MySecretLifeHoldItTight

MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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April 15, 2012 10:08pm UTC

I'm craving the pain less bliss
of the blades sharp kiss
I know I promised never to do it again
I'm sorry my words no good my friend
I just want it to go away
this pain has over gone it's stay
I tried to change for the better for me and you
but if you were treated like that, what would you do?

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MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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March 8, 2012 8:47pm UTC

My arms stings and the blood is just running down the side
and everyone thinks I'm perfectly fine
I hide it so well everyday
If i even tried to tell someone i couldnt even imagine what they'de say
You see I'm the girl with the big smile
and who can make you laugh a while
everyone thinks they know who I am
or either just don't give a damn
they see me as the happy girl
living in some kind of perfect world
but if they only knew how I cry myself to sleep
or about the scars under sleeves I keep...

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MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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March 8, 2012 8:41pm UTC

My arms stings and the blood is just running down the side
and everyone thinks I'm perfectly fine
I hide it so well everyday
If i even tried to tell someone i couldnt even imagine what they'de say
You see I'm the girl with the big smile
and who can make you laugh a while
everyone thinks they know who I am
or either just don't give a damn
they see me as the happy girl
living in some kind of perfect world
but if they only knew how I cry myself to sleep
or about the scars under sleeves I keep...

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MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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February 14, 2012 3:04pm UTC

Today I was in the nurses office
when a girl in my grade burst through the door,
she was screaming for the nurse.
"it's zack she said, it's really bad"
My heart stopped.
"please be talking about someone else, anyone else"
I thought to myself.
but just my luck they were talking about him.
I took off down the hallway,
I dont think I've ever ran so fast...
I burst throught the gym door to find him laying on the ground,
his leg was bleeding..bad
I just sat there and watched them wheel him out in a wheel chair,
just trying to figure out what had happened,
I've never seen him cry like that...it scared me a lot
After he was gone, the gym class continued and we all sat in the middle of the gym.
I glanced over to find Ryan crying,
Ryan has a mental disablity and Zach takes care of him.
Zach's his best friend.
I walked over and sat with him the whole time
We just sat there and All I could do was tell him that Zach was fine when I barely knew what happened myself.
It broke my heart a little bit, seeing them both cry like that.
Luckily Zach wasnt as bad as we all thought and was able to jion his classes a little while after.
But the whole thing really made me realize how much I actually like him...I think I'm in love with him..
♥

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MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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January 23, 2012 3:28pm UTC

Theres this guy
I like him a lot, we were best friends two years ago but we drifted apart last year.
Now he's the popular jock, with all the friends and is amazing at sports.
Hes dumb...but in a good way, if that makes sence.
He has the biggest heart in the whole entire world though, like the other day
I glanced over at the lunch table next to mine and seen him cutting up this mentally disabled kids food because he couldn't do himself, no one else even thought to help. And he sits with him every day so hes not alone. Today we sat at the same table at lunch, a bunch of our friends were with us.
My one friend picked his arm up and put it around me, because he knows I like him...
I expected him to pull away quickly in fear of his friends seeing, but he didn't.
he left it there and we just sat and talked and laughed.
Even when his friends looked over and noticed and made jokes,
his arm stayed around me♥

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December 29, 2011 12:20am UTC

confession 4) No one has any idea what I have gone through...the other night I held my little 7 year old brother while he was balling and he told me he wanted to die bc my step mom drinks and does drugs and attacks me and my sister and my dad and flips out all the time

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MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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December 29, 2011 12:18am UTC

Confession 3) I have fant scars all up my left arm from cutting myself.

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December 29, 2011 12:16am UTC

Confession 2) From 6th to 7 th grade I was called fat atleast once a day, sometimes I would run out of my classes crying...not one of my friends EVER stoock up for me.

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MySecretLifeHoldItTight
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December 29, 2011 12:14am UTC

Confession 1) I truelly believe all of my friends hate me, they all randomly ignore me and treat me like crap and I'm so confused because all I do is try to fit their standards

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