Okay sooo this is no longer my secret witty...My name is Julia Rose... (middle name too haha )
I absolutely love my amazing boyfriend so much :) He means so much to me... We may fight but, Ill always love him <3 Im am fifteen years young :) I blow out the candels May 30th.. I have been on Witty since October 2011 but made new acounts haha... I have alot of favorite music likeTaylor Swift, Bieber, Maroon 5 umm One Direction ofcourse and alot more :)
2012 <3 A year of many ups and downs. A year of many changes. A year of saying goodbye to old friends & hello to new ones :) A year of having and amazing boyfriend& his family in my life :) A year of Many late night talks. :D A year of A new school. A year of a new life. 2012, you were good, lets hope 2013 is better <3
He has no idea how much he means to me. I tell him everyday how much I truly love him, & in return he says it as well. I honestly dont know what to do without him. Id be lost forever until he was mine again. Sometimes I think about my future and all I see is him and me. I thhnk, there will never be anyone like him ever agian. That I have to hold onto him & never let go. Because, if I do, I know someone else will realize how special he is.
Justin My cousins name is Justin. He is one of my favorite cousins. He as had a difficult life. He has suffered with drug and alcohol abuse. He goes to his N/A meetings every week. I am very proud of him. He has turned his life around and has three wonderful kids. He has shown me all the bad things that come with drugs and alcohol. He has made me realize none of that is important to live a happy lifestyle. He is one of my insperations.
So, my and my boyfriend and his parents and sister were talking ans his sister was saying about how we will get married, and his mom about what she buy us for our house... Then he tells me "If we last that long" If his parents werent there I would have cried... He means so much to me.. It jst hurt so bad..
Please just read and see one thing that makes me so insecure... I got my 6 weeks progress report today.. All A`s and B`s except in geomerty... I had a 62% at the 3 nine weeks rades... now I have a 70%... I was so happy.. I come home and my dad says "Really? That`s it? Not even am 80%? How hard can it be?" He doesn`t know how hard it isto me. He doesnt know what those comments do to me... Nothing is ever good enough for him.
Dear Diary, (Preview) I am Lucy. Im fifteen years old. I am a sophomore in high school. I, have a few great friends. My boyfrend, is my world. You think I`m a typical girl right? I`m not. My grandpa passed away this year. I hated school all year long.I never wanted to go. I don`t consider my self as pretty. I`m very insecure. I`m very shy. You`re wondering why im writing this right? Well, it all started at the end of my freshman year.... So, this is the preview. Please telll me what you think :)
I need opinions!!! I want to write a story... It was be a true story that acctually happened to a person I know, at the end I will reveal who its about. I want to know if anyone will read it? I cant write everyday butI wont just stop in the middle. I willl post a preview of it after this quote... Please let me know what you think :)
This past week a lot has been going on with me. My baby cousin was sent to the hospital in Lubbock for surgery, i`ve been getting depressed a lot lately and I just start crying for no reason. Last night I broke down into tears when I was home alone because it was a year that my grandma passed away. I really miss her a lot... she`s taught me so much and the day she was taken from my life made me realize a lot! It`s like a big part has been taken away from me! I really needed someone to be there for me, and someone to talk to, and someone to tell me everything was going to be ok. So I called one of my bestfriends no answer, I called another bestfriend no answer, I called my crush no answer, I called my best cousin that i`m closest to once again no answer. Everyone was to busy and nobody was there for me. As I sat there in my room on my bed crying I thought of my "old bestfriend." Even though I deleted her number from my phone I still know it by heart! I remember when we were friends we told each other that no matter what happened we would always be there for each other. So I grabbed my phone and typed out a long text message and was going to send it to her but then I though 'wait no.' She said "she hates me and she`s better off without me!" After deleteing everything I was going to send to her it hit me that I really do miss her sometimes... we werent best friends we were more like sisters! Yeah maybe we are better of with out each other and maybe she is better off with out me but what bothers me the most is when you really need someone there for you and the people that matter most in your life are busy you start to realize that that person who understood you the most and was always there for you is no longer in your life and the question your left asking yourself is " When we told each other we would be there for each other no matter what happened, does that mean even though were no longer friends that she`ll still be here for me?" I am the old "Best Friend" mentioned up there. No I honestly wouldnt be there for her. Not one bit. She ruined it. She effed up our friendship, she did. Not me. She screwed me over so mant times. I am finally happy without her. I feel like myself again. Is what I`m feeling okay?? Just want opinions. It wont change how I feel....
This past weekend on August 25, at about 7 p.m my Unlce passed away. I was standing right next to him. Everyone was mourning over the loss. I needed someone to talk to. I called my best friend, no answer, I called my other friend, no answer, I called my boyfriend, once again no answer. I felt alone. No one was there to help me like I was for them, they were all busy. Too busy to answer one call and say everything would beokay. None of them. I was going through my contact list and a familiar name poped up. Cody was the neam. He talked with me for a while. He told me it was okay to cry. That I cant be strong for everyone else. He made me feel like someone cared. Later, I called my boyfriend again. He was at some party. Yea, and didnt even ask why I was crying while talking to him. The I talked to Cody again last night. He said I would figure out how to get through this. That I can do it. Sometimes the people you least expect to be there are the first.
Watching One Direction Me: OMG!!!!!! Zayn!!! Niall!!! Louis!!! Liam!!! Harry!!!! Dad: His hair is weird and that hat Me: He is Beutiful!!! They all are!!! Dad: And him, Why does he have wierd blonde? Me: Niall is gorgous!!!! Dad: I like him Me: Who? Dad: HIM *Harry* Me: Well atleast theres one you like dad
So, I know I`m only fifteen. But, I really think he is The One... Yea, fifteen is young. But, I feel like a whole other person around him. He makes me happy. He makes me feel wanted. I feel like I am who I want to be aropund him. He completes me. He is amazing. I really do Love him. You may say I dont know what true love is. No, I didnt. Not until him.
I need advice.... Can someone help me?? So, I was going to move schools this year because I hate a lot of people at my other school, and there was no math teacher. But, now theres a teacher and some people moved... Not a lot, just a few. Im confused. I dont know if I should go to the other school or stay???? Please Help Me!!