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July 7, 2013 7:05pm UTC

For awhile I didn't want to wear my hearing aids. For awhile I believed they defined me. Recently I HAD to start wearing them again. I really didn't want to. I wear them now almost every day and, to be honest, I really hate it. I hate how loud everything is and I can get frustrated and irritable because of it. Sometimes I have to take breaks from my hearing aids because my ears hurt, or because everything is too loud. I really don't want to wear them anymore and would rather just not hear like other people. Something keeps them in my ears though. You see, I don't hear like everyone else does. My ears are different and they are special. My hearing loss has advantages I didn't see a while ago.
You see, there's this moment at the end of every day where I take my hearing aids off to go to bed. All day everything has been loud and hectic for me. All day I felt tense because I'm not used to such loud noise. And it really is the best feeling ever when I take them off, and everything gets quiet. I relax. I can't hear much. All the little background noises: fans, AC's, people talking upstairs; I can't hear that anymore. I am in peace and quiet. I can lie in my bed and just relax.
My ears are not broken. I am not disabled. My ears are special and so am I. My hearing loss helps me experience something I really like. Quiet. Without my hearing loss, at the end of the day I wouldn't have that feeling that I just can't describe. Everything would still be loud. I wouldn't be able to relax. It wouldn't be as easy to experience peace and quiet.
Don't feel sympathy towards me because of my hearing loss. I do not feel bad for myself. As I said before, my ears are not broken. I am not disabled. My ears are special.
And so am I.

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July 5, 2013 10:39am UTC

Summer Love
Chapter Thirty Three
The next morning, I woke up next to a shirtless Niall. We were pretty much just a mess of tangled limbs to be honest. My arms were pressed against his chest, and his were tight around me. Our legs were tangled together, but I really didn't mind it; I felt protected and close to him. He must've put his boxers back on because my leg was rubbing against his thigh, and I could feel the cloth. I suddenly got the chills and realized that I was just in Niall's oversized shirt (oversized on me anyway) and my underwear. I don't even remember putting them back on let alone Niall's shirt. But I do remember plenty of other things.
"Morning," Niall hummed as soon as he noticed that I was awake.
He looked like he had been awake for hours just waiting for me.
"How long have you been awake?" I asked him.
"Since six this morning," he said and I moaned.
"That early?" I mumbled and he smiled.
"Hush up and go back to bed," he said and I smiled and put my hands by his neck.
"I'm not tired," I said. "What were you doing up that early?"
"Waiting for you to wake up and daydreaming," he said with a smirk.
"Daydreaming about what?" I teased, slowly pressing a kiss to his lips.
"You know," he said once I pulled away.
"No adult can find out about that until I'm like 35," I said and he chuckled at me and held me closer.
"It'll be our little secret," he said smirking, and he lightly kissed me.
"Of course, we'll need to keep any other time secretive too," he added and I smirked.
"Planning for the future?" I teased and he smiled.
"I did say I was daydreaming while you were sleeping," he said and I chuckled and turned to lie on my back.
Niall did the same, and he put his arm around me. I put my head on his shoulder and he kissed my temple.
"What are you looking at?" He asked me.
"The stars," I said and I could sense him smiling.
"They haven't faded a bit since we put them there," he said and I nodded and turned to my side.
Niall stayed looking at the ceiling and I cuddled up to the side of him.
"Snuggly are we?" He asked and I smiled and slightly looked up at him.
"Very," I said. "Cuddle me."
Niall smiled and turned on his side to face me.
"You really are just adorable," he said and I giggled and kissed his cheek.
Niall took my hand and brought it to his mouth, lightly kissing my fingertips. He played around with my fingers and I willingly let him move them. He turned my arm around a bit, so he could see my wrist, and ran his thumb over my treble clef tattoo.
"Does it hurt?" He asked. "When you get them, I mean."
"Kinda," I said. "It all depends on how much of a tolerance you have for pain, and where you get the tattoo."
"What about these," he said, running his thumb over self inflicted scars and cuts.
"Those feel good," I said. "It balances everything."
"Please try to stop," he whispered and I shrugged.
"It's hard," I said and he brought my wrist to his mouth and kissed my cuts.
"Please," he said in between kisses. "I love you."

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July 5, 2013 10:37am UTC

Summer Love
Chapter Thirty Two
I turned around and ran after Cole. I got to her house and walked in. Everyone but Cole was still on the couch watching a movie.
"You're an idiot, Horan," Louis said and I sighed and sat down.
"Where is she?" I asked and Lou looked upstairs.
"Her room," he responded. "She ran up there in tears. I thought you were done with Amy?"
"I am," I said, running my hands through my hair in frustration.
"Well you lead Cole on and then kissed your ex," Mariah said. "You broke the girls heart and probably ruined any chance you had with her."
"You don't know that," I said.
"I know she doesn't trust easily," she said. "This situation isn't going to help that."
"I'm just going to go talk to her," I said, and I stood up and headed upstairs.
~COLE'S POV~
So Niall was gone for a while, and I went to check and make sure he was okay. When I caught up to him, he was kissing some other girl. I thought he liked me! I thought he was in love with me! And people wonder why I don't trust.
I ran back home and up to my room in tears, and curled up in my bed. It smelled like Niall, so I cuddled the sheets. Soon after there was a knock at the door.
"Cole," Niall's voice rang out and I sobbed into my pillow.
"Go away," I cried. "And get out of my house."
Instead he opened the door and sat next to me on the bed.
"I'm sorry," he said, putting his hand on my upper back.
"You lead me on," I sobbed into my pillow. "You told me you were in love with me."
"I am," he said. "I meant everything I said."
"Obviously not enough," I said and he lied down next to me.
He didn't touch me, he actually kept a good distance from me, he was just lying down and looking at the ceiling.
"Cole Mathers I am deeply in love with you," he said quietly. "The girl you saw me with was my ex, Amy. She kissed me first and I don't even know why I kissed her back. I think I just need someone to love at the moment. But I have no feelings for her and I left right after you ran off. Cole listen, I've got a lot of feelings towards you, and a desire to hurt you isn't one of them. You're the prettiest girl I've ever met. You're a freaking genius, you're funny, cute, you like all the stuff I like, and you're just perfect. I've never felt like this before."
He turned his head to look at me, and I let myself look at him. He was on his back and I was on my stomach, tears still running down my cheeks.
"I hate to see you cry," he whispered, wiping away my tears. "And it's even worse knowing that I caused it."
"It's okay," I sniffles and he turned to lie on his side.
He cupped my face in his hands and put his forehead to mine.
"I'm always gonna think of you like you're my baby," he said. "No matter what you do or what I do."
"My bed smells like you," I said quietly. "So when I came here to cry it comforted me."
"My scent does have that calming quality," he said and I smiled.
"I guess so," I said and he Eskimo kissed me.
"Cole," Niall said quietly, looking into my eyes, "will you please be mine again?"
Instead of responding with a "yes" or "no," I kissed him.
I put my hand under his chin and he smiled through the kiss. He wrapped his arms around me and our kiss grew deeper. I pulled away for a second and Niall smirked and hovered over me.
"So are we dating or?" He said awkwardly and I laughed.
"Just shut up and kiss me," I said and he smiled and put his lips to mine.
My hands went directly to his neck, and he nibbled on my bottom lip. I gave him what he wanted, and he slipped his tongue into my mouth. After a long while of kissing, I slid my hands under his shirt and he slipped it off. I smiled and traced his abs, and then roughly kissed him quickly. Niall looked down on me, his eyes widening a bit, and he cleared his throat.
"I uh, I think we should take a break," he said, his cheeks turning a dark shade of pink.
"You uh, don't have to stop," I said and Niall smirked.
"You sure?" He asked and I nodded and kissed his neck.
"I need uh, uh," he panted.
"Bathroom across the hall, first drawer under the sink," I said, taking my lips from his neck to look at him.
"Why?" He asked and I smiled.
"Teenage boy lived here before us," I said and he nodded and ran into the bathroom.
When he came back, he climbed back on top of me let our bodies press together. He started to kiss me again and my heart started to beat faster. Next thing I knew, he was in his boxers.
He looked at me and sighed.
"Are you sure?" He asked me breathlessly and I nodded.
"Y-yeah," I said. "Unless you don't want to."
"No," he said, leaning down and kissing my neck and collar bone. "I want to. Dear God you have no idea how much I want to," he panted between kisses.
His hands trailed around my body and his eyes never left mine, not once.
Now I'd love to tell you all about what happened next and everything that happened after that, but that would make things extremely awkward for me and... well... Some things should just be private.

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Summer Love
Chapter Thirty One
When I got back to the living room, I had a few people there waiting for me. My dad was one, but he had already talked to me about Niall and how he trusts him, and there was also Lou, Harry, Mouse, Zayn, and Liam.
“Hi,” I said and they all looked concerned.
“Is he okay?” Harry asked and I nodded.
“He’s sleeping,” I said. “His nose bleeds a bit here and there but, other than that, I think he’s alright.”
“What did he even do?” Zayn asked.
“Uh,” I hesitated and Louis jumped in.
“He fell off the cement wall trying to walk on it,” he said quickly and then he shot me a smile.
“Yeah,” I said. “He, uh, fell…”
"Alright," Harry said kind of suspiciously.
"So how long do you think he'll be asleep for?" Liam asked.
"I dunno I'm not a doctor," I said. "Maybe an hour or so."
The guys and Mariah laughed and we all ended up on the couch watching a movie. After an hour and a half, Niall came downstairs.
"Hey buddy," Zayn said to him and he smiled.
"Hi," he said quietly, walking over to the side of the couch were we were all sprawled out on top of each other.
"Wanna watch Willy Wonka with us?" Mariah asked him.
"Maybe when I come back," he said, "I'm gonna go for a walk. I want some fresh air."
"Alright," Lou, Liam and I said at the same time as Niall headed out the door.
~NIALL'S POV~
I walked out of Cole's house and down the street. I wasn't really expecting anything, I just wanted some air. I also needed time to think. Cole likes me, but something's holding her back. I don't know what it is, but I need to figure it out. I need to hold her again.
I stopped at a bench and sat down, when someone approached me.
"Niall?" A female voice asked. "What happened to you?"
I looked up and found my ex, Amy. I really didn't want to deal with her at the moment, but I also didn't want to be rude.
"I got punched," I said and she sat down next to me.
"I'm sorry," she said. "I'm actually glad I found you here."
"Why?" I asked kind of awkwardly.
"I miss you," she said and I scooted away from here.
"Amy we didn't really end on great terms," I said and she sighed.
"I know but I just miss you," she said. "How did you get the cuts and bruises?"
"Fighting for a girl," I said, trying to tell her I'm interested in someone else. "Her ex is kind of... Mean."
"Well why would you hurt yourself for her?" Amy asked and I laughed.
"Because I actually care about people unlike you," I snapped.
"God I was just asking," Amy said.
"We'll if you don't remember, things didn't end well with us, so I really don't appreciate you saying stuff like that to a girl I like," I said.
"What's her name?" She asked.
"Cole," I said. "Cole Mathers."
"Cole Mathers?!" She laughed. "Why the heck are you interested in her?"
"Because I am," I said, standing up.
"Come on Niall," she said, standing up too and grabbing my arms. "You know you're still in love with me."
"No I'm not," I said and she got closer to me.
"That's not what I was told," she said and she leaned in to kiss me.
I let her, and I kissed her back. After pulling away, I heard footsteps come to a stop. It was Cole. She had tears in her eyes and she turned around and ran back down the street. I stepped back away from Amy, and she smiled.
"Come on," she said, taking my hand, and smiling. "We can go back to my place."
"N-no," I said, stepping back more and shaking my head. "I just... You just... Just don't bother me."

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July 3, 2013 6:06pm UTC

So I just spend about an hour looking through 1D_Fanfiction's profile and I have to say, I'm laughing and crying at the same time. I miss our cousin-mance! COME BACK BABY I LOVE YOU!!!
P.S: I still don't know what to do about that bug man...

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July 3, 2013 4:44pm UTC

Summer Love
Chapter Thirty
"Anthony cut it out!" I shouted and he looked at me.
"You want me to pummel you instead?" He asked.
"Go ahead," I said and he let Niall be and walked over to me.
"Such a little brat, you are," he said, kicking me in the stomach.
I cried out in pain and Niall stood up and jumped on him.
"Nobody touches my princess like that!" He shouted, taking Anthony to the ground as they threw punches at each other.
"What is going on here!?" My dad shouted, running over to Niall and Anthony and separating them.
"He hit her," Niall said, blood running from his nose and a bit coming from a cut on the side of his head. "Anthony hit her and pushed her down and kicked her in the stomach. I couldn't just watch it."
"Well, thank you Niall," he said, a bit surprised. "As for you Anthony, get lost."
"O-okay sir," he said, and he ran off.
"Don't bother coming back!" My dad shouted and Niall helped me up.
"Cole, why don't you take him into the bathroom and clean him up," my dad said and I nodded and helped Niall into the house.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Niall asked me while we walked down the hall to the bathroom. "He kicked you pretty hard."
"No," I said, "I think I'm good."
We got to the bathroom and I closed the toilet seat. Niall sat down on it, and I wet a rag with cool water. I got close to him, and leaned over to clean the blood off of his face. I cleaned the cut on the side of his head first, and then dabbed at his nose.
"Ow, Cole be careful," he winced and I sighed.
"I'm sorry," I said, cleaning up his bloody nose carefully. "Why did you even fight him?"
"I wasn't gonna sit there and watch him hit you," he said. "You mean too much to me."
"Niall," I sighed.
"I understand you're not used to lots of affection," he said, "and I know you don't want to be with me either. I just want you to know that I really do care about you."
"I know you do," I said quietly, putting down the rag and looking into his eyes.
They're so blue. I remember looking into them when we met, and I instantly knew he was someone I wanted to know. I love blue eyes, and his are special.
"You have pretty eyes," I said quietly, still looking into them.
I was dazed, almost lost in them. For some reason they change when he looks at me. They get brighter, they look more interested. The black part of his eyes get bigger when he looks at me.
"You know, when a person's pupils get bigger when they look at you, it means they're attracted to you," he said quietly.
"So?" I asked and he smiled.
"You are definitely attracted to me," he said and I chuckled and kissed him on the cheek.
"Your body needs rest," I said, helping him stand up. "You can take a nap in my room if you want."
"I really don't have to-"
"You're sore," I said and he sighed.
"Alright, yeah I'm sore," he said.
"Just go lie down," I said and he nodded and went into my room.
After a half hour or so, I went back upstairs to check on Niall. I slowly opened my bedroom door and found him fast asleep. He looked cold, and the blanket had fallen on the floor. I walked into my room and put the blanket on him, and then noticed his nose had started to bleed again. I went back into the bathroom and folded up a rag. I ran it under some cool water, but not too cold, and rang it out so it wasn't dripping. I slowly crept back into my room, wiped away the blood, and left the wet rag under his nose in case more came out. While I was walking out the door, I heard a small grunt. I turned back to see if it was Niall, and it was. He was slightly awake, his eyes just barely open.
"Hey Cole," he said quietly.
"Yeah?" I asked, just as softly.
"Thanks," he said and I smiled.
"No problem," I said and he held out his arms.
"Comfort me?" He asked and I chuckled.
"In your dreams," I said and he smiled.
"It will be," he said sleepily and I laughed and slowly closed my bedroom door, allowing him to sleep.
Author's Note
How are you liking the story? I would just like to let you know it took me about three tries to spell "thirty" right and about two tries to spell it right there... I don't know what's wrong with me today

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Nine
“How’s your relationship with your dad?” Mouse asked, sitting down next to Louis and leaving Niall the only one still standing.
“Terrible,” I sighed. “He was not happy I was back with Anthony an everything just exploded the day I was last here.”
After mentioning that morning, Niall sounded like he choked and then went into the kitchen. I looked at Louis, kind of confused, and he shrugged.
“Dry throat?” he said, and it was obvious he knew something.
“Lou,” I said quietly, “why does he have my blanket?”
“You left it here,” Louis said.
“I know,” I sighed, “but, like-“
“It comforts him,” Mariah cut me off. “He sleeps with it and will curl up under it when he’s upset.”
“Oh,” I said and she slightly smiled.
“One time he told me it still kinda smells like you,” Louis said and I sat up.
“Can we not talk about this anymore?” I asked and Louis sighed.
“Cole,” he said, “he really likes you.”
“So? It’s just a crush then,” I said.
“He cares about you,” he added. “He only wants what’s best for you and he knows Anthony is going to hurt you. It breaks his heart. He told me that he isn’t the best for you either, but he just wants you to get away from Anthony.”
“I don’t want to talk about it,” I said and Louis made me look at him.
“He is in love with you Cole,” he said and I stood up.
“Where is he?” I asked sharply.
“Probably the kitchen,” Mariah said and I stormed into the kitchen.
There I found Niall. He was leaning against the counter and drinking a glass of water. He had put on a shirt, and looked calmer.
"Hey," he said calmly after swallowing and putting the glass down.
Without a word, I stormed up to him, put my hands on his chest, and crashed my lips to his. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him. When I pulled away, I stepped back and sighed.
"Are you in love with me?" I asked and he hesitated.
"Um... Well... Y-yeah," he said and I wasn't sure how to respond.
"I think I should go," I said and he sighed.
"Can I walk you home?" He asked and I shook my head.
"I don't think that's the best-"
"Please," he said and I sighed.
"Alright," I said and he smiled.
We walked out the kitchen door, around the side of the house, and to the street.
"Why did you kiss me?" He asked and I shrugged.
"I wanted to see if it meant anything," I said and he looked at his feet.
"Did it?" He asked and I shrugged.
"I dunno," I said and he nodded.
"Oh," he said as we got to my house.
"Hey!" A male voice shouted. "Who are you!?"
"Me?" Niall asked as Anthony approached us.
"Yeah you," he spat at him, "what are you doing with my girlfriend?"
"He's just a friend Anthony," I said and he pushed me out of the way.
I fell backwards and hit the ground hard.
"Dude!" Niall shouted at him and Anthony shrugged.
"What?" He asked. "She's mine I can do what I want with her."
"No," Niall shot at him. "She's your girlfriend and you should treat her with respect."
"Why?" Anthony spat. "She's just a stupid girl."
"Don't talk about her that way," Niall said, his voice growing tougher.
"What are you gonna do about it?" Anthony asked, walking up to Niall and gripping onto his shirt.
"Anthony don't," I said and he kicked me.
"Shut up," he spat and then something I would have never expected happened.
Niall threw a punch at Anthony, and hit him from the side of his face. Of course, Anthony wasn't going to take that, and he's much stronger than Niall is. He lifted him up by his shirt and easily kneed him where the sun don't shine. Niall winced and Anthony put him down and punched him in the nose.

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Summer Love
Chapter's 28-?
Cole's Outfit
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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty
*ONE WEEK LATER*
~COLE'S POV~
After a week with Anthony, he started getting violet again. I was hit, yelled at and forced to do things with him I didn't want to do. I thought he changed, but it was all an act so he could get what he wanted.
One morning after I convinced him to go see his family, I walked down to a house I haven't been to in a while. I knocked on the door and it opened almost instantly. Niall answered it, he was shirtless and wrapped up in a blanket. My blanket. Honestly, he looked miserable.
"H-hi Cole," he said surprised. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah," I said.
I noticed my jean jacket has fallen off my shoulder a bit, revealing a new bruise I got from a drunk Anthony, and I pulled it back up over my shoulder.
“What was that?” he asked and I acted confused.
“What?” I chuckled. “There’s nothing there.”
“Take off your jacket,” he said and I shrugged.
“I’m cold,” I said.
“Cole,” he said a bit tougher this time. “Take it off.”
I took off my jacket and he stood in front of me, eyes wide and hurt.
“It’s nothing,” I said, sliding it back on.
“Yes it is,” he said. “Come in. Does it hurt?”
“Niall I’m fine,” I insisted but he grabbed my arm and pulled my inside.
“Go sit,” he said, “I’m gonna throw a shirt on.”
“You don’t have to,” I said quietly and he slightly smiled and ran into the kitchen.
I waited for maybe ten minutes, and then he came back with ice, Lou, and Mouse.
“Cole? Long time no see,” Louis said and I awkwardly smiled.
“Jacket. Off,” Niall said and I sighed and took it off.
“Cole!” Mouse gasped and I rolled my eyes.
“It’s nothing,” I said.
“Yes it is!” she said. “You’re whole shoulder is black and blue and it’s all swollen.”
“It doesn’t even hurt,” I said and Niall put the ice on it.
“Ow, be careful,” I said and Louis raised his eyebrows.
“Oh yeah, it doesn’t hurt,” he said and I shrugged.
“Who did it?” Mariah asked.
“Well,” I started and she face-palmed.
“You got back with that idiot!” she said and I nodded.
“He seemed like he changed!” I said. “It was just an act.”
“They never change,” she said. “But you’re away from him now right?”
“No,” I said and she sighed again.
“You have to get away from him,” Louis said and I shrugged.
“It’s not easy,” I said and Louis put his arm around me.
“We’ll help you,” he said and I nodded.
“Alright,” I said quietly and he smiled.
“It’s good to have you back,” he said.

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Summer Love
Cole's Outfit
Chapters 25-26
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July 2, 2013 7:31pm UTC

Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Seven
*TWO WEEKS LATER*
For the next two weeks all I really did was sit in my room on my laptop. I didn't really have much energy at all, and I only left the room to get food or go to the bathroom. One morning late in July, I decided to go for a walk.
I went down the street, past the guys’ house, and down to the boardwalk. I stopped and sat on a low cement wall, and was soon approached by a guy. He had dark brown hair, bright blue eyes, and his arms and what I could see of his chest were covered in tattoos. He was wearing a black tank top that showed off his biceps, and basketball shorts, and black, basic Converse.
"Anthony?" I asked and he shot me a smile.
"Long time no see," he said kindly, and slowly stood up to back away.
He put his hands on my forearms and I shook my head.
"Please don't," I begged, scared out of my mind.
"Please don't be scared of me," he said quietly, his baby blue eyes slightly darkening with concern. "I've changed. I'm not going to hurt you."
"I don't know that," I said.
"Are you seeing anyone?" He asked and I shook my head.
"No," I said.
"Then let me prove it to you," he said quietly, placing a kiss on my cheek.
He's never done that before. He never really showed affection when it came to me.
"Cole," he sighed. "I'm so sorry for everything I did to you. I swear it haunts me every day. I can't get the images of me hitting you and hurting you out of my head. I came here to find you, Cole. Even if you didn't want to speak to me I had to apologize. I didn't realize how much you meant to me until after you were gone."
I looked at his wrists to avoid being pulled in by his beautiful eyes, and I saw scars.
"You cut?" I asked and he nodded.
"I felt so guilty for everything I did to you; I just wanted to balance out the pain. I'm just... I'm so sorry," he said and I wrapped my arms around him.
"It's okay," I said quietly and he hugged me back.
"I've always wanted to show you affection," he said, putting his chin on the top of my head. "I was scared to. I don't know how to show affection. I never got it as a kid."
"I didn't get much of it," I said, letting go of him. "I got a bit of it but not enough."
"Well then I can give you what you need," he said, putting his forehead to mine. "I can show you what it's like to be loved. As long as you'll love me too."
"I will," I said and then he softly pressed his lips to mine.
He kissed me and I kissed him back. He had passion; I never thought he knew passion.
"You've never done that before," I said and he took both my hands and nodded.
"I know," he said. "I regret that."
I smiled and so did he. He always had a great smile, but when I was with him before I didn't really get to see it very often.
~NIALL'S POV~
"Niall get away from the window," Louis told me.
"She's with a guy," I said. "She kissed him."
"Who?" He asked me and I choked on a sob, holding it back.
"Cole," I said and Louis came up beside me.
He looked out the window and saw exactly what I saw; a bad-boy type guy with tattoos and dark hair. Cole was walking down the street hand in hand with him.
"Mariah do you know what that kid Anthony's last name is?" Lou hollered.
"Daniels, why?" Mariah hollered back.
"Because I'm suspicious," Louis said to himself.
He went to his laptop and searched Anthony Daniels on Facebook.
"I think this is him," he said, clicking on a profile.
Sure enough, there was one picture of Anthony and Cole on his profile from a long time ago.
"He looks like you mate," Louis said to me and I shook my head.
"He has dark brown hair and tattoos," I said. "He's obviously the bad boy kinda guy and is nothing like me."
"He has blue eyes," Lou said. "Besides his face just looks kinda like yours."
"Whatever," I said. "Can we just not look at pictures that have Cole in them?"
"Alright," he said, closing the laptop, "but he abused her. Why would she be back with him?"
"I don't know and I don't care," I said, walking to the couch and burying my face in my hands.
"You care about her Niall," he said to me and I shrugged.
"So what?" I asked.
"You want what's best for her and you know it's not him," Lou continued and I shrugged again.
"Are you in love with her?" He asked me and I hesitated to answer, even though I knew what it was.
"I am," I said. "I'm deeply in love with her and I've known her for hardly a month."
"Then why don't you tell her?" He asked me.
"Because she doesn't want me," I said. "I'm not good enough."
"Go take a nap Niall," he said, "you'll feel better."
I got up and went to my room. I crawled into my bed and pulled the blanket Cole left here up near my face. It smells like her, and it helps me sleep. I think I've fallen in love with Cole Mathers... And she wants nothing to do with me.

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Six
"Niall?" I asked, knocking on his bedroom door.
"What?" He asked and I opened the door.
I found Niall lying on his bed and looking at the ceiling.
"Okay what's up with you," I said, walking over to the side of his bed, and he looked at me.
"Why won't you open up to me?" He asked.
"Because whenever I try you get awkward," I said. "Besides I don't open up much anyway."
"Why?" He asked coldly.
"Because I don't," I snapped at him. "It's my life you don't need to know all of it right away."
"Yes I do," he shot at me.
"Fine," I sighed. "You wanna know all about me? My mom wanted to get an abortion when she was pregnant with me, I was born dead, I lived with my uncle until I was five and he abused me, right when I started to live with my parents again my mom left, my dad was always touring, while my dad toured after my mom left I lived with my uncle who abused me more, I've always been bullied, I've always been a target for the paparazzi, I cut myself, and all in all my life sucks!"
I shouted at him, tears streaming down my face. Niall quickly stood up and wrapped me up in his arms.
"I don't want to do this anymore," I sighed and he loosened his grip and looked down at me.
"Don't want to do what?" He asked.
"Date," I sobbed. "I don't wanna do it."
"Cole, please," he begged and I shook my head and pushed him away.
"No," I said and I ran out of his room.
"Cole?" Louis hollered but I ignored him and ran out the door.
With a pool of tears in my eyes and more staining my cheeks, I ran down the street and into my house.
"Cole?" My dad hollered. "Cole is that you?"
He came from around the corner and saw me crying.
"Cole?" He asked and I rolled up the sleeves on my shirt.
"Look at this Daddy!" I shouted, showing him my cuts and scars with tears streaming down my cheeks. "Look at what I do! There's plenty more on my shoulder and thighs too!"
"Cole," he said quietly but I shut him out.
"And it's you and moms fault," I said coldly.
I didn't feel like hearing a response, so I bolted upstairs and slammed my bedroom door. After about ten minutes, my cellphone rang.
"Did you break up with Niall?" Mariah's voice asked and I sighed.
"Yeah," I said and she sighed.
"Why?" She asked, obviously surprised. "You two really like each other."
"He wants to look after me," I said. "He wants to protect me and I'm just-"
"Not used to it," she cut me off and I choked on a sob.
"Yeah," I said and she didn't respond at first.
"You know what," she started kindly, "why don't you just take a break from him? Just relax for a bit and not focus on relationships."
"I always push people away Mariah," I said. "I'm not used to a relationship where I don't get hit and then forced to... You know."
"I know," she said. "His name was Anthony right?"
"Yeah," I said. "Anthony Daniels."
"When did he first make you do it?" She asked.
"I was 14," I said and she hesitated to respond.
"Oh," she said and I sighed.
"Yeah," I said, "but I got away from him."
"Good," she said. "Niall is questioning me so I'm gonna go. Just try not to think about us okay?"
"I guess," I said.
She then hung up and so did I. For the rest of the day I sat in my room and thought about dragging a blade across my wrist. For some reason the part of me that didn't want to was stronger than the part that wanted to, and I curled up in bed and slept for the rest of the day.

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Five
I guess one of the marshmallows I threw hit Niall, because he shot up and got some to throw at me.
“I don’t care if it was an accident, it is on,” Niall said and I laughed and ducked out of the way.
So, the marshmallows ended up hitting Liam. After a few minutes of a full on war, Louis tugged on my arm.
“What?” I asked, throwing a small white candy at Zayn.
“Follow me,” he said quietly and we sneaked into the kitchen.
“What?” I asked and he opened up the cabinet under the sink.
“Look what I’ve got,” he said, pulling out four cans of silly string out and handing two to me.
“You’re a sneaky one, Tomlinson,” I said and he chuckled and nodded.
“You be on a team with me,” he said and I nodded and we slowly headed back into the back room.
“This is about to get serious,” Louis said and everyone stopped and looked at him.
“Now!” he shouted and he and I drenched everyone in silly string.
“Not fair!” Mouse shouted.
“Whoops,” I laughed, spraying her, and she threw marshmallows at me.
I was then picked up from behind and thrown over Niall’s shoulder.
“Niall!” I shouted and he laughed.
“Well look who’s winning now,” he said, throwng me on the couch.
“Man down, man down! Tommo! Come in Tommo!” I shouted and Niall laughed and sprayed me with my own can of silly string.
“I’m coming Mathers!” Louis shouted, and he jumped on Niall and took him to the ground.
“Go Lou!” I shouted, stepping over the both of them and then being tackled by Harry.
“Get off my girlfriend Styles,” Niall said from under Louis and Harry did as told.
After the whole fight calmed down, we all laid on the floor with our blankets and put on Monsters Inc. I had already changed into my pajamas and pulled my hair up, and around one in the morning, everyone was asleep but me. Or at least I thought so.
“Hey,” Niall whispered, snaking his arms around my waist and pulling me to his chest. “You awake?”
“Mhmm,” I hummed and he kissed me on the cheek.
I turned myself around so I was laying on my back, and chuckled.
“You aren’t supposed to be being all boyfriend like remember?” I teased and Niall smiled.
“Actually, the deal was I couldn’t for the rest of the night; it’s morning now,” he said and I chuckled as he leaned down to kiss me.
“I like it when you do that,” I said quietly and he smiled.
“Kiss you?” he asked and I nodded.
“Cutie,” he said and I smiled and cuddled up to his chest.
“Are you tired?” he asked and I nodded.
“Alright,” he continued, wrapping his arms around me tighter and kissing me on the cheek. “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall,” I said quietly, then drifting off to sleep.
The next morning I woke up to soft lips on mine.
"Good morning," Niall said sweetly. "Breakfast is on the table."
"Am I the only one still asleep?" I asked, sitting up.
"No," Niall said, sitting on the floor beside me. "Zayn and Mariah are still asleep and Harry's only awake because we wanted food."
"You could've woken me up, you know," I said, standing up, "I cook all the time."
"Really?" Niall asked and I nodded.
"Yeah," I said. "When your dad's touring and your mom's passed out on the couch you learn to fend for yourself."
"Oh," he responded awkwardly.
"Sorry," I sighed, "I'll stop talking about it around you."
"No," he said, "you can talk about it around me."
"You don't like when I do, Niall," I said and he sighed.
"I don't like knowing you had to go through so much," he said and I stopped walking towards the kitchen and looked at him.
"Then I won't talk about it," I said and he sighed.
"Whatever," he said and I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen without him.
We sat on opposite sides of the table, and all eyes were on us.
"What happened with you?" Louis asked.
"Nothing," I said with a smile. "Nothing at all."
Niall, on the other hand, ate in silence and then took off to his room.
"Okay what is his problem?" Harry asked me.
"How should I know?" I snapped.
"Well, go talk to him," Liam said and I sighed.
"Alright," I said and I got up from the table and walked down the hallway to Niall's room.

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Four
Before the match started, he turned to me and puckered his lips.
"For good luck," he said and I lightly kissed him right as the match started.
Niall and Lou started off the game ahead, but that didn't last long. In the end, they lost.
"What now!" Liam shouted.
"You know what, screw you," Niall shouted jokingly, and he jumped on me, pushed me down, and crashed his lips to mine.
He was playing around, and kept twisting around his head and just being a goof.
"Oh Cole," he exaggerated. "Baby."
"Knock it off," Harry whined and everyone laughed.
Niall chuckled and got off of me, and I sat up and playfully whacked him upside the head.
"What was that for?" He laughed.
"For whatever you just pulled," I chuckled and he smiled and wagged his tongue around.
"You're such a pig," I teased him and he shrugged.
"Well, you guys remember the deal. As of now, no more boyfriend girlfriend stuff for the rest of the night."
"Alright," Lou, Niall, Mariah and I whined at the same time.
Then, a marshmallow hit the side of my head.
"Ey, ey, ey don't wreck the junk," I said and Harry laughed.
"So it was you curly?" I said, standing up and getting a handful of marshmallows.
"Maybe," he said, "or maybe I was just defending Louis because he was the one who really threw it."
"And maybe I'm just covering for Liam because he did it," Louis.
"Hey Cole, come get me," Harry shouted, throwing maybe five marshmallows at me.
"So it was you," I laughed, throwing mallows at him.
I guess one of the marshmallows I threw hit Niall, because he shot up and got some to throw at me.

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Three
I quickly walked over to the guys’ house and knocked on the door.
"Hello!" Mariah chimed and I weakly smiled.
I walked through the door and was instantly attacked by an Irish boy.
"I'm sorry," he said quietly, soothingly stroking my hair.
"It's okay Niall," I said as he loosened his grip around me.
"Let’s not be all depressing!" Louis exclaimed and I laughed.
Louis walked up to me and put his arm around me.
"This abnormally small child is not here to be all depressing," he said to everyone and I chuckled.
"So let’s do her a favor and just have some fun, relax, and if she wants to vent we'll let her," he continued and I smiled.
"Alright!" everyone shouted enthusiastically and I smiled a bit bigger.
"Liam got the idea for us to all camp out in the back room," Zayn said.
I've only been in the back room once (to get to the pool) and its so comfy out there. There's windows all around it and its carpeted. There's a flat screen TV, a couple of older looking couches, and lots of space for us all to sleep on the floor.
"Awesome," I said and the guys and Mariah smiled.
We all headed to the back room and there was already a bunch of puffy blankets and pillows spread out all over the floor.
"You will be sleeping here," Niall said, taking my bag and putting it down in an area on the floor by the couch. "Next to me."
He then winked at me, and I chuckled and kissed him on the cheek.
"Enough of that," Harry said and all but Niall laughed (although you could see he wanted to). "I'm going to go create food."
"Thanks for letting us know," Zayn said and we chuckled.
"Make the mini-tacos!" Mariah shouted after him.
"Mini-tacos?" I asked and Mariah gasped.
"You are so new here," she said and I nodded.
"Well yeah," I said and she laughed.
"Harry makes tacos in Tostitos Scoops," Niall said and I nodded.
"Sounds good," I said and he smiled.
"I wanna play Call of Duty!" Louis said and I raised my hand.
"So do I!" I exclaimed and I sat down on the floor next to Lou.
It was comfy, I have to say. All the puffy blankets and pillows (more than I could count in a short amount of time) made everything really relaxed. I liked it.
"I have an idea," Niall said, sitting next to me and grabbing a controller. "Me and Lou versus Cole and Mouse."
"And the winning team goes against Zayn and I," Liam said and we all casually nodded in agreement.
We started the match, and Niall and Lou got ahead almost instantly.
"Come on babe you can do better than that!" Niall tried to encourage me, then shooting me from behind.
"I'm trying, I'm trying," I said and he smiled and kissed me on the cheek.
For that one second that he was distracted, I shot him in the head and put Mariah and I ahead of them.
"Killed for showing signs of affection," Louis sighed. "Dude, until we win, just ignore her."
"Oh thanks Lou," I said sarcastically and he chuckled.
I then knifed him in the gut and the guys shouted.
"What a coincidence!" Liam shouted and I laughed.
"Final kill, come on Mouse shoot him," I said and yet Niall killed her.
"And we lost," I said and Zayn gasped.
"Hey she's got sweets in here!" He shouted, throwing the bag of marshmallows I packed at me.
"Thank you, Zayn, for snooping through my stuff," I said sarcastically, opening the bag of mini-mallows.
"Do you have laced panties in here for Nialler that you're trying to hide?" He teased and I threw a couple of marshmallows at him.
"Shut up," I whined and Niall put one arm behind me and leaned on it.
"Do ya?" He teased and I laughed and pushed him over.
"No," I chuckled and he laughed at me, sat back up, and kissed below my ear.
"Liam and Zayn it's your turn to try and beat us," Louis said and I threw a marshmallow at him as well.
"You only beat us because I had was paired with Mouse," I said and she whined.
"Hey!" She defended herself and I chuckled.
"I'm kidding," I chuckled, putting a little white candy in my mouth.
"Gimme some," Niall said, opening his mouth.
He was lying on his side and leaning on his arm. I looked over at him and he goofily shot me a smile.
"How bad do you want a couple?" I asked, holding up the bag.
"Really bad," he said as Louis started to set up a new match of COD.
"Open," I said and he opened up his mouth.
I dropped a marshmallow in his mouth yet he kept it open.
"You just can't be satisfied can you?" I teased, dropping another candy in his mouth and he closed it.
"Lets not get mushy," Harry said, coming back into the room and putting a plate of finger foods in the middle of us.
"Food!" Niall shouted and I couldn't help but chuckle.
"Zayn, Liam get a controller," Louis said. "Niall pay attention. If me and Niall win, we get to be cute with our girlfriends tonight with no complaining, if Liam and Zayn win then we can't be boyfriend-like at all for the rest of the night."
"Deal," Liam said and Niall sighed.
"We better win," he said and I chuckled and kissed him on the cheek.

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty Two
Right as I closed the door, my dad popped up beside me.
"You need to teach me how to do that," I said and he sighed.
"It took you almost a half hour to walk here?" He asked and I shrugged.
"I was asleep when you texted me," I said. "If it wasn't for Niall I'd still be sleeping."
"Well what were you sleeping with Niall for!?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.
"Calm down," I told him. "We were just hanging out and got tired. Nothing happened."
"Did he try to pressure you?" My dad asked and I shook my head.
"No," I said, "and I don't really think he's that kind of guy."
"Cole, I know you really like this kid, but all guys-"
"Want the same thing," I finished for him. "Guys think with their crotch and will do whatever they can to get what they want."
"Exactly," my dad said, pleased that I pay attention to him.
"No," I sighed, shaking my head. "Niall's not like that, Dad. I promise he's not just looking for that."
"Yes he is," he said.
"No he isn't," I shot back at him.
"Whatever," he said. "You get pregnant I'm not taking care of your child."
"What!?" I shouted and my dad shrugged.
"You need to grow up Cole," he said. "Life isn't a fairy tale and just because someone seems like a good person doesn't mean they are."
"No!" I shouted and then I sighed. "Okay, Dad, maybe that's how life turned out for you, but I'm not you. I'm not you and I'm not mom and I can make smart choices! You don't think that I look at your past and I look at how mom is and the first thing I think is 'don't end up like that. They wouldn't want you to end up like them.' I'm sorry if I offended but everyone isn't like you or mom or whoever it is you were around when you both made your mistakes. Why don't you do me a favor and try putting some good thoughts in my head for a change! I'm depressed enough without any help from you!"
"Cole," he sighed and I shook my head.
"I'm going upstairs," I said. "Don't bother following me."
I then stormed upstairs and into my room. I didn't hesitate slamming the door, and I pulled out my phone. I looked through my contacts and found exactly who I was looking for. I called them, and they answered right away.
"Cole?" A peppy British accent rang out.
"Are you free?" I asked, choking on a sob.
"Yeah, of course, are you okay?" He asked, the level of concern in his voice rising.
"I just need someone to talk to," I said, still fighting back all the tears that wanted to pour out.
"A-alright," he said. "So what's wrong?"
"My dad and I got into a fight," I said, calming down a bit. "He thinks all Niall wants is to get with me and I know he's different. He's not like my last boyfriend but my dad just doesn't see it. He's living in this world where everything always goes wrong and he's trying to suck me into it."
"I'm sorry sweetheart," he sighed. "Can I ask what happened with your other boyfriend?"
"There's really just one that was particularly bad," I sighed. "He hit me and yelled at me. He was always trying to get me to do things with him and when I refused he'd hit me again."
"I-I'm sorry," he said. "How old were you?"
"I started dating him when I was fourteen and I got away from him when I turned sixteen," I answered him.
"Two years of that?" He said, shocked and I finally broke.
"Y-yeah," I said and he sighed.
"Do you wanna come over hun?" He asked. "Niall's here and he could comfort you, and you can just vent to all of us."
"I dunno," I said, unsure if I wanted to go back downstairs and deal with my dad while trying to leave.
"You don't have to if you don't want to," Louis said, "but Harry's a pretty good cook and he could whip up some comfort food. You could sleep over and just relax, it'd be fun."
"I guess," I said.
"Alright," he responded, his voice lightening a bit. "It'll be good to just spend the night away from him and let things cool down."
"Yeah," I said, starting to like the idea of spending the night with the guys. "Is Mouse there?"
"She is!" Louis chimed. "So I'll see you in a bit?"
"Yeah," I said, "I just need to pack some stuff."
"Okay sweetie," he said. "I'll have Mariah wait by the door for you."
"Thanks," I said and we both hung up.
I went around my room and packed pajamas, clothes for tomorrow, my toothbrush, hair ties, a pillow, and my favorite blanket. I also threw in my I-Pod and the bag of mini-marshmallows I had in my room for no reason. After zipping up my bag, I went downstairs and headed for the door.
"Where are you going?" My dad snapped at me.
"I'm spending the night at the guys' with them and Mariah," I said with a bit of an attitude, obviously annoyed with him. "Problem?"
"Don't get pregnant," he shot at me and I rolled my eyes and walked out the door.

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty One
We got to my room and I let Cole down on the bed. I then got in myself and draped one arm around her waist. After putting my arm around her, Cole cuddled herself up to my chest. I smiled at her wanting to be close to me, and wrapped my other arm around her and held her tighter. Her back was to my chest, and put my mouth to her ear.
"Would your dad approve of this?" I asked and she chuckled and turned to face me.
"Probably not," she said and I smiled and kissed the tip of her nose.
Cole then buried her head in my neck and I pulled her as close to me as she could possibly get.
"You smell good," she said quietly and sleepily.
"You're adorable," I responded, and I felt her smile against my neck.
"I am?" She asked innocently and I smiled and kissed her temple.
"Mhmm," I hummed and she yawned.
"You wanna sleep princess?" I asked and she nodded against me.
I let my eyes slowly close as Cole fell asleep in my arms. I'm falling hard for this girl. Hard and fast.
~COLE'S POV~
I woke up a few hours later to soft lips on mine.
"Cole," a sleepy Irish voice said to me. "Sweetheart wake up."
"Hmm?" I hummed, half asleep and looking at him.
"Your dad just texted you, he wants you home," he said.
"You looked through my phone?" I asked and he shook his head.
"No," he said. "I just felt it vibrate against my... Yeah. Anyway it had fallen out of your pocket and I saw he had texted you."
"Niall don't freak out," I chuckled. "In wouldn't have cared if you looked through my phone. Besides, you wouldn't have found anything interesting in there anyway."
"Oh," he said awkwardly and I smiled and lightly kissed him.
"So my dad wants me home?" I asked and he nodded.
I got out of bed, stretched, and Niall crawled over to the edge of the bed and puckered his lips. I chuckled an sweetly kissed him, and once I pulled away he smiled.
"Can I walk you home?" He asked and I shrugged.
"If you want to, sure," I said and he smiled and put his feet on the floor.
I sat down next to him and he put his arm around me.
"Do you really have to go?" He asked and I chuckled.
"Niall, I live three houses down not 3 million miles away," I said and he laughed and pulled me down on the bed with me, so we were both lying down.
"Shush you," he growled jokingly, grabbing my waist and tickling me.
"Niall!" I squealed and he smiled and tickled me more.
"I got you," he laughed and I smiled and tried to escape his grip.
"I'll let you go if I get a kiss," Niall chuckled, still tickling me and I squirmed enough to crash my lips to his.
Niall instantly stopped tickling me, relaxed, and kissed me back slowly and passionately. He slowly wrapped his arms around me and I put my hands on his neck.
"So have I found the tickle monster's weakness?" I asked and he smiled and nodded.
"You have," he responded, kissing the tip of my nose.
I smiled and sat up.
"Niall I really gotta go," I said, standing up.
"Alright," he sighed and we walked out of his room and out of the house.
Once we got outside, Niall took my hand and intertwined our fingers together.
"I wonder what your dad wants," he said and I shrugged.
"Maybe something about tour," I said. "Or maybe something about my mom."
"Your mom?" Niall asked. "I thought you don't talk to her."
"I hadn't for years," I said. "But I guess people found her and now she wants custody of me."
"We'll she'd never get custody," he said. "Would she?"
"She could," I sighed. "But my dad doesn't have the best record either and she could wiggle her way into having me to herself."
"Oh," Niall said quietly and we arrived at my house.
"Hey," I said, looking up at him. "Don't worry about me okay?"
"I care about you Cole," he said, taking both of my hands and looking into my eyes. "I care about you a lot and she isn't good for you."
"I know," I said, a bit speechless. "Just don't worry okay?"
"Why are you pushing me away?" He asked and I sighed.
"I'm just not used to people other than my dad actually caring about me," I said. "I'm used to people not really giving a crap about what happens to me."
"Cole," he said, his eyes showing how hurt he was.
Whether he was hurting for me or because of me I wasn't sure of.
"I gotta go," I said and he put his hands on my arms.
"Please let me look after you," he said and I fought back tears.
"Give me time," I said and he nodded.
"Okay," he said and then he kissed me on the cheek. "Text me later?"
I nodded and I started to open the front door.
"And Cole," Niall said quietly.
"Yeah?" I asked, turning around an I was engulfed in a hug.
Niall hugged me, probably as tight and close as he could, and he slowly stroked my hair.
"It's gonna be okay princess," he whispered and I buried my head in his neck.
"Are you sure?" I asked, tears stinging my eyes.
"I'm sure," he said. "I won't let anything bad happen to you."
I looked up at him, a few tears streaming down my cheeks, and he wiped them away with his thumbs.
"Promise?" I asked and he let go of my and stuck out his pinkie.
"Pinky promise," he said and I wrapped my small finger around his.
He then lightly kissed my lips and smiled.
"Text me," he said and I nodded and walked inside.
Author's Note
I'm really sorry if I have a ton of grammatical errors in here! I wrote it on my phone and auto-correct is awful. I hate having a bunch of errors but I feel like you would rather me just get these chapters up then spend another day looking through and editing this so... here they are!

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Summer Love
Chapter Twenty
~NIALL'S POV~
While we cuddled on the couch and watched Harry Potter, I couldn't help but steal a glance at Cole here and there. I just want her to be all mine.
"Hey Cole," I blurted out, not really thinking about what I wanted to say first.
"Mhmm?" she hummed, looking at me, not completely but enough.
"Would you be my girlfriend?" I asked and she put all her attention on me and smiled.
"I'd love that," she said and a huge smile plastered on my face as I leaned in to kiss her.
She smiled through it and pulled me in closer to her. She wrapped her arms around my neck as I lightly pushed her over so she was lying on her back and I was hovering over her. Her arms still draped around my neck, one hand hanging into the air and the other tangled in my hair. I nibbled on her bottom lip a bit and then ran my tongue over it, knowing exactly what I wanted, and she let me have it. She tugged on my hair and let out a little moan, and I slipped my tongue in her mouth. When I pulled away for air, she put her hands on my chest to keep me from trying to get some more.
"You're good at that," she said and I smiled.
"I am?" I teased and she nodded.
"Mmhmm," she hummed, putting her hands on my neck.
I chuckled and went back to kissing her, deeply and passionately. She slid her hands under my shirt and I almost shivered. Her touch shocked me at first, not in a bad way... I liked it.
"I want it off," she mumbled against my lips and I smiled and pulled away from her.
I easily pulled off my shirt and hovered back over her, and she smiled and traced the abs I don't believe I have. Her touch sent chills through my body, and made my heart start beating faster.
"You know, I have this hot boyfriend," she said and I smirked.
"Oh really?" I said and she smirked as well.
"Who would that be?" I continued.
"I think you know," she responded and I pressed our foreheads together.
"I'm not sure I do," I said. "Could you show me him?" I asked and she smiled and roughly kissed me.
"How's that?" she asked and I smirked again.
"That's great," I growled, roughly kissing and nipping at her neck.
She lightly tugged my hair and let her head fall back.
"Oh really?" she finally managed in a weak voice, obviously pleasured by what would be a new mark on her neck.
I looked back at her and she kissed me hard again, tugging on my hair some more. I tried to hold it back, but let out a slight moan against her mouth as she bit my bottom lip and tugged my hair at the same time. I let her in and slid my hands under her shirt. She let me take it off of her, and our make out session continued. I was kissing her neck, trying not to leave another mark but wanting to at the same time. She is mine now, and people ought to know it.
By the time both of us were completely out of breath and she had moved her hands to my jeans, the door opened.
"Woah, woah, woah, get a room!" Louis shouted and I got off of Cole and sat up.
"This is a room," I said and Cole sat up as well and put her shirt back on.
"A private room," Louis said and Harry laughed.
"All I have to say is way to go Nialler!" he said and I blushed.
"Yeah, yeah," I said and Cole chuckled.
I put my shirt back on and stood up. I looked down at Cole who then looked around and awkwardly smiled.
"Hi," she said quietly and innocently, and I chuckled.
"You are adorable," I gushed, holding out my hand and helping her stand.
"You are making things awkward," Liam said to me.
"You need a girlfriend," I jokingly shot back at him, and we all chuckled a bit.
I then looked back at Cole, who was standing next to me, and I put my arm around her. I pulled her closer to my side, and put my lips to her ear.
"I could use a nap," I whispered sweetly. "You?"
She looked at me and sleepily nodded. I decided on giving her a piggy back ride, and turned around so she could get on.
"Come on," I said. "A princess deserves to ride in style."
"So Niall's are the new style?" She asked, hopping on my back, and I laughed.
"Definitely," I said and she giggled as I carried her to my bedroom.

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Summer Love
Chapter Nineteen
He laughed as I ran to the side of the street and jumped in a huge puddle. “You’re such a child,” he shouted, running after me.
“Yup,” I laughed, spinning around in the rain and jumping in an even bigger puddle.
“You’re so cute,” he chuckled, wrapping me up in his arms and picking me up for a second.
“I am?” I asked and he smiled and nodded.
“You are,” he said and I smiled.
He leaned in and kissed my nose, and then slowly kissed my lips. His were soft and he was gentle. He pulled away and smiled.
“Boy to I love doing that,” he said and I smiled.
“Well I don’t mind it either,” I said and he chuckled.
“C’mon,” he said, taking me by the hand. “Let’s go home.”
We walked back to his house and went inside. No one was home, so everyone else must’ve gone out together or something.
“I need to change,” I said and Niall nodded.
“Me too,” he said. “Do you want a pair of my sweatpants and a shirt?”
“Sure,” I said and he chuckled at my awkwardness.
Niall ran off into his room and came out with sweatpants and one of his hoodies.
“Here,” he said, handing them to me. “You can change in the bathroom and I’ll probably just be out here.”
I went into the bathroom and changed, and then walked back into the living room. Niall was watching a movie, and when he saw me he motioned for me to sit next to him. I sat on the couch beside him and he put his arm around me.
“What do you wanna watch?” he asked and I shrugged.
“Anything,” I said and he flicked through the channels and put on Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
“This is my favorite Harry Potter,” I said and he smiled.
“I like the last one,” he said. “There’s more fighting.”
I laughed and he smiled and pulled me as close to his side as I could get. I rested my head on his shoulder and he pulled a blanket over to two of us.

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So I know I haven't written much in the past few weeks, but guess what? I'm starting again! I'm going to continue with Summer Love so you might want to go re-read some of my last few chapters. I'm planning to have chapters up today or tomorrow so look for them!

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