Dear Nana,
I miss you so much. You were my only grandparent I'd ever had. But you were the best. Everything's so different since you left. Like your great grandson. He's beautiful. I know you'd be spoiling him like you spoiled me and my brother. Mom made contact with her dad. I don't want to think of him as my grandfather. He's never been there for me or Mom or you. Why should he deserve the right to be called a grandpa. But we all met Mom's half sister. She's super nice and she's pretty. Everyone says we look alike. You'd like her. I'll be in high school this year. I can't believe I;ve made it this far. I wish you were here to give me some advice. I wish I were 5 years old again when I spent everyday at your house. We'd go down to the bakery and eat lunch. I'd draw pictures for you and we'd put together puzzles. I wish I'd appreciated what I had when I had it. I wish you didn't get cancer. I wish you were still here with me. I can't belive it's already almost been a year. I hope you're ok wherever you are. I love you.