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The Rules of a Player
Chapter 10 part 4
Carson's POV
All you heard were deep voices chanting “JESSSEEEE!!!!”, and then there was me. We walked over to them, me right by his side. I’ll admit it, I checked some of them out. They were shirtless and had abs like a washboard. I mean what do you expect me to do, look at their cleats? NO! One of the guys walks over to Jesse and instantly you know they are best friends. I didn’t even pay attention to his face because I got lost in the tightness of his football pants. And his butt looked wonderful in them. He had light brown hair, almost a chestnut color. His eyes were almost perfectly shaped ovals with a vibrant emerald green color. Jesse introduced him to me, his name was Aaron. I noticed him from before. ‘Oh my god’ I thought, that’s who Jesse was walking with around the neighborhood when I was with Myanna! That’s who Myanna thinks is cute! I couldn’t disagree with her, he was cute. Just not my type. He had broad shoulders and abs that Myanna probably wanted to lick.
“Hey I’m Aaron” he said in a deep voice, a voice that I did not expect. He introduced the rest of the football team starting with his assistant captain Austin then to Jake, Chris, Tyler, and so on and so on. I occasionally heard nicknames like Peggy and Chumly that I didn’t even bother asking about. When Aaron was done listing everyone I smiled and said “Hi, I’m Carson!” and laughed a little. Suddenly I heard a roar of ‘Hey’s’, ‘Hi’s’, ‘what’s up girl’s’. Almost every other greeting possible was said to me.
We walked through the group of guys together, side by side, as I felt all of the guys looking at me. “Wow, she is really pretty” one of the guys said. I looked back smiling to make sure he knew I heard him. He blushed and looked away in embarrassment. As we were almost at the doors Jesse’s name was called from behind us, it was Aaron.
“Jesse, my mom invited you over for dinner tonight if you aren’t doing anything” Aaron screamed down the hall.
While looking around, Jesse replied, “Not tonight I have plans. Maybe tomorrow. Sorry!” Finally we are almost out of the building as we walk past the group of nerds. They are all sitting on the ground with their face in either homework or a book. As Jess walked by them he acted as if he was better than them. I just walked beside him acting like I didn’t notice his attitude. We reached the end of the hallway which seemed hours to walk through. We were finally out of school and I was on my walk of destiny with Jesse. Let the games begin I thought.

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February 25, 2013 10:02pm UTC

The Rules of a Player
Chapter 10 Part 3
Carson's POV
On the other side of Tiffany was Bianca, she was just as tall as Tiffany but looked nothing like her. She had red velvet hair that made me want a cupcake. Her eyes had every color in them from dark brown to baby blue all in a circle. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail but the top of her hair was in a headband braid. Her outfit was more laid back. She wore a black V-neck shirt that showed off cleavage but not enough for her to be “falling out” of her shirt. Her black and white floral jeans were accented by the black heeled boots she wore. The buckles on the side jingled as she walked. Her accessories weren’t as bold as the others; she had a diamond nose ring and earrings. She wore a plain silver chain necklace with a circle charm. Carved in the necklace was the word LOVE and then painted in black, it was simple but elegant. Bianca also seemed really close to Tiffany but had her own style and personality. Her personality was very bubbly and open from the beginning. She came up and hugged me acting as if we had been friends for years. As she backed up she gave Tiffany an energetic look. Tiffany nodded in agreement.
“Do you want to come over Friday night? There is going to be a party at my house because my parents are out of town, and it can be a way for you to meet some new people!” Bianca asked me
“Sure! But I’ll have to ask. I don’t think it will be a problem though” I said almost immediately. I was nervous but excited to go to my first party in Florida.
“Alright, meet us here after school and we will go to my house to get ready, its ritual” Bianca said smiling.
“Alright see you then, I can’t wait!” I said, noticing that I sounded as if I have never been to a real party before. You could tell there was definitely competition on who was Tiffany’s best friend.
Last of all there was Brittany, her black hair was pin straight and went to her butt in length. She has side bangs that swayed to the left side of her head. Directed from her ear were her earrings in which both of her holes and her cartilage were diamonds. She wore a sea green shirt with studs on the shoulder that matched her eyes perfectly. The bottom of her shirt was tucked into her black tight pencil skirt with ridges. The black necklace that hung from her neck showed off her chest which she seemed very proud of. Instead of a purse Brittany wore a black cross body purse with a lot of studs. She wore black flat sandals with jewels on the top that made a v on the top of her foot and buckled at the side. She didn’t say much to me except tell me that she will see me Friday.
Jesse interrupted me before I could say anything else. “Bye guys see you later!” he said to the girls pulling me away.
“Bye Jesse” they all said in unison, dragging out the “e” sound in his name.
“Bye Carson, see you around school!” Bianca said. Tiffany said goodbye but I could barely hear her. As Tiffany turned away, each girl did too, starting with Lexi then Bianca then Brittany and Sophia. We finally got to my locker where I did my locker combination in my head. I completely forgot it. He playfully pushed me out of the way moving in front of my locker. He turned the dial twice to the left, once to the right, kneed right below the lever and opened my locker. It was amazing, but now he knows how to get into my locker. ‘Great’ I thought to myself as I grabbed the binder and folders in my locker and threw them into my bag. Jesse grabbed by bag from my hand and zipped it up for me while I quickly glanced at myself in the tiny mirror I added in my locker. He saw me looking at myself, smiled, and laughed a little. Walking down the hall a little farther Jesse kept his distance from me. Not too far, but far enough where if my hand accidently brushed his he couldn’t grab it. As we turned around the corner all of the football jocks were standing there waiting for practice to start.

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February 25, 2013 10:00pm UTC

The Rules of a Player
Chapter 10 Part 3
Carson's POV
On the other side of Tiffany was Bianca, she was just as tall as Tiffany but looked nothing like her. She had red velvet hair that made me want a cupcake. Her eyes had every color in them from dark brown to baby blue all in a circle. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail but the top of her hair was in a headband braid. Her outfit was more laid back. She wore a black V-neck shirt that showed off cleavage but not enough for her to be “falling out” of her shirt. Her black and white floral jeans were accented by the black heeled boots she wore. The buckles on the side jingled as she walked. Her accessories weren’t as bold as the others; she had a diamond nose ring and earrings. She wore a plain silver chain necklace with a circle charm. Carved in the necklace was the word LOVE and then painted in black, it was simple but elegant. Bianca also seemed really close to Tiffany but had her own style and personality. Her personality was very bubbly and open from the beginning. She came up and hugged me acting as if we had been friends for years. As she backed up she gave Tiffany an energetic look. Tiffany nodded in agreement.
“Do you want to come over Friday night? There is going to be a party at my house because my parents are out of town, and it can be a way for you to meet some new people!” Bianca asked me
“Sure! But I’ll have to ask. I don’t think it will be a problem though” I said almost immediately. I was nervous but excited to go to my first party in Florida.
“Alright, meet us here after school and we will go to my house to get ready, its ritual” Bianca said smiling.
“Alright see you then, I can’t wait!” I said, noticing that I sounded as if I have never been to a real party before. You could tell there was definitely competition on who was Tiffany’s best friend.
Last of all there was Brittany, her black hair was pin straight and went to her butt in length. She has side bangs that swayed to the left side of her head. Directed from her ear were her earrings in which both of her holes and her cartilage were diamonds. She wore a sea green shirt with studs on the shoulder that matched her eyes perfectly. The bottom of her shirt was tucked into her black tight pencil skirt with ridges. The black necklace that hung from her neck showed off her chest which she seemed very proud of. Instead of a purse Brittany wore a black cross body purse with a lot of studs. She wore black flat sandals with jewels on the top that made a v on the top of her foot and buckled at the side. She didn’t say much to me except tell me that she will see me Friday.
Jesse interrupted me before I could say anything else. “Bye guys see you later!” he said to the girls pulling me away.
“Bye Jesse” they all said in unison, dragging out the “e” sound in his name.
“Bye Carson, see you around school!” Bianca said. Tiffany said goodbye but I could barely hear her. As Tiffany turned away, each girl did too, starting with Lexi then Bianca then Brittany and Sophia. We finally got to my locker where I did my locker combination in my head. I completely forgot it. He playfully pushed me out of the way moving in front of my locker. He turned the dial twice to the left, once to the right, kneed right below the lever and opened my locker. It was amazing, but now he knows how to get into my locker. ‘Great’ I thought to myself as I grabbed the binder and folders in my locker and threw them into my bag. Jesse grabbed by bag from my hand and zipped it up for me while I quickly glanced at myself in the tiny mirror I added in my locker. He saw me looking at myself, smiled, and laughed a little. Walking down the hall a little farther Jesse kept his distance from me. Not too far, but far enough where if my hand accidently brushed his he couldn’t grab it. As we turned around the corner all of the football jocks were standing there waiting for practice to start.

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The Rules of a Player
Chapter 10 Part 2
Carson's POV
Walking into the hall where my locker was, stood the “preps” with their boobs pushed up to their chins. “Here we go…” Jesse said under his breath. All of them came so called “running” over to him. All of the girls were wearing pink, that’s right its Wednesday. “We wear pink on Wednesdays” I quoted in my head from Mean Girls. The girls in the group looked at me in interest, which kind of scared me. The leader of the group, talked to me first. You could tell she was the top because she was in the middle of the group and all the other girls were her so called “back-ups”. She was around 5’ 7” with long legs. Her blonde fake curls fell by the side of her tan face all the way down to the bottom of her chest. I wasn’t sure if she was naturally that tan, but whatever it was she was gorgeous. Her eyes were outlined in black with extremely long eye lashes that made her blue eyes pop out. I actually admired her outfit though; she was wearing a black tube top with white shorts. Her outfit was accessorized with diamond earrings that I guarantee were real and heart chain necklace. She carried a white Prada clutch. On her feet were black Hollister flip flops with her toes freshly done in a French tip.
She finally introduced herself as Tiffany and complemented me on my look. She said that she admired my blue bead necklace and that it complimented my eyes. Instantly we had something in common, fashion. She introduced the girls behind her going from left to right. There were four girls following in her footsteps. The first girl was Sophia, from her looks she seemed the quietest. She had this vibe that gave off that she was quiet, but not shy. She seemed like the kind of girl that when she spoke up, every command she gave would be met. She had big brown eyes and her hair was the same with olive toned skin, defiantly Italian. She was extremely short, definitely less than five feet tall.
After Tiffany said her name, she stepped forward a little and said “hi” very quietly. The girl in front of her pushed her back into her place almost immediately. That girl was Lexi, she seemed as if she was Tiffany’s other half. She had beach blonde long hair and her bangs were pulled back into a black shiny headband that I could see my reflection in. She put a well accented outfit that consisted of a coral pink short skirt with a white flow tank top which was tucked in and wrapped around her waist was a thin black belt matching her headband. With black beaded necklace that wrapped once tightly around her neck and the second time loosely around her collarbone with black bead earrings to match. For shoes, she chose black wedges that wrapped around her ankle and around her right wrist was a black Michael Kors purse. Her eyes were shimmering with a light silver coating of eye shadow with eyeliner overtop and mascara that made her eye lashes look fake. Just by Lexi’s looks you could tell that she followed in Tiffany’s footsteps and did everything she did, down to the way she breathed. Unlike Tiffany, she had more of a “slutty” look to her and wasn’t really open for a conversation.
Lexi just looked at me acting as if she had some sort of problem with me already but looked away from Jesse not even noticing he was there. I could tell there was some sort of tension, but I wasn’t too sure what or why, but I planned on finding out. “Nice to meet you.” She said in a way that made it obvious that was a total lie.

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The Rules of a Player
Chapter 10 Part 1
Carson’s POV
Walking out of Buckner’s class was probably the most awkward moment of my life. Everyone in the hallway was looking at me as if I had some sort of facial problem. All I did was look down, acting as if I didn’t see any of them. But I know the exact reason they were looking at me. I was with Jesse. I looked up at him as he we were just walking down the hall, him acting like he owned it. His chocolate eyes really did melt my heart. His hand around me made butterflies roam my stomach.
“Umm, I have to go to my locker to get my bag.” I said hoping he would leave and walk with someone else, but of course he didn’t. I just wanted the butterflies to evacuate.
“I’ll give you a tour of the school on the way there.” he said. I nodded in agreement. As we walked down the stairs to the second floor I swear he literally said hi to about three hundred people, all from different grades. Down the second flight of stairs, three hundred more people. As we walked through the doors into the courtyard commons -a shortcut to my locker- Jesse suddenly got really quiet. As I looked up I saw a group of kids that are considered “scene.”
Jesse whispered into my ear “Yeah those are the C 4’s short for commons four where we are right now. They hang out here all the time and I suggest you don’t talk to them.” One of the girls had a dead stare on me and him, like we were crossing over into their territory. The only thing that made me realize her, besides her death stare, was how awkward she looked in the group. Her beach blonde hair with bright blue eyes stood out in a circle of darkness, she kind of looked like me. It’s like we had some sort of connection but I’m still not too sure what it was. Trying to make new friends, I was about to walk over to her when Jesse pulled me back.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” he asked in a concerned way.
“What does it looking like? I was going to talk to her but obviously not anymore.” I replied with an attitude. His grip on me was making the butterflies start up again. ‘No Carson, you just got out of a relationship. Now is not the time to look for another.’ I told myself as he pulled me away from the girl. I glanced back at her, with her eyes still locked on me. I smiled slightly and walked away with Jesse.

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The Rules of a Player
(Formerly known as Always Isn'y Forever <//3)
Chapter Nine
Just as I was about to close my locker, someone slid in a closed it for me, concealing my new books for school. It took me what seemed like forever to find my locker in this ginormous school. The fourth block bell is going to ring any minute. At this school, you have two semesters and in each semester you have four different classes. Each class is eighty minutes long.
“Hey blue eyes.” The smooth voice said behind me. Only one person calls me that. I spun around and whipped back,
“Hey Jessica.” I said; knowing that his name isn’t Jessica, its Jesse. I saw him glare at me in a very menacing way, I almost started to regret what I said but it was so worth it.
“Very smart, blue. This way to Buckner’s class.” He said to me as he put his arm around me and we walked away from my locker and into room 239. When I walked into the class I don’t know whether everyone was staring at me because they had never seen me before or because the hottest boy in the school- okay, the world- had his arm around me. Probably both.
“Oh, good! You must be Carson. You can introduce yourself and then take a seat with your friend Jesse at table three.” Mrs. Buckner said to me. She was overweight, wore unflattering clothes, and wore way too much blue eye shadow. I turned to the awestricken class.
“Hi, I’m Carson. I’m from New York and I really like Pensacola High School so far!” I took my seat next to Jesse as Mrs. Buckner assigned us a new project. The project was to creatively show how people suffered from World War II with our table partner. Unfortunately, my partner was Jesse Morgenson. Most girls probably waste every 11:11 wish on an opportunity like this. Okay, I wasted one. Well not really wasted since it came true. But Myanna told me to stay away for my own good.
We worked on the project for the rest of the block. Jesse was being his obnoxious self however. When the bell rang, I walked out of class briskly, hoping to not have to speak with Jesse for another second. But, of course, he slid right next to me and said “Hey, why don’t I show you around school and then I can walk you home?”
Not knowing what to say, I replied “Fine.” Then we walked down the hall with more menacing stares that said ‘she hasn’t even been here for a day, and she is already with Jesse when I have been trying for years’. This is going to be a long week.

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February 22, 2013 12:26pm UTC

Sorry that it has been taking so long.... Me and my writing partner have been putting A LOT of work into these next few chapters to make it PERFECT. We will have at least 3 chapters posted today. Also, the name of the book will be changed from "Always Isn't Forever" to "The Rules of a Player" Thankyou, have a nice day!

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been really busy with finals! I promise I will upload a new chapter tomorrow!!

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Chapter Eight
Carson: hey you creepin on me just a little?
Jesse: Yes, it's what I live for.(;
Carson: Dayum, looks like I've got a new stalker.
Jesse: Looks like it.(;
Carson: Next thing you're going to do is tell me that you're in my closet!
Jesse: Just don't look in there.
Carson: AAAAAH.
Jesse: So do you want to hangout sometime?(;
Carson: Well, I don't really know you.
Jesse: Then this will be the perfect time to get to know me! Why don't you come over tomorrow night?
Carson: Maybe another time. I have to go. Bye!
Jesse's POV
Woah. This girl doesn't want to hang out with me.. she must not know who shes talking to. EVERY GIRL WANTS TO TALK TO ME.. except her. This just gives me more of a reason to want to be with her even more.
Carson's POV
Come on Carson. You can't torture yourself like this. Forget about your past, forget about Josh and Peyton, it's done and over with. But, he is REALLY cute. he wants me, for some reason. I don't know why he wants me over all of the other girls here.. I should really apologize for acting like that.
Carson: Hey sorry for being so short earlier, I had alot on my mind and I wasn't trying to ignore you or anything.
Jesse: It's okay I guess. I was kind of pushing hanging out with you.
Carson: Yeah... maybe just a little. But do you want to walk me home sometime?
Jesse: For real?
Carson: Yeah, I don't really know my way around so it would be great if you could.
Jesse: Of course! When?
Carson: Tomorrow after school? Meet me tomorrow at my locker. I think I have English last block with Mrs. Buckner.
Jesse: No way! I have Buckner last block too!! But okay sounds like a plan. (:
Carson: Haha see you tomorrow.
Jesse: Plan on it.
Jesse's POV
Hopefully tomorrow will be the start of the new and improved Jesse. I really want to not mess this one up. I really think I can make this one last. But hey, I'm the school player, I have a reputation to uphold; and I hold it for a good reason.

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For the missing chapters of Always Isn't Forever, go to my Wattpad... name is: MaybeIfWeDream.... Sorry for the inconvenience!

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Sorry that I haven't been posting chapters lately... I broke my knee.. Also, I am going to make a Wattpad for the chapters that have been deleted or that are "pending moderation". Thanks for your patience.

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Chapter Seven
Jesse's POV
"Looks like someone new moved in." Aaron said to me in shock.
"Yeah, that's Carson's house. I'm pretty sure at least, since there are no other houses that recently had someone move into them in our neighborhood." I looked up and saw her standing at her window, watching me watching her. I could see her light blue walls paired with the white dressers from here. Her house was big and yellow with a lot of windows. I smiled at her but she hid behind her curtain. I saw Myanna walk over to her. In her room there was a balcony in her backyard. There was a tree directly behind it. Myanna was talking to her and then just closed the curtains while giving me an evil glare and then gazed adoringly at Aaron.
"True. I can't wait to order pizza soon, I'm starving!"
"Aaron, you just had three platefuls of chicken like three minutes ago, along with at least two dozen cookies for dessert. How are you still so skinny?" I asked, truthfully wondering how he can stay so in shape with his diet of junk food, chicken, cookies, pizza, and more junk food.
"I don't question it... I just love it." He replied while rubbing his stomach.
We finally got to my house. By the time we got there I was hungry, just like Aaron was continuously complaining about. Aaron pushed me down and ran into my house. By the time I got to my feet and brushed off the dirt I realized I had left my laptop unlocked.. Dumb move Jesse what were you thinking!
When I walked into My room in the den Aaron was there laying across my bed searching someone up. I sneaked behind him and realized it was Myanna's page. He started scrolling through her profile pictures.
"Bro, what are you doing?" I aked him. I never knew he had a thing for my neighbor. Well at least that explains why he always wants to play basketball outside.
"Uh, nothing. I know Myanna lives around here an maybe she knows the new girl." he tried to explain, but I know when he gets nervous. All I could think about in the back of my head is how Myanna looked at him.
"Aaron... You and I both know that Myanna is my neighbor. She doesn't just live around here. I'm going to order a pizza."
Scrolling through her Facebook page it showed that she became friends with 11 new people; including Carson.
"That's her!" I exclaimed at him. I couldn't make him click to her page fast enough. there she was her profile picture looked perfect; it captured her gorgeousness and amazing personality. I swear I started drooling and Aaron being the a**wipe he is, sent her a friend request.
Now the girl is going to think I'm a total creep. Instantly she accepted. And then I got a message...
Carson: Hey you creepin on me just a little?

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Chapter Six
Carson's POV
There was a knock on my front door. My parents were out food shopping so I had no choice but to answer it. I opened the door to find a girl about my age carrying a tin. She had really curly auburn hair with glistening green eyes and was about 5'5".
"Hi, I'm Myanna, I live next door. My mom wanted me to bring over these cookies to say welcome to the neighborhood. Yeah, she's really corny like that but she's my mom... I'm stuck with her."
"Yeah, but that's what makes my mom equally as weird." I laughed "I'm Carson, come on in!" I opened up the door more and showed her to my room.
"Your house is really nice!" She opened the tin and handed me one of the best cookies I have ever had. She is stunning but surprisingly shy. It's like she doesn't even know how beautiful she is.
"Thank you! These cookies are AMAZING!" I replied, happy that I have a new friend.
"It's my mom's specialty! So, have you met any cute guys yet?" Myanna said with a wink.
"Well, I did meet this one guy while I was on a walk through the neighborhood. He's really cute but I didn't really catch his name, I was distracted. Oh, that's him right now walking with some guy I have never seen."
"Jesse Morgenson and Aaron Brewster." she said to me with a swaying sound as she said Aaron's name.
"Jesse is the one I met today. He is so cute, but he needs new pick up lines."
"Looks like you're his next victim." she said to me in a warning voice.
"Victim?" I asked in a confused voice as I watched them walk away to a house a couple of doors down.
"He's the biggest player the world has ever known. New girl every week. At least."
"Is there a reason he is like this?" I asked, really hoping there is a good reason.
"Nope. He has been a player since he started high school. He's a year older than us. Flunked a couple of classes though. So he may be in some of yours, if your lucky he won't be though. He has ways to make even the most unavailable girls fall in love with him in a matter of days. But enough about him, tell me about your life in New York. I want to hear everything; boyfriends, friends, everything!" So I told her everything. From Josh to Peyton to the cracks in the sidewalk.

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Husband: Hey honey, I'm just going to go to the shops, be back in 30.
Wife: Ok, could you get me some- wait. Did you say 30? 30 years ago Micheal Jackson released the album Thriller. Thriller was a hit. You hit a baseball. Baseballs are white. The white crayon never gets used. A crayon is 3.5 inches. There are 12 inches in a foot. A foot has 5 toes, so both feet have a total of 10. Ten rhymes with hen. Hens lay eggs. Eggs are food. Food pyramid. Fruits are on the food pyramid. You like girls that smell fruity. Oh my god. YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME!

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Chapter Five
Jesse's POV
All of my thoughts were racing through my head so fast that I couldn't even take in what I was thinking: What if Carson hated me? What if she's aleady heard things about me and the things that I have done? What if she never wants to talk or even see me again? But what if she likes me...?
Thinking more and more I realized that all my thoughts were about her. No one else.. Not me.. Not any other girl or human being. Just her. I quickly texted Aaron telling him to hurry up and get to his house. I had a problem... I'm falling in love with a girl that I met once. That I had one conversation with... That looked at me once... But it felt like so much more to me.
Moments later Aaron walked through the front door, not even responding to my text. He smelled the cookies just as much as I did, grabbed the container and walked to his room in the basement leading me to follow him. I flopped across from him on one of the huge bean bag chairs he has in his basement.
How was I going to explain this to him? I just had to come out and say it. "Aaron, is it bad to fall in love with a girl you talked to once?
"Oh here we go again!" he moaned in response. He gave me an Are-You-Kidding-Me- Bro-Look.
"I don't know Aaron, it's something about her."
"Who is she!?" he yelled at me in response.
"The most beautiful girl in the world. That's who. Her name is Carson; she moved in down the street from me today. She's from New York.
"And you met her, how?" he asked the question I had been dreading all night.
"Uh, yeah. About that... I was walking and so was she when. Naturally, when I see a cute girl Aaron, I will flirt. But all that came out of my mouth was 'You must be new here because I never forget a pretty face.' Gosh, I was such an idiot! I don't know Aaron, this one is different. She's not like the other girls. I'm serious about this one.
"Yeah, that's what you said about the last fifty girls!"
"Boys, dinner is ready!" the voice boomed from upstairs and the smell of the perfect dinner wafter downstairs. Aaron and I raced to the dinner table.

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Chapter Three
We drove to the new house in silence, well most of the ride anyway. It was a good half hour before my mom decided to ask me a question that had only made me more upset, "So, what happened between you and Peyton last night? She seemed really upset earlier!"
"Mom, I'm sorry, I love you and everything, but I went through a lot these past few days and when I am ready, I will talk to you about everything." I replied, keeping my feeling bundled up until I can safely scream into my pillow.
"I understand honey, I trust you." She cranked up the volume of the radio and focused on the route to our new home.
We finally arrived at the new home and were glad to see that our dad had set everything up for us. The first thing I did was ask where my room was and then set it up to absolute perfection. Since it was a nice day, -Obviously, I was in Florida now!- I decided to go for a walk.
As I was walking through the neighborhood, I realized how suburban it is. It's the kind of neighborhood with the perfect lawns and perfect houses where --
"You must be new here because I never forget a pretty face." I turn my head to see a guy who looks like he is straight out of a magazine. About 6 foot tall with swishy brown hair and brown eyes that melt like chocolate. Besides his looks which make my stomach grow butterflies, I realized that I hadn't replied yet.
"Um, yeah, I just moved here. Today actually." Get it together Carson!
"Where did you move from?" the cutie replied.Gosh, he could say anything and make it sexy.
"New York. Um, I never caught your name."
"Jesse. And yours?" he replied swiftly.
"Carson." I said with a smile.
"Well I guess I will see you around, blue eyes."
"Um yeah. I guess you will."
He walked away, leaving me with the sound of how he called me blue eyes stuck in my head, repeating like a broken record. Sure I was about 5'6" maybe 5'7", with blonde hair and crystal blue eyes; but I wouldn't necessarily thing that my eye color was what stuck out most about me. Besides the point, I wonder when I will see him again. It could be today, it could be tomorrow, or it could be never. I guess I will have to find out when the time comes.

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Chapter One
I had just finished packing my entire life into boxes and had time to make a couch of boxes in my now empty room. I heard a faint knock on my door and it slowly opened. On the other side was a red eyed Peyton. When she saw I was done packing she realized that it was just a matter of days before my family and I left. All she did was walk over to my box couch and sit.
“Carson, I’m really going to miss you when you leave. You are my best friend, my other half… We have been through so much together and I will miss our girl talks so much!” Peyton said as she played with her earing (she does that whenever she is nervous or lying).
“Peyton, we will still have those talks whenever we need to, just over Skype or on the phone. This is hard to leave all of this behind and I know it may seem like I don’t care. But, I do, my dad needs this job and if I put up too much of a fight, I’m afraid he might have us stay and I would never make him do that. You have been and always will be my best friend and I hope you feel the same way.” We shared a moment of silence as we hugged. “But, we are having one last sleepover for a while tonight. I need to see, and we both know who that is. I will be back in an hour. Get all of your tears out because this sleepover is strictly no tears.” After saying that, I left and went to Josh’s house.
Josh is my boyfriend for three years and he was my first everything. I cannot picture myself dating anyone else. But now, I have to face one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life- break up with Josh. He is the same height as me and he has bleach blonde hair and emerald green eyes that sparkle like a diamond. He’s athletic, smart, funny, and a total sweetheart. I had just reached his house and was about to knock on his door until he opened up the door, surprised to see me.
“Carson, what are you doing here? I’ve missed you” Josh said as he pulled me closer and kissed me. His tongue slipped into my mouth and entwined with mine. I played with his hair and then pulled away quickly. He had a look of hurt on his face.
“Babe, we need to talk…” I told him everything and he just sat on his porch steps in shock. We kissed for the last time and it was honestly the best kiss we ever had, it was long and passionate because we didn’t want to let go, fear of never seeing each other again. Finally, we pulled away, tears stinging our eyes and he pulled me closer and hugged me, kissing my forehead. I turned away and walked back home and he went inside. Both of us, leaving each other behind.

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Always Isn't Forever <//3
Prologue
BEEP BEEP!! The car honked at us while walking home from the mall. “New York is always crowded at this time of day, what am I saying? New York is crowded all the time!” Peyton said as we were getting honked at for the umpteenth time. Peyton is the kind of girl you take a glance at, and then can’t stop staring. She’s 5’2” with long wavy hair and gorgeous blue eyes. We have been best friends since the very first day of first grade when we realized that we both loved the movie Lady and the Tramp.
“Yeah but that’s one of the reasons why I love it...” We finally started making it to our neighborhood, Peyton lives next door. “We were walking up the steps to my house when I heard my parent’s fighting, AGAIN. “Peyt, it’s probably not a good idea if you come over… my parents are fighting again. I will see you tomorrow at school though!”
“Okaaay, but if it gets too intense, you know where to find me” Peyton said while pointing next door to her big yellow house.
I smiled at this and then waved to her as she walked back down the steps and over to her house. I slowly reached for the handle and turned it, breathing in the yelling. As soon as I closed the door behind me, the arguing stopped. So I sat down on the couch and embraced “The Talk”. The talk is what my parents did after every argument I overheard. It was when they reassured me that everything was fine and that they loved me.
Just as always, they came in and sat across from me. However, it didn’t start with the usual “This argument is not about you…” Instead my mother said “Carson, your father’s job has relocated and we are moving to Florida.”
My head was spinning; I would have to leave everything behind! My friends, my school, my boyfriend, and my life…

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