I'm going to do things.
Amazing things. Fun things. Crazy things. Things I'll remember for the rest of my life. I want adventure. I want freedom & love. I want happiness. I want to listen to amazing music, dance in public, and sing to strangers. I'm going to write a book. Maybe just a story, more like a memoir. Every little part of my life will be in there, too. From all the huge, scary, bad things that haunt me, to the lovely little things that help me go on.
I want to speak out. Help people. Make them know that they're not alone. That it all can't be perfect, but we can make the best of it. I wish I had someone like that when I felt alone. When I ate lunch by myself and never left my house. When I had no good memories of friends. When my life was consumed by fear, anxiety, and sadness. When I really felt like there was no reason for me to be alive. I want to draw, paint what I feel, and express myself. I'm going to talk to people, and I won't be afraid. I'm going to make friends, and speak my mind. Develop my own opinion for once. I'm no longer that scared, quiet girl you might have known, that's over now. I'm rooting for freedom& I'm breaking away from everything and anything that's holding me back.