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I see you've been creeping on me?? Nahh.. Don't be embarassed. It's okay. Welcome to Liv's Dungeon of Love ;)
Okay.. Well.. Here goes it. I'm Liv. I'm rather hopeless when it comes to profile layouts and things so sorry if this isn't the prettiest profile in the world:P Anyway...I'm 14 years young and blew those candles out on March 4th :D I'm currently forever alone in the relationship department. Waiting on a guy that can prove they aren't all the same. Trying to live life the best I know how, even though I am given absolutely every reason not to. Yes, I suffer from anxiety and slight depression, but I am one of the craziest, loving people you'll meet :) I'm kind of a spazz and get rather flustered when writing these kinds of things so I'm sorry if I ramble. Despite my random ramblings, I actually have a deeper side. I love poetry and music:D Music, writing, and prayer are big escapes for me when things get tough, and things have been pretty tough in my life. My favorite poet is Edgar Allan Poe. My favorite band is... well... That's a long list! I like Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Sleeping With Sirens, Panic! At The Disco, Metallica, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Silverchair, and sooooo many more. I love watching movies, especially older ones:D I love everything from Monty Python to Night of the Living Dead to The Blues Brothers to everything else. I'm kind of a versatile person, actually. I've been through a LOT in my life after coming from a background of domestic violence, but I'm pulling through(: I'm a rather easy person to talk to and I love making new friends:D So, please, feel free to comment or stalk me as you wish! (Although I prefer you not be obsessive with the latter XD) Uhm... This is practically turning into a novel so adios for now!
Feel free to follow me on Tumblr!(: (See the link up there^^^)
*Some songs in my playlist may not be clean and a lot of them are older so you may not know them... But I'm diverse in my music so you are BOUND to find something!! And this doesn't even COVER what all I listen to.. So don't be surprised if my profile is constantly changing due to me adding stuff to my playlist.*

LivMcSpazz
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June 14, 2012 8:30pm UTC

All I want is a place to call my own.
To mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone.

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LivMcSpazz
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June 14, 2012 8:22pm UTC

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, ETC.)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...
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Opening Credits: Somebody That I Used to Know - Gotye
Waking Up: Somebody Told Me - The Killers
First Day of School: Fire - Sleeping With Sirens
Falling in Love: My Last Semester - The Wonder Years
Breaking Up: Monster You Made - Pop Evil
Studying: Contagious Chemistry - You Me at Six
Life: I Like You - Man Overboard
Mental Breakdown: I Don't Care if You're Contagious - Pierce the Veil
Sunny Day: What the Hell? - Avril Lavigne
Rainy Day: This Love - Maroon 5
Party/Dance Music: Cigarettes and Valentines - Green Day
Driving: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
Sleeping/Dreaming: Home Improvement - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Nightmares: Turn the Page - Bob Seger
Flashback: Bring Me to Life - Evanescence
Wedding day: Satisfy My Soul - Bob Marley
Birth of a child: Happy - Never Shout Never
Final Battle: Man in the Box - Alice in Chains
Death Scene: My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
Funeral Song: That's What You Get - Paramore
End Credits: Someone, Somewhere - Asking Alexandria

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May 27, 2012 11:34pm UTC

Dear new girl,
He's going to go what he wants to. Might as well accept that.
He can hold a grudge like no other.
He'll get jealous.
He is super protective, depending on how much he loves you.
He always winds up coming back to me. (I'm not just saying that. He's done it too many times. Just trying to warn you.)
He is a total smart alec, but you can't help but to laugh.
The kid is going to want to hold your hand all the time.
He gets really quiet when he tells you he loves you or compliments you.
Make him laugh. It's the cutest thing you'll hear.
You're going to have to put up with his friends. Good luck with that.
He'll keep you on the phone for at least four hours.
His hugs are the best.
Be careful when you go out to eat. He's a vegetarian.
Don't try to make him preppy, like I know you will. That's not him at all.
He has a potty mouth. Get used to it or go home.
Keep him in check when he starts acting like a jerk to people. He needs balance.
His dad is a piece of crap.
Him and his mom don't get along.
His grandma is a total sweetheart, and he loves her to death.
He likes big dogs, so his small ones annoy him.
The second you mention your obsession with Justin Beiber or One Direction will be the day that he flips out. (I don't blame him on that one.)
His favorite colors are green, red, and yellow... Together.
Addicted to energy drinks. Don't bother him about it.
He loves dubstep. Expect him to give you a list of 124354657 songs.
He loves modern hardcore, punk, etc bands.
Hollywood Undead and Eminem are his favorite artists.
He says he's from Louisiana, but he was actually born in Indiana.
Can you remember the small town in Louisiana he was raised in? Doubt it.
His eyes are green. Not brown.
Compliment his haircut whenever his mom makes him get the really short respectable cut. It will make him feel better.
Don't pick on how small he is. The kid is more insecure than he wants to admit.
He has some disorders that he doesn't enjoy talking about.
He gets into trouble. Expect some late nights worrying about him, assuming you actually care.
You better go watch 8 Mile and Fight Club. He won't shut up until you do.
Total spazz. Don't get embarassed when he randomly starts yelling stupid crap.
Good luck. He's known to lie.
His softer side doesn't come out until the late hours of the night when it's just you two.
I am the only girl he has ever been open and this loving with. He's too big of an a--hole to be like this with anyone else. Guard yourself, because I'm sure he'll break you, too.
Love,
The girl who actually cares about him
P.S. Good luck. I hope you know what you got yourself into when you decided to be the "other girl"

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LivMcSpazz
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May 16, 2012 8:12pm UTC

Everyone leaves.

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LivMcSpazz
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May 16, 2012 7:39pm UTC

*What happens between two non-Directioners*
Me: *walking in mall when One Direction starts playing*
Friend: *groans* Why do they even bother playing this?! I hate them SO FREAKING MUCH. etc. etc, etc.
Friend: *casually flips hair while ranting*
Me: You know... The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.
Friend:
Me: *troll face* Problem?
Friend:
Me:
Friend:
Me:
Friend:
Me:
Friend: Well played.
TRUE STORY.

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May 13, 2012 3:31am UTC

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LivMcSpazz
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May 13, 2012 3:04am UTC

Am I the only one who thinks guys get so much cuter when they use proper grammar?
♥

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LivMcSpazz
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May 10, 2012 10:14pm UTC

Guess what?
My mom has a tumor on her brain the size of two lemons.
It's growing every single day.
She randomly falls or has mini seizures.
I can't be there with her all the time, which petrifies me.
She's having brain surgery soon.
She's working, regardless, to keep us from going hungry.
I'm going to have to live with my best friend for part of the summer.
My mom just graduated beauty school.
The irony?
They are making her shave her head.
My mom is a single mom
and an ex-army wife.
Yes. Ex.
My dad was horribly abusive and abandoned us three years ago.
We went homeless. We moved around. We slept in our car. We nearly went hungry.
My mom fell in deep depression, and I had to step up regardless of mine.
I have been her rock. Her strength. What's kept her alive.
I have been the one keeping us together.
But this tumor?
I can't fix it. I can't fix it at all.
Only God and this surgery can.
10% chance she'll have a stroke.
100% this tumor will never come back once removed.
1/100 chance that the surgery will fail.
Statistics are running through my mind like crazy, though they seem good.
I can't stop thinking about all the "What if..." questions.
I'm getting a job this summer to try and cover for some of the expenses I need to pay while she's in the hospital.
I am giving up an internship to prep her for her surgery.
I am helping my mom shop for a wig.
She has such beautiful hair...
I am trying to keep not only her, but myself in high spirits.
Being strong is so hard. So. So. So damn hard.
I want to cry, scream, and everything in between.
But I can't.
So, please, whoever reads this.
I love you.
Please pray for us.
If you don't pray, think of us when you can.
If you won't do wither, please take this in:
Don't take your family for granted. Don't sweat the small things.
Enjoy everything life has to offer.

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LivMcSpazz
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May 5, 2012 5:05pm UTC

I DON'T NEED TO FLIRT.
I SHALL SEDUCE YOU WITH MY AWKWARDNESS.
Quote credit to tumblr. Just had to repost(:

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LivMcSpazz
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April 30, 2012 12:55pm UTC

I respect the people who screwed up majorly, but grew from it. They used their scars to heal others wounds. Yes... I respect these people more than those who feign perfection.
Here's to the survivors.

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LivMcSpazz
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April 20, 2012 10:52pm UTC

I know I'm hard to handle, sometimes. My feelings get mixed up, and my bouncing thoughts get in the way. I choke on my own words, so I tend to babble. I'm an awkward mess, and blush way too often. But please know this: I love you. I love you more than anything else in the world, and I don't see that changing for a very very very long time. Hopefully never. Please, darling, don't ever doubt that. You mean the world to me, and not only do I want you, but I need you. You and oxygen are pretty much on the same level. I feel like I'm kinda like R2-D2... When I try to talk it comes out like a bunch of awkward beeps. But, like CP-3O, you seem to understand me perfectly... Even if I confuse you at times. Yeah, nerdy analogy. Whatever.. None of this is coming out "romantic" or right at all. I just wanted to say I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

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LivMcSpazz
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April 6, 2012 11:27pm UTC

Who's more stupid?
You for lying to me?
Or me for actually believing that you changed?

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LivMcSpazz
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March 6, 2012 10:23pm UTC

You were given this life
Because you are strong enough to live it.
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LivMcSpazz
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March 4, 2012 9:21am UTC

Today is my birthday!(:
Happy birthday to meeee... And whoever else shares my birthday:D

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LivMcSpazz
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February 27, 2012 4:52pm UTC

Beautifully Wretched
By: LivMcSpazz
A demon hiding
Behind an angel's visage
Who's lies I never seem
Able to avoid or dodge.
You lure me in with your sweet words
Saying all the right things
Make my head spin and reel
Having only you in my dreams
Yes, you cruel boy, yes!
I'm in love, it's true!
Give my heart straight out of my chest
Watch it bleed as it beats for you.
Oh, you are so devious!
Oh, how I love how you lie
Darling, if it comforts you,
I'll fall for it 'til the day I die.
You kill me slowly
But I really don't mind
You're so beautifully wretched
And I'm so hideously blind.

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LivMcSpazz
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February 26, 2012 12:23am UTC

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality, of their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullsh*t. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they are afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain, but they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you; your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide tham, then you're letting sociey destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel."
- Jim Morrison

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LivMcSpazz
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February 22, 2012 12:10pm UTC

THE IPOD GAME!!!
HOW TO PLAY: GRAB YOUR IPOD AND HIT "SHUFFLE SONGS" FOR EACH QUESTION
What will I be when I grow up?
Love Like Woe (The Ready Set)
Who will I marry?
Take My Hand (The Cab)
Say something about me
Mr. Roboto (The Styx)
Favorite thing to do?
Godspeed (The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
My feeling right now
Love Her Madly (The Doors) (For me it would be "him" not "her" XD)
I'm doing this right now
Terrible Things (Mayday Parade)
Killer?
Bruised and Scarred (Mayday Parade)
Lover?
Til There Was You (The Beatles)
What am I doing tommarrow?
I Write Sins, Not Tradgedies (Panic! At the Disco)
Express myself
With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear (Sleeping with Sirens)
I hate...
Wonderwall (Oasis)
I love...
The Miracle (Queen)
Ticklish?
Love Seat (Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
Funny?
I Love You More (Eminem)
Eating this...
Gotta Be You (One Direction)
Good thing?
My Baby Does Me (Queen)
Bad thing?
Ain't No Rest for the Wicked (Cage the Elephant)
Is this game fun?
Bite My Tongue (You Me At Six)
How do you feel about this game?
I Want it All (Queen)
Should i ask a stupid question?
Comatose (Skillet)
How many bannanas did you eat last Thursday?
Where are the Heroes? (The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
Are you sad this is almost over?
No Excuses (Alice in Chains)
Will you tell your friends about this game?
Monster You Made (Pop Evil)
Will they take it?
Drain You (Nirvana)

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LivMcSpazz
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February 22, 2012 11:58am UTC

I sometimes wish I never loved you,
Then maybe this emptiness inside me would go away.

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LivMcSpazz
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February 20, 2012 6:34pm UTC

I'm not really expecting anyone to read this.. I just seriously need to vent.
I have been through SO much worse than boy troubles. I mean, honestly. I came home everyday to a father who ignored me for booze and his schooling. Not to mention the fact he hit my mother all the time in front of me. If not in front of me, I always heard her sobbing as I tried to sleep in the room nex door. I dealt with it all rather well for a child. I protected my mother, I was strong for the both of us. I was her rock, and turned ino being everyone's rock for everyone's problems. I was the strong one. I made you happy when you were sad, I gave advice, and was the ultimate shoulder to cry on. No one had any idea how deep of an effect anxiety and depression had on me. I cut a few times, punched a few walls, cried myself to sleep regularly, developed an eating disorder in which I never even intentionally did on purpose, and had daily panic attacks. I'm "too young" for medication, so I had to find ways to deal with all of this. Eventually, things got better.... But never completely.
Anyway... I dealt with ALL of this... So why does a boy, of all things, get to me so much? I mean, my luck with guys just sucks... as a lot of you probably can relate to. I've truly loved two of my old boyfriends. One of which I have dated three times and the other I only dated a month. How messed up does that sound?? The one I only dated for a month.... H e meant the absolute world to me. Then he and a close friend of mine betrayed me. Completely and utterly betrayed me. Yes, I know. We only dated for a month.. But I can't even hardly describe to you how much we felt for one another... It was unnatural for people so young to feel that way... But it's over now. He was poison to me, and I see that now. But it doesn't mean that I still don't think about him and still wish things were different sometimes.
Then there's the kid I dated three times. I dated him before the other boy.... And made the mistake of dumping him for that kid the second time we dated. I wish I didn't. I honestly wish I never even gave this other kid a second thought. Because by the third time I dated this boy........... We hardly trusted each other. We were in love, no doubt. But he questioned my motives and I questioned his. He wound up saying words to me he can never take back when we broke up, and I know he regrets them. His friends influenced his decision in dumping me far more than they should have. He was in the wrog crowd, and our relationship suffered. My friends tell me it's better this way; he was a jerk. But others also tell me how he still sits and mopes about me, wishing I would forgive him and take him back. He himself even told me that the last time I spoke to him. He hardly can look at me and tries his best to avoid sitting next to me at school. I see the pain in his eyes and remember the sweet little kid I met when he first moved here. The quiet boy that hung out with the "dorky" crowd. I loved that so much. Now, I don't know what I want. I've been thinking about him more than I should and am extremely conflicted... Girls flirt with him and I feel a shot of jealousy rush through me. It hurts like hell, and I thought I was so much smarter than this! I know he isn't good for me!
Then there's my best guy friend. Whom I have liked for almost 3 years... borderline loved. He admitted he's liked me for just as long.... Then goes and asks every other girl out BUT me. Guess who he runs to when things don't work? *me* I finally brought this to attention, and now he doesn't treat me the same. You were afraid to lose me? Then what the hell do you think you're doing now?
Thus the end of my rant... It probably sounds so jumbled, and I don't really expect you to waste your time reading it. I just had to let it out the best way I knew how :/

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LivMcSpazz
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February 16, 2012 7:02pm UTC

Okay.......... So please tell me I'm not the only one that has screamed at my foot to wake up when it falls asleep..........?
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