And She Said;
You really want know how I feel about you? Ashley, I've never felt more strongly about anyone as I do about you. I know I've had my past, and you probably doubt it when I tell you that I love you. But it's different with you. Like I said you got me so easily, what took others months to do you did in a matter of weeks. What took people days to do you did it in within a couple hours. I don't like talking to people about how i feel because it makes me feel way to open and vulnerable. but I'm going to be with you. You make me feel alive, you really are the only reason I'm still here. if anything, I'm lucky that you even want me around. You are the person I think about every single moment of every single day. It's like I let you in, and now that I let you in you can't get out. It's impossible more like I've got you held in my heart and refuse to let you go. It's like a maze in which you are in and its endless yet you know how to figure it out in time because in time you get to know me better to the point where you know me more than I know myself. If anything it feels like you are my missing part of me. I can't see myself with anyone else. the thought can't even cross my mind. it just can't. sometimes i feel just utterly lucky that you are here with me, cause i know I'm a very difficult person to be with. and what scares me the most is that i know that sooner or later you're gonna realize that being with me will just stress you out to much to the point when you will leave. its just .. I don't know. But I know for a fact that I do love you. More than you'll ever know. You really are my everything as cheesy as that sounds. I just wish i could offer you more, I'm sorry i cant. I'm sorry i always seem to disappoint you. I'm sorry I'm not the person you deserve. i wish things were different, and not so this. then again its part of the whole relationship. theres always problems in them. theres no perfect relationship out there. if there were we'll all try to achieve it and everything would be rainbows and butterflies.
True Story. :3
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