i had a huge fear of motorcycles. I was not going to share that with him though , that would be giving him satisfaction. So , i decided to bravely just sit on the motorcycle in expectation of him to join me. Except , that's not how things went. To my own mortification I fell right on my butt trying to get on. I looked up to a chuckling Daniel with his hand out offering me assistance. I really shouldn't try to pull off the tough girl act it doens't suit me. I took his hand , he pulled me up without any effort needed. He lightly placed the helmet on my head. Gently touched my chin fastening the straps.
    "Thanks "I mumbled.
    "You are welcome"He said in a normal voice getting on the bike and placing his own helmet on easily as if it was second nature.
    "You coming ?"He said with a smirk. Just staring at me. I gave him a sarcastic look ,and than got on.
    "You know that requires actual physical contact with me , scary i know but you'll actually have to wrap your arms around my waist unless you have a death wish. "He said. Something he said about a death wish sent my brain off. Just that sentence enough was enough to get me thinking about my addiction. He must have noticed something was up , because he asked with a concerned look
    "Are you okay ?"

  9. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 12, 2013 1:41am UTC
    My thought process of the night .
    -OH AWKWARD FINALE
    -WHAT THE HE// DID I JUST WATCH ?
    -Oh , the little after party is cute .
    - OHH GUY CODE .
    -Hey , let's go play some candy crush .
    - candy , candy , ooh ice cream sounds mad good tonight .
    -OLIVER
    *Oliver disrupts entire night *
    -midnight , ah sh.t i need to update .
    - 1 37 am make this quote .
    Reasoning on why i did not update tonight (;
    However , if you do read my story and want to be notified when i update comment below here or on the next update in which I will make another note of this . (:
    Bye lovleys !;*

  10. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 10, 2013 11:55pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 8
    I woke up . My eyes fluttering open . I didn't realize where i was . Blue walls , i don't have blue walls . I felt my arm wrapped in something warm , breathing ,Did i accidentally fall asleep in the farm ?I looked up to see Daniel ?DANIEL ?Than i recalled .All thoughts of last night flooded through my head . Thoughts of not wanting to be there out of discomfort of a hot boys bedroom . The thoughts of being able to express passions with someone else . The thoughts of catching grandma. The thoughts of being v/rgin girl for the night , but more than anything the thoughts of what it felt to be pressed up against his chest . How nice it felt to be comforted by him. What sucks though , is he probably didn't feel the same way . He has probably done this with some many girls before .You're just another name to add to his list .What's worse is i think i'm actually starting to like him .I shook my head , than realized i was still wrapped in his arms and he was sleeping . I just did the logical thing and ran out of his arms , out of the bedroom , out of the house . All the way over to grandmas house . Once i got there i was out of breath . There grandma stood in the middle of the kitchen making breakfast .
    "Grandma "I panted out .
    "Good morning Taylor "She responded happily .
    "How come I woke up over there ?How come you're over here ?"I asked finally catching my breath .
    "Well , me and Raymon went up to go up to give you guys dinner , but you were already asleep . You two just looked so gosh darn cute we didn't want to wake you up . So , we figured we'd just leave you there til' morn-in ' " Grandma explained .
    "Dinner r i-i-ight . "I said hinting i knew what happened grabbing a piece of bacon sitting on the stool .
    Once grandma picked up my reference her face got redder than a tomato .
    "We did make dinner .."Grandma stated .
    "Yeah , with others tongue "I murmured . Grandmas mouth dropped .
    "TAYLOR !" Grandma scolded .
    "What ?"I asked innocently .
    "that was inappropriate "Grandma said with her nose up .
    "SO WAS THE PARTY IN THE KITCHEN LAST NIGHT "I retorted .
    My grandma just giggled and was like "I know "
    Oh ,grandma .The cuteness of this relationship is unattainable .
    "So no farm today ?"I asked .
    "Well , since we work on Sunday we take Monday off . "Grandma explained .
    That was so weird for be it was going to be hard to get used to .
    We continued to eat our break fest in peace , until there was a knock on the door .
    "Will , you go and get that darling ? " Grandma asked .
    "sure" I responded .
    At the other side of the door revealed a shirtless Daniel in hollister sweatpants . DO NOT LOOK TAYLOR .DO NOT LOOK . I ordered myself , yet i knew right in front of me was a nice perfectly tan six pack . I attempted to keep my eyes drawn on his face , and for the most part it worked . Once i started to get even a little glance i snapped my head right back up .
    "Howdy "He said .
    "Hey "I responded .
    "Why'd you leave in such a hurry ?"He asked with a confused face which looked a tinge hurt .
    " I just didn't;t know what else to do .."I said trailing off .
    "You could have woken me up "He suggested with a grin . Yes , but than i would've talked with you more . Melted at your facial expressions more . Liked you more . This is going to be a very painful summer .
    "Heh , yeah sorry about that "I said lamely .
    " Are you alright ?You seem a little off today ?"He asked concerned .
    "I'm just fine "I responded . Other than the fact , that i might like you . This was agonizing .
    "Alright , than how about later tonight . I'll take you to the fair and introduce you to some girls so you could meet more people in the area ?"He asked with a smile .
    "That sounds good . "I responded with a smile. This was confusing me ,
    Did he just ask me out on a date or was this just southern hospitality ?

  11. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 9, 2013 11:47pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 7 (Part 2)
    " Excuse me ? "I asked slightly offended even though it was true my face was starting to get heated i felt it .
    "You're to tense therefore you have had no s/x .Plus you're blushin' like crazy .I mean i could change that if you like "He responded smugly .
    "Shut up !"I responded embarrassed probably blushing like a mad woman . Burying my head in his pillow .
    "Hey "He said petting my hair . I pulled my head up from the pillow to look him in the eye .
    "I was just kidding around , it doesn't matter what you've done or haven't done . "He said with his irresistible boyish smile .
    "Well thanks "I said sarcastically .
    "You're welcome , now let's watch a movie "He said with a wink . I just rolled my eyes .
    "What movie ?"I asked .
    "Well , i don't know yet . Girls gone wild ? or the first time ?" He asked jokingly . I shot him a death glare .
    "Alright alright , fine joking aside . How about the perks of being a wallflower maybe ?"He suggested .
    "Good with me , but i didn't peg you as a chick flick kind of guy" I said with a smile .
    "Oh hush and get over here "He said patting his chest . I gave him a pleading look .
    "Really ?You won't lay on my chest ?"He said in ridiculously . I gave him a pointedly look than gave in .
    "Fine "I said grudgingly laying down my head on his chest i was shorter than him anyway . His hand on my back .It felt kind of nice . It was very homey. We just lay ed there and all i had was one thought in my mind a thought i couldn't explain .

  12. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
    posted a quote
    June 9, 2013 11:45pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 7(part 1)
    They were making out , and when i say making out i mean hardcore making out .I just sat there looking through the hole crouched with Daniel . My mouth agape and Daniel resisting his laughter ,because we didn't want them to know we were there . Daniel pointed to the staircase symbolizing for me to follow him . I just nodded my head in agreement . We rushed up the stairs and into his bedroom .Once we got there Daniel burst out in laughter , i was in to much shock to even laugh .
    "Wha wha wha what ?What just ?"I started saying nothing coming out coherent .
    "Go grandpa . Getting it in "Daniel commented thrusting his fist in the air . I just stared at him in disbelief .
    "What ?"He asked with the most innocent looking face . As if he was a little boy. It was the cutest thing . No Taylor don't let it get to you.
    "You just made a s/x reference toward the elderly . "I said blatantly .
    "So old people aren't allowed to have a s/x life ?"He asked .
    "No , it's just i don't think they do ."I replied .
    "Oh really , than explain Vi/gra . "He said with raised eye brows . I rolled my eyes .
    "You're unbelievable "
    "I'm just saying , i mean i'm going to have s/x when i'm old . "He stated .
    "That's lovely . "I responded .
    "I can tell you're a v/rgin "He said .

  13. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 6, 2013 10:09pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 6 (Part 2)
    "DANIEL "I said . He laughed at my fright .
    "That wasn't funny . "I said pouting .
    "You're right it was hilarious "He responded .
    "At least i didn't want to be a stripper as a baby "I teased .
    "Hey , i mean look at that i was the best baby stripper there was . "He responded .
    "We're you this cocky as a baby?"I asked .
    "Probably "He said with a shrug of the shoulders .
    "You know , your grandpa and my grandma so have a thing going on . "I said in a hushed tone . He burst out laughing and when i mean burst i mean burst . You would have thought i had just said the funniest thing known to man .
    "You don't say , everyone in the town knows it's not secret ,but i don't think your grandma would commit . She was always stubborn in that sense . "He explained i snorted .
    "In that sense ?Try every sense . "I responded we both chuckled .
    "Let's go chill . "He said walking toward the room at the end of the hall . Once we were in i realized it was his bedroom . I tensed up . I was in an extremely attractive boys bedroom .Sitting on his bed . Oh god oh god ohgod . The neves were kicking in big time as i let my setting sink in . Than i heard his laugher his sweet laughter .
    "What?"I asked feeling self - concious now more than anything .
    "Calm down , i'm not going to ra/e you or something "He said pushing my shoulders down relaxing them . I don't know why , but i felt a sense of relief as he did that .
    "So , what's the city like ?"He asked .
    "Well , for starters we don't talk like this "I said mimicking the southern accent as he rolled his eyes and i giggled .
    "It's more populated , more polluted , more to do , more to see , more to expirience. Everything is near by you don't need to go crazy distances ,and there isn't a farm in sight . "I explained . He smiled .
    "Seems nice , but i don't feel like i could ever leave this place . "He responded .
    "Why not?"I asked extremely curious .
    "I love these people , i love this town ,and i love what i do . Anywhere else would just feel out of place . "He said with a smile as his face . It softened my heart to see how much some things could mean to some one .
    "That's really - "I started .
    "Stupid , i know "He finished . I scruched my face up ,
    "I was going to say sweet . Sweet how loyal you are and how much emotion you could have toward something . It's rare to find someone with that kind of passion now and days ."I responded .
    "Thanks"He said sincerely with a smile .
    "You're welcome "He said with a smile back .
    "So do you have a passion ?"He asked . I didn't even have to think about it i knew exactly what my awnser was .
    "Yes , fashion . I've always wanted to be a fashion designer ever since i was a little girl . I would sketch pictures of clothes and dresses in my notebook thinking about how one day i was going to make them.In middle school they had a sewing class and i learned a bunch of things and ever since thean i've been making clothes .I don't wear them , but i have a closed off section in my closet just for them . There like my babies .Sorry if im rambling . "I responded.
    "I like it when you ramble "He said with a smile .
    For the longest time we talked about our goals in what we liked to do mine in fashion his in farming and fishing retail .It was great i felt like so understood . It was nice to know someone had the same amount of passion toward something like i did . Finally i broke it .
    "Hey haven't heard from our grandparents in a while . "I said with a confused face .
    "Want to see what their doing ?"He asked with a amused smile .
    "Yeah" i responded eagerly .
    We tippy toed downstairs to the kitchen where they were supposed to be . Surely they were , doing something i would've never excpected out of my grandmother .

  14. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 6, 2013 10:07pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 6(part one)
    As soon as i got into the house i hopped straight into the shower i could not stand the feel of dirt or sweat anymore . Grandma hadn't even came in yet ! She was still outside on the farm with Raymon . They really were the cutest thing .The hot water trickled on my back relaxing me immediatley. Than for some odd reason my thoughts switched over to Daniel . Yes , the country boy . He really was a great teacher , he was nice and patient i appreciated that . Although , when he saw my cuts i was more than nervous.I loved how easily he let it go and didn't weigh in on it .Even only in the shower the razor was tempting me just looking at it , but i had a goal for the summer no cutting and i was going to stick to it no matter how difficult it may be . No matter how strong my urge is i will not give up .After i finished with my shower wrapped into my towel i ran into my grandmother who was giddy as ever (probably from Raymon ) in the hallway .
    "Oh hi Taylor "She said in daze .
    "Hi grandma "I responded .
    "Get ready for sunday dinner , look nice . "She ordered .
    "Why didn't you tell me there was a sunday dinner ?!"I asked frusturated .
    "Because , you'd complain to much "She responded . REALLY?C'mon guys i can not complain that much .
    "I do n- "I started as grandma cut me off
    "Yes , you do . now get dressed and let me through . "
    Could i never win ?I stomped off like a little kid into my bedroom to get ready . Deciding what to wear to was going to be a hard decision . Not because i didn't have enough clothes . That surely wasn't the case i have an obsession with fashion so i have plenty of clothes it's just grandma said to dress nice and our ideas of nice might differ . In the end i decided to wear my casual mint -blue strapless lace dress with a pair of black wedges . I straightned my blonde hair to perfection and put on light make up to make my blue eyes pop just like i do for special occasions . I heard grandma get frusturated as she called out
    "ARE YOU DO-" but i didn't allow her to finish her sentence her words died in her mouth .
    "You look stunning "Grandma commented looking fancy herself as well .
    "Thank you grandma you too ."I commented with a smile .
    "Now let's get going "Grandma said enthusiastically .
    I seriously doubt this woman could ever not be happy . It's kind of scary actually .
    Grandma rang the door bell and in less than ten seconds no exaggeration at all there stood Raymon looking all spiffy .They were like high school kids .
    "Welcome come on in come on in "Raymon said excitdly . These two ..
    "Well , we're going to work on the food . Why don't you go join daniel Taylor ?"Grandma offered .
    "Ri-i-ightt . "I said walking away from the two love birds i can tell when i'm not welcome .
    Their house was nice . It reminded me of my own in an aspect . Big , classy and overly elaborate .I wandered ending up upstairs . Looking around i saw pictures on the wall one i recognized to be Daniel best part he was a baby going into the tub with his bare butt exposed . I burst out in laughter .
    "Damn , chacking out my a** already ?"Daniel said from right behind me scaring the living he// out of me .

  15. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 5, 2013 9:39pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 5
    Last night after dinner , i read all night long . Probably not the most intelligent decision in the world but i cant help it reading is like my drug . To say i had a rude awakening this morning was the understatement of the century . My grandmother barged into the room and yelled
    "RISE AND SHINE "whilst throwing off my blanket and flickering the light switch .
    Talk about obnoxious i just rolled over as she stood there and stared at me than she left . I let out a smile thinking she was leaving and was going to let me sleep . Hint , i was wrong she had only gone out to go get me a oufit that would be suitable for farming .She threw them at me boots included and said
    "You have five minutes , to meet up with Daniel in the back . Remember to apologize !"Grandma scolded .
    I groaned loudly .Grudging my way out of bed . Putting on the oufit she had threw at me which consisted of a black tank top, short shorts with holes and a pair of red gloshes . This was definitley more revealing than i would have preferred , and it wasn't even attractive !This is how they get baby mommas at fifteen !However , it didn't look as if i had much of a choice in the matter . Besides who was a trying to impress Daniel ?Da. n country boy . After brushing my teeth and throwing my hair up in a messy bun as quickly as i could i walked myself over to where grandma told me to meet Daniel . There he stood looking annoyed as ever .Come on , did i really bother him that much yesterday .
    "Hi "I offered .
    "Hi ."He responded blandy just staring into my eyes . It made me feel rather uncomfortable .
    "I'm sorry for being so rash yesterday . "I apologized .
    He just rolled his eyes than let out a light smile
    "It's fine come on city girl "He said moving me over toward some horses .
    "Look it's animals ."I said blatantly .
    "Yes , and this is a barn , that's hay , and i'm a boy ."He replied sarcastically .
    "I'm trying to be nice here , you could be a bit more supportive "I said suggestivley .
    He gave me a look than came back with ,
    "You're right i'm so sorry .OH MY GOSH IT'S ANIMALS NO WAY . I wouldv've never excoected to see animals in a barn ."He mocked .
    "You're irritating ."I commented annoyed .
    "Get used to it . You get me al-l-l-l summer ."He responded with a smile .
    "So , should i start taking the drugs now or later ?"I asked with a serious look on my face.He laughed .
    "Darlin , i'll be the only drug you'll need"He said with a wink .I rolled my eyes .
    "Alright master cheese ."I responded .
    "Master cheese?"He asked looking at me as if i was reta.rded .
    "Because you're cheesy "I explained giving him a duh look .
    "Whatever you say city girl , stop distracting me and work . As in with the animals ."He said as if talking to a three year old toward the end .
    "They smell "I reasoned .
    "So do you and you're here "He responded with a smirk .
    "Are you going to do this all summer ?"I asked .
    "Pretty much "He responded .
    "Exciting ."
    Than he went on teaching me how to groom a horse . From how you have to make sure it's tied up , than using the tool thingy you get the dirt and stuff out of its hooves . Than he went into how to groom the horse , with certain brushes you can't go near his face or any other bony parts . However , you could use the soft brush every where . Now it was my turn . Even though he made it look so easy i had doubt in myself . I tried it myself , it actually did go well it actually recieved a compliment from daniel which alone is something to brag about well , for me . I kept going than i saw his attention go to a particular area on my wrist .I tried to hide it , but it was no use . Luckily , he didn't dig into the topic he just took the brush away ,and said
    "That's good for now , lets move on "
    I learned a bunch of new things that day , one being farming isn't easy work !t's the most annoying , energy consuming , getting down and dirty expirience you could have .I learned a bunch of things with animals today chickens , horses , to my own personal disgust pigs . I feel bad for daniel having to listen to my sh/t all day , but overall i think i did pretty good .Good enough to be disgusting and sweaty .
    "Good job today , but you do complain an awful lot "Daniel commented with a smirk .
    "Whatever , it's disgusting! "I defended .
    "Whatever you say "He said with a roll of the eyes .
    I just huffed .
    "So , i'll see you tonight ?"He asked .
    I shot him a confused look .
    "Family dinner?Your grandma always comes over our house for dinner on sundays ."He explained .
    "She never told me "I responded .
    "\grammys keepin secrets "He teased .
    "Guess so "I responded .
    "Well see ya then ."He said walking in the diretion of his house .
    "See you then "I responded walking toward my house .
    Family dinner ?What is this the 80's?

  16. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 5, 2013 12:04am UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 4 (Part two )
    I could hear his laugh it was a alluring laugh .
    "If you ask me she didn't seem to be intrested in farming . She acts as if it's below her as if she's better . "He explained .
    I did no such thing !However , internally i knew he was correct . I knew that was exactly what i was thinking , but i didn't say it out loud ! I mean , was it really that obvious ?
    "She'll come around , she's just as stubborn as her mother . I'm sorry if she offended you in any way it's just not exactly her setting . She grew up in the city . "Grandma explained .
    As stubborn as my mother ?Oh , she did not just compare me to my mother i internally cringe just thinking about that . However , when it comes to farms i have a reason to be stubborn i want no part in it !
    "I hope so . I'm not offended , i mean i'm against her city ways so i think we're even "He said with a smirk .
    AGAINST MY CITY WAYS?I apoligize if i don't take care of animals all day and than sit on my a** and watch a football came with a glass of beer. Who is he to even judge city life?Than internally i asked myself who are you to judge country life ?I mean , i supose you could say the situation was even , but i still felt offended .
    My grandma chuckled and said
    "Just don't tell her that "
    They both laughed and walked their seperate ways . I picked up one of the ancient books from the shelf . Turns out it was a mystery . I loed mystery boks . I read it for the longest time , it was quite good . I was teh defenition of book worm i would always have a book in my hand if it was up to me . Grandma called me to the dining room for dinner . I went in served my plate and than went to walk into the bedroom .
    "Now where do you think you're going ?"My grandmother scolded .
    "The bedroom ?"I asked giving her a look as if questioning her sanity .
    "Not in this house you don't . You will sit at the table . "She ordered.I huffed , but than joined her .
    "What you said at the farm today to Daniel was slightly rude , especially when he's trying to help you!"My grandmother badgered .
    "What ?I wanted to read ?"I defended .
    "You could have been nicer about it and you know it Taylor don't play these games with me .You should apologize to him tomorrow "My grandma suggested .
    "I will not apologize to him !"I responded stubbornly .
    My grandma shook her head .
    "But - "I started , but than looking at my grandmotehrs face i would tell this was going to be an argument i wasn't going to win.
    "Fine , ill apologize"I said rolling my eyes like a sore loser .
    "Good idea , if i were you i would go to bed not long after dinner . Work starts at 6 "My grandmother informed me .
    "As in am ?"I said jaw dropped .
    "Yes , 6 AM "My grandma replied .
    Oh boy , this job is going to drive me crazy .

  17. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 5, 2013 12:02am UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 4( part one)
    That one word alone was enough was enough to send me into temporary shock .Farm . Than again , it was North Carolina what else could they do . After i finished unpacking putting everything in it's rightful spot i met up with grandma as instructed .
    "Well , it took you long enough . Now come on now darlin ' you're wasting daylight"She said in her tone . I'm starting to become acclumated to her tone .Her southern ,detremined , demanding , happy , peppy tone . Irritating yet at the same to time loveable it is quite contradicting .However , at her comment i just rolled my eyes and followed her out the back door . It led to this huge lawn with crops ,plain grass and a huge farm . It went on for miles . It was shared by my grandmothers property and the huge property right next door and went all the way back . I thought it was odd that even though grandmothers property was so small her backyard went further , not even including the neighbors propety with their share of farm . Overall it was huge .
    "RAYMON ! RAYMON !"My grandmother called seemingly to the other man who looked roughly the same age as my grandmother who was currently planting .However , he dropped everything for grandma . He walked as fast as he could right over to us . It was so cute , it defintley looked like he had a thing for her .
    "Howdy "He said sweat trickling at the top of his forehead .
    "Nice weather for planting out this week , hot today rain tomorrow . It'll be great . "My grandma said enthusiastically .
    "Got that right , and is this the little lady that's going to me working with us this summer ?"He asked .
    WHAT?WORKING ON A FARM ?OH NO NO NO .
    "That's right "My grandma said nodding my head .
    "Grandma , you never mentioned this . I could never work on a farm .I mean i wouldn't know how . I'm not prepared . I don't know how to use farming tools , take care of animals i don't even have any apperal for farming .Nobody ever mentioned anything about farming . I would screw everything up . Over all it would not give good results for anybody .I mean i would love to help , but i think it would be better for everyone if i crawled up to a book in the bedroom . "I rambled on .
    "Relax , You can and will work on a farm don't sass me . I still have some of your moms old farm clothes that would fit you perfectly you guys were around the same size .As for not knowing anything you're going to be taught by Daniel . Raymon's lovley son who is around your age !I'm sure you won't mind working with him . All the ladies love him he's sweet as sugar ,and is quite handsome . He'll help you every step of the way . "Grandma argued .
    She could be so stubborn . The last thing i wanted to do was spend my summer on a hot farm going in mud , planting and working with animals . I'd rather isolate in my room pouring away my sorrow reading books like usual . I would say it's better that way , but in a way that takes part to my unhealthy addiction . Also , my mother working on a farm ?Since when ?I guess that's just another thing she didn't find neccisary to tell me not that that's a shock anyway .
    "You know what !I'll have him come out here to meet you right now !"The old man who's name apperantly is Raymon said just as enthusiastically as my grandmother . They were a match made in heaven both irritatingly happy all the time . When the man left i watched as grandma stare at his retreating back as he walked away .
    "Hey grandma , what ever happened to grandpa ?"I asked afraid of what the awnser might be .
    "I divorced him a long time ago , i felt trapped as if he felt he had total control over me and i hated it . Never got married since and don't plan on it . "She explained stubbornly .
    "Well you , and raymon there seem to be very close . "I commented .
    "We are working partners ,and good friends nothing more nothing less don't you go off with any crazy ideas "She said pointing at me with her finger as if trying to look as an authority figure , but in reality all she was looking was cute and i wanted to pich her cheeks . However , whatever she was doing immediately stopped with a smile plastered on her face hands at side when Raymon came back with a boy behind him . He looked around my age , if not a tad older extremely attractive . He was rather tall certainly by passing his grandfather and straight yet rugged dark brown hair that looked perfectly messed . A tan complexion most likely a farmers tan Ha , how ironic . Hazel eyes that were just peircing into my blue ones .You could tell he had a nice body from his tight grey shirt which gave you a lovley view of his abs and chest . No wonder so many girls like him . Who would have ever thought . I internally rolled my eyes at teh conversation going on in my head .
    "Taylor?"My grandmother asked as i snapped out of my daze i suppose i was in .
    "Yeah "I responded whipping my head back to look at her .
    "This "She guestered to the boy "Is daniel , starting tomorrow he will be teaching you what you need to know about , maintaining the animals , planting , and maintaining the property itself . I advice you pay attention to the boy he knows what he's doing "My grandmother said with a tight nod giving him a smile .
    In which he smiled back giving a view of his perfect teeth chuckling .Was everything about this boy perfect?I hate perfect . I despise perfect .
    "Farm school . Exciting , well if you excuse me i'm going to go to my room and enjoy literature before i won't have a chance to do that in broad daylight anymore . "I said grudglingly turning around on my heel walking into the house to the bedroom . In which i could here my grandmother talking about me to Daniel . Did she not know there were windows in this bedroom or did she not care ?I'm just going to assume the latter .

  18. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 3, 2013 11:39pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all​
    Chapter 3
    My plane was about to land.I could feel the difference in temperature between New york and here even in the plane .
    "We're now approaching our destination Raleigh , North Carolina .It is ninety -two degrees outside .Please keep your seatbelts fastened until the light goes off ,and stay seated until the plane is at a complete stop .Thank you for flying with us today . Enjoy your stay in Raleigh North Carolina ! "
    I heard them say over the loud speaker .
    I groaned . It was to hot ,and who even knows what my grandmother could be like .I dont even know how i'm going to find her when she picks me up . For all i know she could be a murderer . Okay , maybe that was too far ,but my mom could have at least stuck me with a relative i know . That however would requie my mother to have compassion in which we all know she does not . The front wheels of the plane hit the ground we had offically landed . I grabbed all my carry ons walking in the line off .I had finally reached the end of the shuttle and there she was . Some crazy old lady with a poster board with the name "Taylor " on it ,and she was going around saying and may i add loudly
    "TAYLOR , TAYLOR , DARLIN , TAYLOR "
    I approached her quietly and not nearly as enthusiastically as she was and asked
    "Are you my grandmother ?"
    "OH ! I thought it was you with the same ol' dirty blonde hair and bright blue eyes like your momma . Yes , i am your grandmother . I haven't seen you since you were a kid , you've grown so much you're beautiful."She responded with her southern drawl enthusiastically and may i add loud once again . It was getting to an embarassing point .I slightly smiled ,and awkwardly said
    "Thank you . "
    "Now lets go get your luggage !Follow me !"She said just as enthusiastically as before if not more . This was going to get annoying. I trugged behind her .
    "Why so grumpy ?"she asked with a huge smile . She had this happy uplifting aura around her that just could not be ignored , regardless of how annoying she could be i couldn't help but like her .
    "I'm not "I said softly with a smile .
    "You're a lot quieter than your momma made you out ot be "Grandma commented .Pfft , of course she would .
    I just shrugged my shoulders . Once , we got my luggage we made our way to her .. PICK UP TRUCK ?!Is she kidding right now . I guess she noticed my faulter in my gaze .
    "Somethin' wrong ?"She asked concerningly .
    "No "I said softly .
    Once , we got in her pickup truck i asked
    "So where in Raleigh do you live ?"I asked wanting to get out of this truck as soon as i possibly could .
    "Oh darlin , i don't live in Raleigh . I live in Wilson about an hour east . "she responded .
    "Nice to know "I responded doing my best not to glaze my voice in sarcasm .
    I never really liked pick up trucks , because to me they only symbolized uneducated hicks .However , i wasn't going to bring that to grandmas attention , becasue she has been nothing but nice to me .
    Once we got to her house it certainly took me for a whirl .I thought she was going to pull into the nice house next door, but no To say it was small was certainly an understatment well for me anyway . I guess you could say , i was always spoiled . I had lived in a huge house my entire life . I had noticed my jaw drop , but i quickly closed it .
    "Somethin' wrong ?"Grandma asked .
    "Nothing , it's just a little under sized than what i'm used to .."I said trying not to sound snobby , but i was aware of how snobby it came out .
    "Well , my apologies if its not the fancy shamncy house your used to . "Grandma said with her nose up . I rolled my eyes .
    We walked in the house .It was cute , definitely something you could excpect out of a grandmother .Wood floors , cute knick knacks everywhere , family photos , than i saw it . A picture of my mom when she was my age we looked so similar it was scary.Both tall , long light blonde hair , bright blue eyes , tan skin and nicely proportioned bodies . It was like looking in the mirror .
    "Your room is right down the hall honey last door"My grandma called to me from the kitchen .
    I walked down the small hallway to find the room i would be staying in . Just like the house it was small but cozy i put my bags on the bed and observed the room.Pink walls , hardwood floor , cute wooden dresser with an ancient clock sitting on top of it , a little tv which looks so old it might as well have anntenaes on it being held up by a book case with at least a hundered books in it , and lastly the twin size bed with the heart quilted comforter .
    "Once your done putting your things away .I wanna intoduce you to the people on the farm "Grandma called .
    The farm ?
    THE FARM?
    FARM?
    As in with animals?Grass?Things to be maintained?Oh lord .

  19. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 3, 2013 4:34pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    Chapter 2
    I walked until my feet were to an aching point . Than i had to had to face my problems.Something i was never good at . I always made the wrong decisions . The closer i got to my house the more nervous i got . I could feel my heart beat accelerating with each step . I felt the sweat start to accumulate on my hands . The overwhelming thoughts in my head not sure wether to be angry , sad ,both , or just accept what happened and move on . All i knew was i was going to decide quickly , because my house was coming into my line of vision . Closer and closer each step i took staring at the street as if it was going to stop moving . Finally i had reached the tip of my drive way and my decision had been made i was going to come clean . She wouldn't care anyway .I twisted the knob open and walked in there my mom was tears still flooding from her face sitting on the couch .
    "Taylor !"She exclaimed sh*oting up from the couch . Immediatley wrapping me in a hug . In which i responded hugging back .
    "I'm sorry . i'm so so sorry ."My mother said into my hair .
    I didn't say anything i just pulled out of the hug .
    "I'm ready ."I said .
    "Ready for what ?"My mom asked confused .
    "To awnser your many questions . "I replied my moms lips forming into a smile as if to say thank you .We sat on the couch tension present . Well at least for me .
    "How long ?"My mother asked .
    "Freshman year . When things became to much ." I replied .
    "Why ?"She asked looking as if she was going to burst into tears at any given moment .
    "Bullying , other stuff .."I trailed off .
    "And i never even knew .."My mom said guilt rolling off her every word .
    I rolled my eyes .
    "How could you ?"I asked rhetorically .
    "This has to change . "My mom said thougthfully wiping her tears .
    "What has to change ?"I asked .
    "This . You're moving in with your grandmother for the summer . I wish i could help , i wish i could have the time , i wish i could be there for you .With the amount of work i have i can't and i want to leave you with someone who can ."My mom said through tears .
    "I'm sorry .. "I said bursting in tears .
    "For what darling ?"My mom asked .
    "For being so uncontrollable , so reck*ess , so bothersome , so wrong , so me."I said knowing every word coming out of my mouth were true i was a walking human disaster .
    "It's not your fault .It's mine , and i'm trying to change it . After your final tomorrow pack your bags for the summer . You'll be staying with grandma Kara in South Carolina "My mom explained seemingly sad.
    "Okay ."I responded .
    It's not that i minded going there , because i didn't have anything to hold onto here anyway .It's just moving from here to the south sure was going to be a change .What was hard to accept was the fact my mother was just sending me off to my grandmothers . Just like that as if i was nothing . Even if my grandmother?Really my grandmother ?She's probably going to care less than my mother . I had only seen her once when i was younger maybe seven or so other than that i had never seen her so this would be interesting .

  20. Mystery_Writer225 Mystery_Writer225
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    June 1, 2013 3:21pm UTC
    Summer that changed it all
    I slammed my door .I was suprised it didn't break with that kind of intensity .Anger surged through my body. A kind of anger i couldn't control.My mom had found out my secret . My dirty little secret nobody was intended to find out . She had always assumed there was something wrong with me , but she could never discover what i was hiding . I always had told her i had gotten the cuts on my arms from falling or a paper cuts just any excuse i could come up with . As if she cared anyway she just went along with it .All she ever cared about was work that's all she ever cared about since my dad died in 9-11 when i was only a young age of five . I know she works her way out of her problems. It feels as if all i am to her is a meal to feed , a body to cloth , a person in need of shelter and nothing more . Today , or shall i say tonight it showed the small portion she cared . The look on her face when she saw me by the sink razor in hand is a look i'll never forget . It was a look of guilt as if she did actually cared . Sh , cute people caring ?No ,nobody in this world cares for anybody but themselves. Let's not get ridiculous.Why did she need to see? Why didn't i lock the door ? Why did she decide to go to the bathroom at midnight ? All questions in which i knew were ridiculous to even be asking about . The look going from guilt to dissapintment .I couldn't take it slammed the door ,and now here i sit in my closet door closed crying and crying . Thinking about why couldn't i have just ended it right than and there .
    "Taylor .."My mom says opening the door to the closet gently crying .
    "WHAT ?"I asked or more like yelled attempting to stop crying . I must be strong . I have to be strong .
    "How long have you been doing this for ?"She asked faintly .
    "Why does it matter ?Why does it concern you ?"I responded stubbornly .
    "Because , you're important to me . Now how long ?"My mom said through tears.
    I didn't respond to her for a while it's not like she cared anyway this is all just an act so she can feel content with herself .
    "AWNSER ME "She demanded angrily .
    I just shook my head fiercly .Next thing i know i felt a sting on my right cheek .
    She had just slapped me . She just stood there astonished looing at her own hand in shock .
    "i'm sorry i'm sorry im so so sorry "She said to me .
    I just got up walked out of the closet , out of my room , out of the house and into the streets. This is what i did whenever i needed to cool off .Let all the pain sink in and figure out a way to manage.Been doing it ever since i was young when i got angry . When i used to be bullied before i lost all my weight .When the girls from school used to chant who** at me becasue i dated the quaterback who ended up leaving me anyway . Walking was always my reliever just like it is right now . However , i knew wherever i went i would always have to come back and i wasn't prepared for that .

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