I haven't been on here in forever!! But i'm writing two stories on wattpad. One is a Niall fanfiction and the other is a werewolf story.. My username is SeaShimmer on there and the stories are called Strangely Unique && Feels Like Snow in September.
Loved You First Chapter 9. I looked at him with hurt in my eyes. "Louis, please.." I whispered. "I can't, Taylin.." He said standing up and walking out. The tears started pouring from my eyes as Justin walked back in. "What's wrong?" He asked taking me into his arms. "Justin, I hope you understand.. I like you but I'll always love Louis.. I don't want to lose either of you, but I need you now more than ever.. Please understand." I said crying into his chest. "I'll be here Taylin, I always will be. And I do understand and I'll try my best to understand." He said kissing my head and holding me. /// A year later.//(sorry for skipping so much.) Justin and I are still together. Louis doesn't talk to me, the other boys do though. My feelings for Louis have changed. I still love him, but not like I did a year ago. Well, today is Justin's and my one year anneversiary. We were taking a trip to Spain, because I've never been and that's my dream place to visit. We were packing and on our way to the airport. I was wearing jean shorts and a cute shirt with flip flops. I had my hair up in a messy bun. This was going to be a semi long plane ride, but atleast it would only be Justin and I. We loaded our stuff into his vehicle and took off towards the airport. "Are you excited?" Justin asked glancing over at me. "Yeah!! It's going to be amazing." I said smiling at him. He placed one of his hands on my leg and rubbed little circles with his thumb. ///Arriving in Spain!!!/// When I got off the plane I was in awe. It was absolutely stunning. "Wow.." I said taking in the sweet smell of flowers. "Gorgeous, huh?" Justin said before kissing me. I nodded my head and continued to look around. When we got to the hotel, I wanted to go out and tour Spain. Justin and I showered the got dressed and we went to go out. I wore jean shorts with a cute blouse and white gladiators. I left my hair down and curly. I didn't bother to put any make-up on. The paps were on us the moment we left, but I didn't care. "Ohhh babe! Can we go in there?" I asked pointing to a store. He smiled and we went in. "Okay, I have something special planned for tonight, so If you want something to wear for it, get it baby." Justin said looking around. I smiled and couldn't help but wonder what was planned for tonight. I picked out a cute purple high low dress with wedges. Justin said purple looked best on me, so I bought the dress in purple instead of the black one. //Back at the hotel// I was getting ready for our date tonight as well as Justin. I slipped the dress on and added some jewlery. I put the necklace on that Justin bought me fore my birthday. "Are you ready babe?"" Justin asked through the door as I added a finishing touch to my eyes. "Yeah." I said peeking through the door. "Close your eyes." I said as he closed his eyes. I stepped out into the room. "Open." I said smilling. He opened his eyes and instantly smiled. "You look stunning babe." He said kissing me. I smiled and we walked out. We were heading to the beach for our date. We walked down a pier to a table waiting for us. It had my favorite kind of roses in the middle with a beautiful sunset view. "Wow, Justin." I said hugging him. He pulled my chair out for me and we sat down. "Okay, Taylin. I have something to tell you." He said smiling. e was a bit nervous and I thought it was the cutest thing in the world. "What's that?" I asked. "I've never been the type to fall in love easily. In fact, I've only been in love with one person and that person is you. I'm so lucky to have you. So, with this I promise to love and cherish you for as long as were together and then some. I promise to always be there no matter what and more importanly I promise to love you with every bit of my heart. Taylin, I love you." Justi said as he slid a promise ring onto my finger. I got up ad kissed him. "I love you too babe." I said as I sat back down. We talked some more, ate then walked on the beach for a while. When we got back to the hotel I changed into some short shorts and one of Jutin's shirts and cuddled up to him on the couch. I heard a knock on the door so I went and answered it. Niall, Liam, Harry and Zayn were standing there and Niall was holding JayJay, mine and Justin's dog. "BOYS!!!" I yelled as I hugged each one of them and invited them in. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked playing with JayJay. "We have band stuff, and since we're staying at this hotel Justin asked if we'd bring JayJay and to surprise you!" Liam explained. I smiled at Justin. "How have you guys been and where's... Louis?' I asked. "We've been great and he stayed behind. Didn't wanna come over.." Zayn said. I nodded and looked at Niall. "How are you guys doing?" Harry asked. "We're perfect. Just got back from a date... Where Justin got me this!" I exclaimed showing the boys the ring. They all liked it. We chatted for about an hour before they decided to go. I walked them to the door and I jept Niall back. "Im going to have to talk to him sooner or later.. I'm sick of this.. Tell him, please?" I begged Niall. I felt like I needed to correct things between Lou and I... A/N: **. AWW! Jaylin! The perfect couple! And don't worry, there will be more of the boys in the story, it's a slow mysterious stoary that by the end, you'll be shocked, confused and probably sad wanting a sequal..(:
Loved You First Chapter 8. "Can we talk?" I heard a familiar voice that pierced through my heart. Niall didn't get a chance to respond to what I had just told him. We both looked up at Louis. "Yeah mate, I'll get going." Niall said hugging me then scurrying out the door. Louis walked over and awkwardly stood there at the foot of my bed. We stayed silent until I got confident to just say something. "Why did you make such a big deal out of that kiss?" I asked him, looking directly at him. He tried not to make eye contact, I could tell he was upset with himself and I. "I don't really know.." He spoke softly. "Bullsh/t Louis. You know damnn well why you got mad and stormed out. Don't lie to me.." I said looking away. Louis didn't reply. But I could feel him looking at me so I quickly looked back at him. He looked away. "Lou, look at me. Can't you see? Everything happened because of you. I was inlove with you and you completely blew me off, so I started dating Justin and you got more and more distant. I thaught dating Justin would get my mind off of you, maybe I could trick myself into thinking I didn't still love you and wish that you would've made me yours. But nothing worked. Even when Justin and I were intimate. You. You were always in my mind. Always. Justin could see it, he wasn't really happy, so I left, told him you were my first choice and that you always would be.. I called Niall, crying my eyes out driving and this is what happens. I wreck and while I'm sitting here all I can do is think about how different it would be if I never met you and if I never bumped into you that day, if I never fell in love.. Maybe I would of been happier, but I couldn't get that lucky because I did fall. And I fell hard, but you couldn't see it.. You couldn't see how much you meant to me and how much I loved you... Louis, I miss you. I need you. But, I can't.." I said crying. Louis had tears and his eyes. I finally let out all my feelings. I did what I thought I could never do, but I did and it hurts more now than it did before. What was Louis going to say? I thought to myself as Louis' expression shown for a confusion of words and heartbreak. I sighed and wiped my tears. "Just tell me what you want me to do Lou!! I'm tired of this, I'm either your or I'm going back to Justin. Your choice." I said finally getting a little frustrated. "I'm scared to make you mine, because once I put a title on things I tend to treat them differently. I love you Tay, I do but.. I'm scared. What would I have done if I lost you? I wouldn't be the same. You complete me, my other half. I'm only me when I'm with you and the boys and when you're not there a part of me is missing. I just.." He said sitting down and looking at me. I got closer to him and wiped away his tears. I looked in his eyes. "Louis, I once heard something from A.A Milne.. It goes: "If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you.” "Louis, just call me yours, everything will be okay. I promise." I whispered. He looked at me and pulled his hands from mine........... A/N: **. Oh, wow... Talk about sad... Taylin lays down all he feelins.. Will they get together or will Louis leave her, hopeing he made the right choice? Keep reading to find out!(:
Loved You First Chapter 7. It's been a almost a month and Louis has talked to me. He's been ignoring my text and calls, aswell as the other boys. I knew something was up, this wasn't like Lou. "What's wrong? You have been miserable.." Justin said to me. "Nothing.. Just been thinking." I said faking a smile. All I could think about was Louis, even when Justin and I were at our upmost romance. "About Louis? Don't think I don't know.. You love him." Justin said moving away from me. "Justin.." I started to say but he kept talking. "No, Taylin, I know you.. He's all you think about, even when we had s*ex! I never really understood until now. I was just a rebound, someone to get your mind off of him and I guess I backfired on you because he hasn't left your mind since the day he walked in on us kissing." Justin said getting upset. I couldn't lie to him because everything he said was true. "I didn't date you just to get my mind off of him, I liked you, but my feelings for him were way different. You weren't a rebound... You were my second choice and I'm sorry but he will ALWAYS be my first choice... I'm not some kind of hoeee. I don't use guys, and it's actually kind of pathetic you would think of me like that.. Exspecially after everything we went through." I said gathering my things and leaving. I got in my car and the tears came streaming from my eyes. I dialed Niall's number, I knew he would answer eventually. "Hello?" His irish accent rang through the phone. "Niall.. I need help." I said crying and trying to keep my car on the road. "What's wrong Tay? You sound like you're crying." He said concerned. "I have been, I am. I need help.. Niall.." I said right before I was slammed againt my steering wheel. Everything went black and Niall;s voice grew dimmer and dimmer as well as the sun... I woke up in my bed with an extreme headache and a really sore body. I blinked until my vision unblurred. "Louis.." I called out when I seen a figure. "No, it's Justin." The voice said kind of mad. I was actually disappointed that Lou wasn't there. "Oh.." I said forcing myself to sit up. "What happened?" I asked him. "You got side-swiped and you're head bounced off the steering wheel, you got a concussion and a broken wrist. That's all.." Justin said. "And a worried Niall!" I heard a accented voice say. I turned my head and seen Niall standing there. "NIALL!" I said happily and I knew that cut right through Justin because he stormed out of my room. "Are you the only one here?" I asked as we hugged. "No, all the other boys are here... Lou is devestated.. Taylin, we need to talk." Niall said taking a seat. "Good, we need to talk." I said ready to lay all my feelings and thoughts out on the table. "What is going on with you and Lou? He hasn't been the same since he went back in your house to get his phone.. He's been unhappy, quiet and self-kept. That's not Lou at all... You know you can tell me anything." Niall said with concern in his eyes. I started to tear up so I looked away. "He came in on Justin and I kissing and he completely freaked out and I was a bit/ch towards him. We haven't talked since then. I've tried talking to him but, no response, not even from Harry, Liam or Zayn. You're the only one that would talk to me. I know I shouldn't of freaked out but I never really understood why he did.. He made a big deal out of a little kiss." I said trailing off into my thoughts. "He acted that way because he loves you. Him and El broke up not to long ago, he was devestated but more in the fact that you were no longer his.." Niall said before I interupted him. "I was never his to begin with. We never dated." I said looking dead at Niall. A/N: **. Please give me feedback on how you like the story so far and some ideas of what YOU think will make it better. . Wow, this is all going downhill.... Let me know whatcha think!!! (:
Loved You First Chapter 6. "Hey I left my---" Louis said as he walked in the kitchen seeing what was happening. "I see you're busy, I'll be going." He said going to turn around. "Lou it's just a kiss.. Calm down. " I said aggrevated as I handed him his phone. "Wow, Taylin.. Just wow." He said shaking his head and slamming the door. I sighed and started crying. "What's wrong babe?" Justin asked taking me into his arms. "I just... I love Louis to death and he was fine earlier now he's all upset about us. I just don't know what to think or do." I said wiping my eyes. I let out a deep breath and got out of Justin's grip and went upstairs. He followed me to my room. "Tay it'll be okay, I mean.. Louis really cares about you, I've heard stories from Niall.." He said sitting on my bed. "I don't want to get into this conversation, stay here tonight?" I asked him. "I'll stay of you want me to." He said standing up. "I'll go with you to get clothes okay? Let me grab JayJay." I said smiling and going downstairs to grab JayJay. We all walked out and got in the car. JayJay laid in Justin's lap as he drove and I was staring out the window thinking about Louis and how he was acting and everything like that. We pulled into his driveway and we all got out and went into his house. /// We got back at my house and JayJay took off to her room. Justin and I wakled upstairs and set his stuff in my room. We then walked back downstairs and put in a movie and fell asleep watching it. The next morning I woke up still wrapped in Justin's arms. I gently moved his arms and went to the restroom. When I came back he was still asleep. I carefully laid back down with him, facing him. I put his arms back around me and I looked at him. "I'm so lucky to have you, I never wanna lose you." I whispered before cuddling up to him. "I never want to lose you." he said softly running a finger through my hair. A/N: **. Please give me feedback on how you like the story so far and some ideas of what YOU think will make it better. . Aww, Jaylin! What a cute couples name! (: Louis got a little jealous? And Taylin is second guessing things, oh my what will happen???? Keeep reading to find out!
Loved You First Chapter 5. I woke up and showered then threw on soffee shorts and a t shirt. I threw my hair in a bun and put flip flops on and headed to the store. I needed to pick some things up, I was spending the day cleaning and Louis was supposed to come over. When I got to the store I got what I needed and I walked through the magazine Isles. There was a guy putting up new magazines. I seen a thing that said 'Justin's new girl?" on the cover so I grabbed one. I flipped through the pages until there was a spreadsheet of Justin and I kissing on the pier and ones of our dinner and me going over there and everything. I grabbed one and went up and paid. I hoped Louis wouldn't see because I wanted to tell him in person. I raced to my house and seen Louis wasn't there yet. I felt a sigh of relief so I parked and went inside. I put the bags on the counter and put them up and left the magazine on the table. /// I heard a knock on the door so I yelled Come in. I heard five different voices enter my house. "I'm in the kitchen." I hollered as I seen Niall. Of course he was the first one to come in here. "Food?" He asked. "Yeah, it'll be done in about an hour." I said turning around and hugging all five of them. Niall made a pouty face but then it turned into a smile when he seen the magazine. Niall knew I was dating Justin because Justin told him because they're really good friends. Niall promised he wouldn't tell because he knew I wanted to do it. He flipped through the magazine. "Harry will you watch the food? I need to talk to Louis.." I said looking between the two. Harry nodded and Louis and I walked outside. We sat down. "What did you need to talk about?" He said. "Uhmm.. Louis, our friendship is great. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You might be upset when I tell you this but I couldn't wait forever.. I'm dating Justin." I said staring at the ground. Louis was silent and I was scared of what he would say. "Taylin, I understand.. I actually have something to share with you as well.." He said kind of hurt sounding. "What?" I said looking over at him. He looked away. "I'm dating that girl you introduced me to. We've been together for about three weeks now." He said looking back at me. I felt relief knowing we both had moved on. We never dated but we acted like it and all the feelings were there. "So we're good now?" I asked smiling. "Yeah, we're fine." He said laughing. We got up and went back inside. They were all eating. Lou and I grabbed a plate and started eating. I heard a knock on the door so I answered it. It was Justin. "He babe." He said greeting me with a kiss. I kissed back. "Hey. The boys are here." i said welcoming him in. We walked to the kitchen and niall instantly greeted him then all the others did. "Hey Justin, can we talk?" Lou asked him. They walked outside and I sat down next to Niall. *Louis's POV* Justin and I went to where Taylin and I just were. We sat down and I looked at him. "Don't hurt her." I said. "I won't. I promise. She means the world to me. I won't let anything happen to her. Don't worry." He said with honesty. "I'll keep you on that promise.." I said as JayJay ran up to us. We walked back inside and JayJay followed us. We sat down and we chatted. *Taylin's POV* All the boys had left and headed to their hotel. Justin stayed behind and helped me clean up. "So, Louis talked to me today. It was weird.." He said as we were doing the dished together. "Really, about what?" I asked him. "He told me not to hurt you and he was really serious about it. I think he still has feelings for you." He said handing me a soapy plate. "No, he has a girlfriend. The feelings are gone. And besides I have you." I said wiping bubbles on his face. "Oh no you didn't!" He said grabbing a handfull and throwing them on me. We had a bubble fight in the middle of the kitchen. "Oh no!" I said slipping and landing in his arms. We were covered in bubbles. He looked into my eyes and we kissed. "Hey I left my---" Louis said as he walked in the kitchen seeing what was happening.. A/N: **. Please give me feedback. Aww, Jaylin! What a cute couples name! (: More Louis will be added. The next chapter will be oh my one direction amazing. <3
Loved You First Chapter 4. I've been talking to Justin a lot in the past few days. We've been hitting it off great. I liked Louis but when I was talking to Justin, it was a whole other feeling. I liked Justin and I liked Louis. You could easily say I was torn between the two. The more I talked to Justin the less Louis talked to me. He knew we were talking and I didn't think anything of it, I just thought he was busy with the band. Anywho, Justin and I were hanging out, I was going over to his house. I got dressed in a pair of jean shorts with a cute shirt and a pair of Toms. I got in my car and headed off to Justin's. I arrived shortly. I walked up and knocked on his door. "Hey Justin!" I said greeting him with a hug. "Hey Taylin." He said hugging back. "What's planned for the day?" I asked taking a seat and playing with his puppy. "Well, it's up to you, I was just wanting to hang out. I don't car what happens just as long as you're here." He said taking a seat next to me. I smiled and blushed a little. "Such a flirt!" I joked with him. He smiled and didn't say anything. //// We started to play some video games and I was beating him.. "I'll make you a deal. I win you go to dinner with me tonight." He said looking over at me. "And If I win?" I asked him. "I'll go jump in the pool fully clothed." He smirked. "Hmm. okay, Have fun in the pool." I said trying to cover up how I really wanted him to win so we could go on a ''date''. We played and played, until he won. "I won! You have to go to dinner with me tonight!!" He said looking at me and laughing. "Only because I let you win." I said smiling. "So you wanted to go to dinner with me?" He asked with a smile. "Yeah, actually I do." I said ready to let all my feelings out. He smiled and got closer to me. "You know, Taylin. I like you, I really do. So think of tonight as me taking you on a date." He said looking into my eyes. I wanted to kiss him so badly but I restrained. "Okay." I said smiling and breaking the intense eye lock. I left Justin's and went to my house to get ready. I took a shower and got my clothes ready. I picked out something nice to wear. I put on a cute white strapless dress with a cute belt and some heels. I curled my hair and did my make-up. When I was down I heard a knock at the door. I rushed down and opened it. Justin was standing there with a rose. "Aww!" I said taking the rose and hugging him. "You look beautiful Taylin." He said smiling. "Thank you." I said as we linked arms and walked to his car. He opened the door and shut it for me. We took off and headed to a really nice resturant. We linked arms and walked in. We got our table and sat down. "This is gorgeous." I said looking around. "Not as gorgeous as you." He said kind of softly. I think justin really liked me, or atleast he was acting like it. We ordered and ate then headed back to his car. "Thank you for the dinner." I said looking over at him. "You're welcome but I still have another thing planned." He said keeping his eyes on the road but smiling. I smiled and looked out my window wondering what he had planned. The car stopped and we got out. We were at a beach. It was nearly sunset so we walked down the pier. We stopped at the end. "Wow." I said amazed at how gorgeous it looked. "Taylin.. I brought you here to ask you something." He said looking over at me. I looked over at him and I could tell he was nervous. " Taylin, will you go out with me?" He finally said it. "Yes, i will." I said hugging him. He pulled from the hug and kissed me. We intertwined our fingers and took a walk on the beach. It was perfect. A/N: **. Please give me feedback. Aww, Jaylin! What a cute couples name! (: More Louis will be added. The next chapter will be oh my one direction amazing. <3
Loved You First Chapter 3. *A few months later* Louis and I stayed in touch but not that often. We stayed good friends. Meanwhile, I had just bought my own home, and today I was out to find a small companion to live with. I had to go to someone's house at 12 to look at puppies they just had. I woke up and got ready. I had on jeans and a cute t shirt. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. It was a short drive and I finally arrived to the house. It was huge. I parked and walked to the door. I rang the doorbell and waited. "Are you Taylin?" A voice said. "Yeah." I said turning and facing them. My jaw dropped when I seen who it was. "Hi, I'm Justin. You're here to look at the puppies right?" He said smiling. All I could do was nod my head. "Well, come on in. They're in the back." He said as I walked into his gorgeous home. We walked through his house until we reached the back, we walked outside and went over to the puppies. Oh my were they cute! "Awww!" I said catching eye of them. I started playing with them. "It's so hard to chose!" I said playing with the puppies. "You'll kow when the right one comes along." He said getting down and playing with them also. This one puppy, it was a her, she kept snuggling up to me. "I think I'll take her. She seems to like me." I said picking her up and cuddling her to my chest. She licked my chin and rested her head. "Yup, this one." I said stnading up. "how much?" I asked him. "No need. You can have her. But let me give you my number." He said smiling. I handed him my phone and he programmed his number into my phone and I did the same with mine. "Thanks for the puppy!" I said as we walked to his front door. "Thanks for coming out and picking this little girl up." He said as we walked outside. "You're welcome, and I'll be sure to keep you updated on her, if you'd like." I said smiling. Justin was adorable and I liked him. He was a nice guy. "That'd be cool, well Taylin it was nice meeting you and I'll talk to you soon." He said smiling. "Nice meeting you too. Thanks again for the puppy!" I said walking to my car. I got in and put the puppy in a comfy little box with blakets and we took off. I got home and called Louis. "Hey, Taylin!" Louis's voice rang happy through the phone. "Hey Lou! Guess who I met today while getting my puppy!" I said showing the puppy her new home. "Who?" Louis asked. "Justin Bieber. He even gave me his number and let me have the puppy for free!" I said happily. "Niall will be so jealous!" Louis said and chuckled. "He wants to hang out again sometime." I said. "You totally should." Louis said, both lines fell silent for a few before Louis spoke again. "Well, Tay I gotta go, band stuff. I'll call you later, bye!" Louis said then the line went dead. "That was weird huh?" I said talking to my puppy. "You need a name.." I said to myself. I sat there and played with her until I landed on the perfect name. "JayJay." I said as she crawled up and laid on my leg. I snapped a picture and sent it to Justin. JayJay: http://images.hoodbiz.org/nlarge/bulldog_female_puppy_akc_25141432.jpg A/N: **. Please give me feedback. I know this is a One Direction fanfic but hey why not add a litttle Justin Bieber? This is going to be probably one of the best stories I've written. You guys will love it I just know you will! (:
Loved You First Chapter 2. I ordered some food and waited in line. I got it and turned around to find a seat and I bumped into someone and my food fell to the floor. "Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry!" A familiar voice said. I rolled my eyes and bent down to pick up the food. "Let me help.." The guy said bending down and helping me. "Oh, no. It wasn't your fault. I should've been paying attention.." I said standing up. I decided to get a look at the gentlemen standing infront of me. He smiled and held his hand out. "I'm Louis." He said smiling. "Hi, I'm Tayla." I said smiling. I was acting cool because I knew exactly what Louis had just helped me. "Tayla? That's a pretty name.. Well since your food got dropped let me buy you something." He offered. "Oh! You don't have to, it'll be okay." I said politely even though I just wanted to scream yes. "No, let me buy you some food and I can take you back to meet the guys." He said smiling then he looked at the cashier and ordered exactly what I had dropped and then ordered himself some food. We waited and it wasn't awkward at all.. Surprisingly. I walked with him to the employee break room where the other four boys were. "Hey boys, I hope you don't mind I brought food and a visitor." He said setting all the food on the table. I awkwardly waved. "No need to be nervous.. We're just like the guys that you would go to school with. five normal lads." Niall said smiling. I nodded my head. "What's your name?" Harry said charmingly. "Tayla.." I spoke softly. "Nice to meet you Tayla." Liam saidd hugging me. "Hello Tayla!" Zayn said grabbing his food. "Hi." I said smiling. I felt comfortable around the guys, not nervous or anything. I grabbed the food Louis had ordered me and sat down. "So, tell us about yourself." Harry said before taking a bite. "Well, My name is tayla and I'm 19. I am actually a huge fan of you guys.. Have been since the X-Factor days.." I admitted kind of embarassed. "Aww, isn't that sweet!" Liam said smiling. "Did you ever go to one of our concerts?" Zayn asked. "Yeah, two. Front row both ones." I said taking a sip of my soda. "I knew you looked familiar!! Lou here spotted you and just kept talking about this girl he had seen." Niall said patting Louis's back as his face turnt tomatoe red. I looked at Louis and smiled. "Is that true Louis?" I asked. "Umm, yeah. I thought you were actually really pretty. My type." he said taking a bite of food. I it my lip and took a bite of food. That was probably one of the things a girl wishes she could herar. Louis tomlinson calling her pretty, before they ever met. <3 A/N: **. Please give me feedback. I know this chapter is okay.. but it will get better I promise, just bear with me.**
Loved You First Chapter 1. "I remember the day we met like it was yesterday.. Our love story drifting back into my mind.. The painful memories of our happiness and completion. I want it back.." I thought the same thought every morning when I would wake up. I'm still trying to move on but I'm having a really hard time.. Well, since I'm telling you about my love life, I might as wel start from the very beginning... I got up one morning and went on my daily run. But I felt that day would be different, for some reason I felt like something was gping to happen.. I just didn't know whether it would be good or bad. I shrugged the feeling away and kept running, but the thought kept creeping back into my mind, almost to the point of consuming me alive. I felt as if I needed to figure out why I felt today would be the day for something magnificant to happen. I decided to go back home and put on a pair of jeans and a tee and headed back out the door. I drove around until I got stuck in traffic.. "You've got to be kidding me!" I said sighing. I tried to get a glimpse of why the traffic was so backed up. I finally got a view of a huge line of people. "What the hell?" I said turning my radio on. Nothing was on so I shut it off. I waited for about two hours before the traffic finally started going faster. I parked and went into the mall. It seemed pretty normal. I decided to go get some ice cream up at the fod court. Now this is where it gets interesting.... A/N: **Sorry guys I've been suckish. ALOT has happened and I haven't been in the writing mood but this IS the story i promised you guys. Please give me feedback. I know this chapter sucks but it will get better I promise, just bear with me.**
If you're gonna be somebody's heart break, if you're gonna be somebody's mistake, if you're gonna be somebody's first time, somebody's last time. Baby be mine. If you're looking to be somebody's 'just friends', a little laughin', little lovin', never callin' again. That's just fine, if you're gonna be somebody's heart break. Be mine. <3 Somebody's heartbreak- Hunter Hayes.
Truly, Madly, Deeply. Chapter Twenty-Five. The doctor's say I passed out because of exhaustion and that I would be fine but I have to rest a bunch for the next week. Which means he doesn't want me getting up and going places. While we were at the hostpital Zayn talked to the doctor about bringing Aviella home and the doctor said we could in about two weeks. **Two Weeks Later** Zayn and I were on our way back home with Aviella. We pulled intot he driveway and carried her inside. She weighed about 7 pounds and 8 ounces. Se was 18 1/2 inches long and she had a head full of hair. She was absolutely gorgeous. I carefully took her out of her carseat and sat on the couch with her. No one in the house knew we were bringing her home today, they thought she got to come home in a few weeks. They were'nt expecting her to be in my arms when they all walked in from grocery shopping. I heard the car pull up and I hurried up the stairs and into Aviella's room and Zayn hid the car seat. "Hey Zayn, you guys are back early, where's Hollyn?" Sienna asked. "Oh she's putting the finishing touches up in Aviella's room, go check it out.. You'll be amazed." He said leading them up the steps. "Can we see?" Zayn asked through the door. "Yeah." I said smiling. Zayn opened the door and they all walked in. "What finishing touches?" Niall asked. "I'll shw you." I said turning around and picking up Avi. I turned and they all gasped. "She's precious!!" Liam said smiling. "Just like her daddy." Sienna said running her hand gently on her cheek. "Can Uncle Niall hold her?" Niall asked. "Yeah." I said gently passing her into Niall's arms. He kissed her forehead. "She precious. Take a picture, please?" He asked handing me his phone. He looked up and smiled and I snapped the cutest picture. "I can't believe she's home so early." Harry said smiling as they took turns holding her. I laid her down in her bed and we walked downstairs. I took the baby monito with me so I could rush up there if she needed something. I went into the kitchen and got some carrots out. "I'm glad she's home with her mommy and daddy, so now we can stop worrying about stress and all that jazz." I said looking at Zayn who was sitting at the table. "Yeah, but now I have to worry about protecting her and making sure nothing bad happens to her. She's my little girl and I'll be damned if something happens to my babygirl." He said pulling me onto his lap. "Nothing is going to happen baby.. I promise." I said leaning in to kiss him. After the kiss Avi stated to cry so I rushed upstairs. Turns out she needed a diaper change and she was hungry so I fed her and brought her downstairs. 10 Months Later!!*** Aviella is now 10 months old and she is perfect. She's crawling, standing up on her own and trying to walk. She says mama, dada and Ni. Ni standing for Niall. Which he thinks is the cutest thing ever. He spoils her like no other. Niall is probably the best uncle ever. "Hey babe. I have a surprise for you." Zan says walking into the bed room. "And that is?" I asked looking up at him. "Just dress nice and meet me in the middle of London at 12. Kay?" He says kissing me then walking out. I gave him a weird look but shrugged my shoulders. I got dressed in a cute light pink dress with light brown wedge boots and I had my hair fishtailed and to the side. My make-up was a light brown. Aviella was dressed in a cute dress and tights. I loaded her into the car and got in and headed to meet Zayn. I parked and got Aviella out and walked until I seen Zayn. He was standing there waiting on me, wearing the outfit he wore the day I met him. "What do you have planned?" I asked smirking. "Uhm, I've actually been planning this for awhile now. Uhm, Hollyn I love you and I wan to spend my life with you. I have something I want to sing you.." He said smiling. I could tell he was nervous which was adorable. "Like all those days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kissAnd all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured thisI’m just the underdog who finally got the girlAnd I am not ashamed to tell it to the world Truly, madly, deeply I amFoolishly, completely fallingAnd somehow you caved all my walls inSo baby say you’ll always keep meTruly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with youIn love with you.. Will you marry me?" THE END.. <3
I heard you're a player. So let's play a game. Let's sweet talk. Let's play fight. Let's talk 24/7. Let's tell each other good morning and good night every day. Let's take walks together. Let's give each other nicknames. Let's hang out with each others' friends. Let's go on dates. Let's talk on the phone all night long. Let's hold each other. Let's hug and kiss. And whoever falls in love first? Loses.
OK guys. I'm starting a new fan-fiction next Monday. It's going to be called Loved You First. I will give more details sometome this week, but I need your help on which boy should be the main character. Please comment on here or my profile and tell me. I'll choose between the two that get the most votes !:) Vote: Harry's out! Louis Niall Liam Zayn VOTE!! :)
Truly, Madly, Deeply. Chapter Twenty-Four. Zayn and I have been going to the hostpital every single day to visit our babygirl. She only has to stay in there for another month then we can take her home. They haven't given us a exact date on when though. "Is she getting better?" Liam asked us when we got home from seeing Aviella. "Yeah, surprisingly well. The doctors say she's still growing how a baby should grow when they're in the womb." I said taking my shoes off and sitting down. "That's good. We can't wait to meet her." Louis said sitting next to Liam. "Yeah, I'm going to go shower then I'll be back and I'll start on dinner." I said standing up. I fixed my pants then went upstairs. I was just exhausted. I haven't been getting much sleep because I've been scared something's going to happen while we're not there. I haven't been able to eat because the fear just consumes me. It's been terrible. I grabbed a pair of shorts and a black tank top and laid them on the bed. I went into the bathroom and turned the water on, got undressed and stepped into the shower. When I was done, I got out dried myself off and put my clothes on. I dug through my drawer for a cute pair of socks. I've lost all the baby fat from when I had baby fat. I had the body I always wanted now. A flat tummy, big butt, and my boobs got bigger (from being pregnant). I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. My soaking wet hair was up in a messy bun. I searched through the cabinets. I walked into the living room. "Niall, do you want to run to the store with me?" I asked him. "Yeah, let me get shoes on." He said getting up and heading into his room. I slid on my white and hot pink Jordan's and walke over to Zayn. "I'll be back. Love you." I said kissing him. "I love you too baby." He said kissing me back. I went in Niall's room and took one of his jackets and threw it on. We walked out to my car and got in. "What's wrong?" He asked me. "Is it that obvious?" I said glancing over at him. "Yeah, you seem exhausted and sad." He said rolling his window down a bit. "That;s what happens when you have a baby in the hostpital. I can't sleep or eat hardly anymore." I said turning into the paarking lot. We drove around until we found a spot then went inside. "I'm sorry Hol." Niall said hugging me. "It's okay." I said as we grabbed a cart. "What do you want to eat tonight?" I asked him. "Pizza sounds fine." He said smiling. I knew he'd say that. We went back and bought six pizzas. Then we went and got some drinks and snacks. "Done?" I asked him. "Yup." He said as we headed to check out. "The total is $!05.69" The lady said. I pulled out my money and handed it to her. "Keep the change." I said even though it was only like 1 cent or whatever. We walked out to my car and put the bags in the back and headed back home. When we got there Niall helped me carry the bags in. I turned the oven on and let it warm up before sticking two pizzas in there. Eventually all six pizzas were done and sitting out in a row on the kitchen table. "Guys it's ready." I said peeping my head into the living room doorway. Niall was the first to jump up and run into the kitchen. Everyone followed him including myself. I grabbed one piece of pizza ad nibbled on it. Hoping I wouldn't throw it all back up later like I have been doing. My body just isn't working right for me anymore. No one knew how truely exhausted, hungry and tired I was. I didn't want them knowing. I took a few bites before I started feeling sick. I set my plate down on my lap and just looked at it. I sighed and looked to the floor. I was sitting on the stairs. Sienna came and sat next to me. "Are you okay? You don't look so well." She said taking a bite of her pizza. "No, I'm fine." I said suddenly feeling strange. "You sure.?" She asked. "Yeah..." I said falling back against the stairs. I just passed out. Authors Note: Woah, totally didn't see that one coming!! Will Hollyn be okay? Comment and let me know what you think so far. Pretty please?
Truly, Madly, Deeply. Chapter Twenty-Three. "Why? Tell me what the hell is going on!" I said, my voice getting louder and angrier. "If we don't get her out she's going to die. I realize you're only six months pregnant now, but we can keep her in a incubator until she gets better but we need to hurry." The nurse explained. I stopped arguing and changed. I laid down and she rolled me down to surgery. This would completely break Zayn, just as much as it was breaking me. I remember seeing bright lights before entering darkness. I blinked my eyes. Bright lights everywhere. I kept blinking until everything stopped being blurry. "My baby." I said frantically looking around. No one.. Nothing. Just me. "NURSE!" I screamed while pressing the help button. The nurse came in quickly. "Yes?" She said looking at me. "First please sit me up and where's my baby?" I asked as she sat me up. She stayed quiet. "Where the hell is my baby?" I asked again, a bit more harsh sounding than before. "She's still with the doctors." She said before walking out. I heard a soft knock and I yelled come in. A very upset Sienna and Zayn entered the room. "Hey baby." Zayn said moving next to me. He bent down and kissed me. His eyes were red and puffy like he had been crying, as well as Sienna's. "Did they tell you anything?" I asked looking back and forth between the two. They didn't answer at first until I asked again. "Yeah, she's not doing so great.. They think it's to late.." Zayn said wiping his eyes. "what?" I said feeling the tears. "Why didn't they tell me?" I asked letting the tears fall. "Because they wanted you calm and to relax and heal, but that isn't going to happen." Sienna said taking a seat and crossing her arms. "Well they're so dumb if they thought I wouldn't find out." I said wiping my eyes. I was never the one who showed their feelings very well, but all this was just to much for me to handle. This is exactly what my father was talking about. I knew it would happen, I just didn't think it would be this painful. "I can't lose her." Zayn mumbled under his breath as he dug his face into my neck and cried. "Baby, we're not going to lose her." I said trying to comfort him even though I was thinking of every bad possibilty I could and I couldn't stop myself from thinking about it. A couple hours later the doctor walked in. "Hollyn.. We have good and bad news." He started off. I held my breath. "What?" I said letting out a deep breath. "Good news is Aviella lived, we had many troubles and complications but she pulled through.. Bad news is... She'll have to be in here until she three months old." He said with a sorry look on his face. "But my baby is okay.. Can we see her?" I asked. "Yeah. But you can't hold her." He said as the nurse helped me into a wheel chair. Zayn wheeled me down there and Sienna followed. We rolled up to her incubator and just stared at her. "She's tiny.." I said softly and crying. "She's so gorgeous though, just like her mommy." Zayn said putting his hand on my shoulder. I rested my head against him and kept staring at Aviella. "Our little miracle." I said smiling. There is nothing like seeing your child for the first time. Knowing she's all yours. Wanting to hold her in your arms forever and never let her go.. Only to realize you can't hold her or let her leave the hostpital for another three months. It hurt but all Zayn and I were worried about was that she's okay and ours completely. Our Aviella Noelle Malik. Our precious baby girl. Authors Note: !Oh my goodness! Makes me want to cry. Comment and let me know what you think so far. Pretty please?