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This turned into my diary somehow.

i have a black dog.

I'm still learning new things about myself. I'm sorry for the spam.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 6, 2023 9:33am UTC

i know it was best for me but i hate feeling vulnerable

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October 6, 2023 9:31am UTC

i hate this feeling.
shouldn't it be effortless?
am i putting all this pressure on you when it's all my anxiety?
i don't know which one it is.
i don't feel this way with others.
I don't think it's on me.
somewhere along the way i learnt i can't trust you.

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posted a quote
October 4, 2023 2:29pm UTC

i'll make it out on top.
i'm in control of my circumstances.
i decide how i react and i decide how the day goes.

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posted a quote
October 1, 2023 5:35am UTC

it's like i'm underwater and everything is at a stand still.
i want to change everything about me but can't rip the band aid still.
relationships dying with time passing but i'm stalling still.
these crumbs of passion leave me starving still.
a pleasant future clouded by anxiety still.
confessions brewing but i'm choking still.
my black dog wants the reigns still.

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posted a quote
September 22, 2023 6:31am UTC

i knew it then for sure, the night after her wedding.
when you sighed lightly and turned to me.
you said it so gleefully, so happily.
my gut wrenched and my ears wanted to bleed.
"now that we have thrown a big wedding, for the rest of you we don't have to."

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posted a quote
September 22, 2023 6:10am UTC

my eerie stadium of hawk eyed critics who should have been my everything.
it's just always felt like this, always felt so odd.
i walked on this tight rope with nothing noone to hold.
i've no back up plan, i had to be successful.
cause anytime i falter, you both become so bold.
you flock to me with the most bewildered look in your eyes.
am i really breaking down, will you both finally see me cry?
i've always felt like you were vultures who were just waiting to strike.
it never felt like support, the way you critiqued my life.
so now i comfort myself with "this was meant to be".
but i see you treat them all very differently.
you can be so reassuring when you want to be.
it's almost all over now, i'm learning to leave.
but it still hurts me, still makes my eyes sting.
you were the best parents, but just not to me.

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posted a quote
September 16, 2023 11:01am UTC

he's just so handsome and kind.
so thoughtful and nice.
i couldn't help it.
today, after seeing him after a while,
i've fallen again.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
September 16, 2023 11:00am UTC

uh-oh
i'm falling
in love again

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posted a quote
September 10, 2023 9:22am UTC

we'll be so unique.
no lyrics or novels could resemble us.
only poems we write would do us justice.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
August 30, 2023 12:21pm UTC

it's okay, it's a lesson learnt.

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posted a quote
August 30, 2023 12:18pm UTC

i'm too kind.
i bent myself
back a little
too far this time.
*sigh*

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posted a quote
August 27, 2023 8:11am UTC

i knew you weren't too good.
heard it from a few people.
big promises, ungrateful, got a temper,
always busy, high expectations,
almost unreachable, condescending,
the pay off is never enough.
still i'm disappointed.

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posted a quote
August 26, 2023 1:02pm UTC

it's tantrums, then flowers at the door.
call me names, then call me yours.
i'll disappear, you'll never see me again.
call my bluff, go pull me right in.
i'm terrified but i want to see this through.
what would it be like to runaway with you?

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posted a quote
August 18, 2023 10:14am UTC

IF STARS DON'T ALIGN,
IF IT DOESN'T STOP TIME,
IF YOU CAN'T SEE THE SIGN,
WAIT FOR IT.
ONE HUNDRED PERCENT,
WORTH EVERY PENNY SPENT
HE'LL BE THE ONE THAT,
FINISHES YOUR SENTENCES

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Dudu*
posted a quote
July 29, 2023 12:01pm UTC

I pictured
you with
other girls in
*love*
Then threw up on the street.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
July 25, 2023 2:26pm UTC

it's nice to have a friend

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Dudu*
posted a quote
July 20, 2023 11:29am UTC

I've been down since July
I replay my footsteps
catching my breath
Staring out an open window
I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
That this pain would be for EvermorE

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Dudu*
posted a quote
July 18, 2023 11:17am UTC

" then you're lucky you're mad. that way you won't miss them "

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posted a quote
July 16, 2023 1:32pm UTC

suppressed confession
it wasn't my fault i wasn't sick enough.
it wasn't my fault i tried to overcome.
it wasn't my fault i couldn't speak your language fluently.
it wasn't my fault i couldn't express myself to you, then subsequently everyone else around me.
it won't be my fault when i move away.
it's not my fault i can't trust anyone now.
it's not going to be my fault that this family breaks down after i take my leave.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
July 2, 2023 6:29am UTC

i couldn't make it poetic or ornate
i was simply at a loss.
when the words failed me, the image of
stańczyk came to mind.
but alas he was invited to the party.
so it wasn't enough, wasn't the same.
I'm experiencing a different kind of pain.

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