I broke down today. For the second time at school. After English class (which wasn't so great for me), I was in Geography class and (we have computers at school) I got an e-mail from a teacher and I got worried (but that's another story), so I asked my best friend about it and she said I was freaking out for nothing and that I was overreacting and that kinda cracked me. I knew I was overreacting, but it's like, don't point out my problems if I already know them. I started getting teary, and I didn't want people to see that I was weak, so eventually it got so bad I asked to go to the bathroom. I locked myself in a stall and just let the tears flow. And the worst part of this whole thing is that I was crying for no reason. I hate that. That I'm so weak. My friend, she's so strong. I've always wanted to be like her. She's amazing. I'm even getting teary writing this... I just wanna be good at stuff. I'm like, average at everything. Not good, not bad. I could list every single one of these things right now, but I really don't want to. Anyways, knowing her, I knew my friend would come to the bathroom to get me. I heard the door open and it was her. She knocked on the door of the stall and after catching my breath, I just said "Occupied". And you know what she said? She said: "Well then I'm gonna stand here until it's unoccupied". And I knew i could't change her mind. So after some persuasion, i just unlocked the door, walked out, and gave her a hug. And she didn't let go for at least a good two minutes. That's why I can never be angry at her, even when she's always right. Because she's awesome. She's an amazing friend; a better friend than I could ever be. I look up to her. I strive to be like her. I don't feel like I deserve as good a friend as her, and that's the truth. But thanks for listening Witty, I really needed to let that out.