Every day im going to pertend everything's okay.
Im going to smile at you in the hallway, wave, and walk away.
But underneath that, im smiling at the memories we had, waving goodbye, and walking away from it, from everything, from you.
The truth is, we said and did things we know we shouldn't. I know I can never be friends with you again for that, everytime you say sorry you do the same things over and over. So what hurts more? Letting the person keep hurting you, or let the person you love out of your life?
Even though I say how much I hate you, and want you out of my life I know im lying to myself. I never wanted you completely out of my life, no matter what you did. But every person has there breaking point. And I reached mine. I just wanted to let you know, I'm sorry. not sorry for what I did, or for the things i Said but sorry it had to end this way. That when I think of the memories, im not gunna forget that one bad one that ended it all together. I wanted you to know, Im happy for you, and even though things will never be the same again, I hope you never forget all the great times we had, im happy for you, and I really hope you have a great life. I love you, and im sorry i had to miss it. Good Luck . I hope you don't have to deal with this again. I love you enough, to let you go. Im walking away. From the pain, from the drama, from everything. bye.