Miss Lauren Rebecca Robin Spanks Hatfield Stringwell
Noughts and Crosses♥ One Tree Hill♥
The Goonies♥ 08.11.09♥ Wall-E♥
Bowling For Soup♥
I'm not afraid of anything but those I love getting hurt.
Dreams and ambitions
•Get kissed in the rain Achieved with the help of my boyfriend •Never be fake
•Get kissed under mistletoe
•Get given a rose Achieved with the help of my boyfriend •Get given my favourite flowers (Daisies/Sunflowers)
•Get kissed in the snow Achieved with the help of my boyfriend •Go bungee jumping
•Never lose my best friend, Batman Not achieved...I lost him
•Get the best possible grades for me in my GCSEs Not Achieved...I tried my hardest but I know I could have done better •And then A-Levels
•Go to University
•Never give up Not achieved...I gave up
•Overcome my fears Just about done •Make lots of good memories In progress
New year Resolutions
♦Make a new friend
♦Make friends with those I've lost
♦Stop being a bitch Kinda failed at this one ♦Show my boyfriend I love him Might be doing ok on this one ♦Talk to my Mum more
♦Learn to drive
They say boys aren't work crying over. Well what if you're in love with him, crazy madly in love with him, and he implied you'd been ignoring him and tried to break up with him when you did nothing of the sort. What about then? To be honest I don't care because it's too late now. I'm already crying and have been since I got off the bus. To make it worse I got home to find a letter from the place I ordered his flowers for Valentine's Day from. It made me hurt so bad to think he thinks so little of me now and a month ago he was adoring the flowers I'd got him and adoring me.
You're stood at the edge of the road, waiting to cross. Have you ever thought of stepping out in front of the oncoming car? You might of thought of it once or twice. Every time I cross the road I think 'What if I just stepped out right now?' The only thing stopping me is the thought that the person driving the car would feel guilty and that they wouldn't be able to live with the fact they'd just killed someone. That's the only thing stopping me.
Things you should know about girls: •We get jealous easily •We are not your 'chick' or your 'bird' •Sometimes we love it when you're strong but we also like it when you're a little vulnerable every now and again •Sometimes we want to be alone but we really just need you to hug us and don't say anything •We like it when men make the first move •Sexual gain with us is not to be discussed with your 'buddies' •If you're going to cheat...Don't bother just leave us If you're going to cheat, don't bo •We often feel we're not good enough for you, if we are, reassure us •Don't put down other girls in front of us. We'll get scared we're going to be that girl one day Feel free to send me a message or comment with another one and I'll add it :) •
I believe in abstinence. A girl at my college asked me if I was religious as seen as I was waiting. How could I tell her that I was sexual abused as a child and the thought of it scares me? My boyfriend knows and as I lied about why I was waiting, he gave me a reassuring smile. He was there when I needed him most. His love gives me hope. Tried adding it to lgmh but it was too long :(
IsThisTheDream? Is this your dream? Is it everything you wanted? Do you still want it? Do you want to be here? Is this a nightmare to you? Or still a dream? Do you love it? Do you hate it? Is it enough? Are you who you want to be? Is this the dream? I know it's rubbish. I was sat in General Studies and I wrote what I felt. With each question another popped into my head. Fav it or not.
Tomorrow, baby. Tomorrow we will have been together for exactly one year. I love you more each day. I've learnt so much about you since that one day a year ago. You make me feel so special and beautiful. You make me happy. I love you so much Sam. ♥
30 Days, 30 Letters. Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country. Dear Person In Another Country, My name's Lauren. I'm 16. I wonder if you can even read this? Me been English not everyone will be able to. I wonder what your life is like. Tell me about it? Are you poor or rich? Do you go to school? It will be so much different to the schools here in England. It's weird to think there are people out there living their life in a different language. In different conditions. Mainly because I've never lived anywhere other than England. I know this letter is going to sound silly. It's also kind of jumbled so I'm sorry. Love Lauren x Dear person in Anothe
His eyes tell me so much more than he ever could. They show me when he's jealous, They show me how strong his love for me is, They show me when he lies, They show me when he's worried about me. I love his eyes. They're beautiful and so much more. All mine :) but you may steal.
30 Days, 30 Letters. Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most. Dear The 6 year old me, I miss you. You were so carefree. You didn't want to grow up like all the other kids. You were different, everyone told you you were. I can tell you that growing up ain't very fun. It hurts sometimes and it makes you happy sometimes. Growing up has to happen though so live your life. Don't pay attention to the kids who pick on you or the people who tell you you're not beautiful. None of that matters, just have fun. When you grow up you're going to be beautiful and you're going to have a boyfriend who tells you you are. He's the most amazing boy you'll ever meet and he cares for you. Way more than anyone else ever has. I wish I could be back being the crazy, carefree 6 year old me but I can't. Love The 16 year old me x
I miss the way his hair feels in my hands, I miss his naturally gorgeous smile, I miss his arms around me making me feel protected, I miss the tingly feeling as my cheek brushes against his, I miss his hands on my stomach, I miss the passionate kisses, I miss the way the touch of his skin on mine gives me butterflies, I miss the way he takes my breath away by just being with me, I miss so much about him. The difference between this story and a break up? I know I'm going to see him again soon and I won't have to miss them for long. <3