Everyone changes and its either for the best or the worse. I've changed, but not for the [best] for the [worse]. I let things get me upset when I shouldnt of even shed a tear. I regret letting my e m o t i o n s get the best of me. Because its not like me to second guess everything. To overreact to stupid little comments. And to care even about what people thought of me, used to be the last thing on my mind. I miss the old care free me. The girl who would laugh at the most stupidest things ever. The one who acted crazy with her best friends. I want to change back, but I want to know first is..Will you be my friend again? Everyone deserves another try right. A second chane to show you that Im the old me again.The real and true me. all mine. ventttt. sorry. add if you like? comment please[:
Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.
WHAT DO I THINK? I think these 2 years have changed us all. I think we finally realized what we need, & who we need. I think we finally realized the friends that have always been truthful, and the ones who were (-out to get us-) I think we all became closer, and we all started to except eachother. We dropped the drama, and we listened to others. We changed ourselves, & by doing that wechangedeachother. We made a difference in eachother's lives, impacted them in ways that are different for us all. We were there for eachother, and sometimes thats all we needed. That's what i think<3
And oh you got so much going for you, going right But I know at 14, it's hard to see past Friday night He wasn't right for you & still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back & you're wondering if you'll survive, but you'll make it through this and you'll see, that your still alright to be as strong as you can be.
and its funny how : one s u m m e r can change everything. : i t must be something about the h e a t : and the smell of chlorine, fresh-cut grass : a n d honeysuckle, asphault sizzling after : late day thunderstorms, the steam rising : while e v e r y t h i n g drips around it. : something about l o n g , lazy days and : and w h i r r i n g air conditioners and : b r i g h t plastic flip flops from the : drugstore thwacking down t h e street. : something a b o u t fall being so close , : another year, another summer, stirring : up like the storms that crest at the end : of each day, blowing out all the heat : and dirt to l e a v e behind everything : gasping and cool. everyone can reach : back to that one s u m m e r and lay a : finger to it, finding the e x a c t point : where e v e r y t h i n g changed. : that s u m m e r was mine. `-------------------------------------->> [that summer] sarah dessen
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June 21, 2009 7:27pm UTC
Will we think about tomorrow Like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this Would never end and suddenly It's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that Will follow us 'round? Will these Memories fade when I leave this Town I keep, keep thinking that it's Not goodbye keep on thinking it's →A Time Fly