MaxieTofu

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February 8, 2013 11:14am UTC

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I'm scared.
Scared you'll realize I'm not good enough for you.
Scared you'll end up getting fed up with me being so stupid, being such a failure, or just generally get sick of me.
I'm scared I'll say the wrong thing and you'll just leave.
I'm beyond scared of loosing you because I just can't. I need you in my life.
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February 8, 2013 11:09am UTC

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You know, it gets to a point where you get so tired of being a failure that even somthing as small as dropping the soap will make you want to curl up in a corner and cry.
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February 6, 2013 8:58am UTC

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And I still catch myself staring at you, being distracted by how perfect you are to me, smiling and getting the same butterflies I got from day one.
The smile that crept onto my lips was one of being happily content being with the love of my life.
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January 30, 2013 9:10pm UTC

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Self destruction is such a pretty little thing.
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October 2, 2012 1:16am UTC

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Why is it any thing that makes me happy, always leaves, is ripped out from under me, or is unobtainable?
For once, why can't things work out?
Is it so much to ask for..
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August 26, 2012 2:17pm UTC

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I feel like I've known you my whole life and I already can't wait until the next time we speak, for I can't wait to hear your voice and to see your smile again. You managed to turn my night around and baby, now you've got me falling.
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August 26, 2012 2:15pm UTC

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R.I.P Poppy, you were the most gorgeous and loving little bird anyone could have asked for. You're in a better place now, but you'll forever be missed. I love you Popcorn ♥ :'(
2004-2012 R.I.P my little sweetheart ♥
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MaxieTofu
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August 26, 2012 12:45am UTC

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"That's one small step for man, One giant leap for mankind."
Neil Armstong
1930-2012
R.I.P
You will forever be remembered.
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August 22, 2012 7:16am UTC

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You say you're different, but sweety, you're just another lying little hoe.
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August 21, 2012 11:49pm UTC

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Depression?
It's so much more than being 'sad' or hating your appearance. It's the constant suicide thoughts.. yeah, you're sad and you hate what you look like, but all you want to do is die, you don't have much of a social life, you isolate yourself from everyone. You think too much of all the things wrong with you, what you do, with your life, what you've done wrong. Anxiety adds on, not being able to breathe, the tears, the shaking, the worrying about everything. Seeing everyone around you, and thinking they're judging you. When they laugh, you automatically think it's about you. You feel so worthless, stupid, annoying, useless, that everyone would be better off without you and that no one really cares about you. The constant urges to jump in-front of cars, to cut again and again. The scars that look at and make you feel weak. You feel like you have no one and your life is a living hell. Depression is a rope around your neck and the longer you try to fight for your life, just makes the rope tighter. It's like a tornado, and once the big storms pass, you're left with the scars, the bruises, the thoughts, the sadness and the memories. The fake smiles, telling everyone you're just tired, when you're really dying on the inside. You're screaming for someone to realize and help you. Thinking no one would or could ever love you, that you're just not good enough for anyone or anything. I mean, who would love a depressed suicidal, clingy, annoying, useless, ugly girl after all?
Don't ever wish for depression, you don't want it.. Believe me. I know too well how it all feels.. and it makes your life a misery, a literal, living hell.
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August 21, 2012 6:42am UTC

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You call me immature, but sweety, At least I have my priorities straight.
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August 18, 2012 8:06am UTC

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They say that love is forever,
Your forever is all that I need.
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August 18, 2012 7:41am UTC

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I don't know what's going on, I don't even recognise myself anymore. I'm so lost
And everything feels so fake..
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August 17, 2012 1:39pm UTC

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I know all too well how fake smiles are, how? because. I know what it feels like to reply with, "I'm fine" when someone asks how you are.
Even when I'm crying, I'll still be able to fake that smile that has fooled countless people so many times before.
I'm actually broken and shattered inside but I've become so used to saying it, that I don't even think about it anymore. I don't even realize the question is being asked.
My response is just so rehearsed, it's like a habit, one I wish someone could see through for once...
It's so hard to tell them that everything is fine. But it's even harder to tell them the truth. I never want to be seen in such a vunerable state. I don't want them to see me so weak..
Everynight I see that reflection in the mirror, The one I don't even recongnize anymore, the one I can do nothing but note the flaws in.. Then I see that same smile that I've been wearing for years to fool everyone into thinking I'm okay, So much so, it just about fooled me..
Just for that split second, I actually think I might be happy, that i can handle it, but then my thoughs haunt me.. My heart starts to hurt, the tears start to stream down my face and all the memories come back. I'm not okay. I'm not happy. I'm dying from the inside out, and nobody even bothers to notice, nobody knows the pain that I'm in.
I'm nothing but a shell of who I used to be but no one will ever know, because they will continue to know me as the blubbly, happy chappy girl..
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August 16, 2012 8:27am UTC

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What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you?..
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August 15, 2012 1:07pm UTC

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Don't know something? Google It.
Don't know someone? Facebook them.
Can't find something? MUM!
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August 15, 2012 12:48pm UTC

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Never underestimate the pain of a person, because in all honesty, everyone is struggling. Some are just better at hiding it than others.
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August 15, 2012 12:43pm UTC

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I've let go.
I've moved on.
I tried to hold onto what I thought we had, but life is short, and now I'm doing something for me. I didn't stop loving you, I stopped waiting around for you as I have been all this time.
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August 15, 2012 12:27pm UTC

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If someone doesn't appriciate your presence, make them appriciate your absence.
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August 13, 2012 10:05am UTC

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Emotionally, I'm done
Mentally, I'm drained
Spiritually, I'm dead
And Physically.. I still manage to fake a smile.
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