My name is Reana! I love music and my friends and Witty & Tumblr. I love love love Homestuck!! It's my life. My best friends are Jenny, Aly, Morgan, Chloe, Bibi, Jolie, and Areli! I love them so much. If they left I think I'd die!!! Anyway my birthday is February 14 and I live in Arizona in The Middle of Absolute Nowhere. I follow back xoxo.
one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there
As I entered the hospital, and walked down to your room, I saw you lying there, peacefully sleeping; you looked happy. But then I noticed your wrists and how t he bandages were stained red. I sat down beside you, and I saw all of your scars covering your arm, and then I realized how many times you needed someone, and how many times that I was not there. And I'm so, so sorry.
And if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself get a better mirror look a little closer stare a little longer because there’s something inside you that made you keep trying despite everyone who told you to quit you built a cast around your broken heart and signed it yourself you signed it “they were wrong” because maybe you didn’t belong to a group or a click, maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show and tell but never told because how can you hold your ground if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it? you have to believe that they were wrong they have to be wrong
To this day, despite a loving husband, she doesn’t think she’s beautiful because of a birthmark that takes up a little less than half of her face kids used to say she looks like a wrong answer that someone tried to erase but couldn’t quite get the job done and they’ll never understand that she’s raising two kids whose definition of beauty begins with the word mom because they see her heart before they see her skin and that she’s only ever always been amazing
I’m not the only kid who grew up this way surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme about sticks and stones as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called and we got called them all so we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us that we’d be lonely forever that we’d never meet someone to make us feel like the sun was something they built for us in their tool shed so broken heart strings bled the blues as we tried to empty ourselves so we would feel nothing don’t tell me that hurts less than a broken bone that an ingrown life is something surgeons can cut away that there’s no way for it to metastasize It does.
So I was singing a song to my friend Anna on Skype, and I was about halfway through it when my guy-friend (who, btw, I have a crush on!) Scott joined the call, and when I finished singing he's all "Oh, that's it?" and I started freaking out and I dropped my mouse. So I'm like, "Ahhh!! Scott! I'm sorry you had to hear that ahh." And he's just like, "No that was really good!" ASDFGHJKL;
Questions? Yup. Explain your answers. 1. Would you ever kiss someone with facial hair? Ehhh... depends on what kind c: 2. What, in your opinion, is the worst possible way to die? Alone, unloved, and in pain. 3. What do you think about people who love someone of the same gender? I think the same of them as any other person. 4. Are you mad at anyone currently? For once, no U v U 5. What are you wearing? School shirt, gym shorts, jacket 6. If you could marry any boy at your school, who would you pick? There IS this one guuuyyy.... 7. Where do you want to live when you get older? Tallahassee, Florida C: 8. Could you see yourself dropping out of highschool? No!! Ahh I can't even think about it ._. 9. Is there anyone who you have feelings for currently? It's complicated, but yes. And I'm pretty sure he's got feelings for me too <3 10. Who do you want to see right now? Scott c:> 11. What is something you disliked about your day? Ummm...nothing, actually! 12. Did you date anyone over the summer? Yes. Ugh. 13. Ever sleep on the couch with someone? Yeah c: 14. If you could marry any celebrity who would it be? Ughh Tom Hiddleston<3 My mom doesn't really want me to but she was O.K with Niall Horan or anyone from 1D haha 15. What are you looking forward to? Talking to my friends on skype<3 16. What colour of eyes tugs on your heart strings? Brown or green eyes aahhh~ 17. Describe your perfect wedding? Something romantic, like at sunset on a beach <3 18. Would you join the military? Nah, I lost a family member in the military so. Bad memories. 19. What is your dream job? To be a famous author<3 20. What do you hate most about life? How much I'm expected to do, who I'm expected to be and where I'm supposed to take my life. I just want to grow up without someone glaring at me 24/7. 21. What something you need to improve on? Being social and accepting compliments. 22. If you could LEGALLY assasinate any person who would it be? Romney. 23. Anyone like to use you as a pillow? Chloe does, and basically all my friends do. 24. Have you touched your crush at all? Yeeeesss<333 Like 2456543245 times haha 25. How do you write the word "Okay"? Okay. 26. Anything make you angry today? Yes. Myself. I basically work myself up and get angry for no reason. 27. Can you tell if someone is fake? Yes. I mean its all in the way the treat others and how the treat themselves. Its not hard. 28. Does someone like you right now? I think so.. 29. How many piercings do you have? 2 c: 30. Who did you like 3 months ago? Matt. 31. What made you like the guy you like at the moment? Well this is kinda hard coz I like two guys but lets talk about the one I see everyday. I've known him for like three years, and the first two years we were all cute and friendly but this year he's like..wow. Wow. He's basically all nice and perfect and woweee I like him a lot<333 32. Do you find tattoos attractive? If they have meaning to them or if they are cute~ 33. What colour looks best on cats? white & black! 34. Ever overdose on medication? Once 35. Do you think suicide is just a silly statement? No. Suicide is totally NOT a joke. 36. On the topic, would you ever attempt suicide? Yes. 37. What do you like most about the person you like? His eyes and laugh and the things he does when he thinks no one is looking uvu 38. How are you feeling at the moment? Tired 39. What is your favorite song? Sleepy Little Town - JT Hodges 40. What was the hardest death of your life? Great gramma 41. Are you mad at the world? Yeah t-t 42. Who is the funniest person you know? cHLOE 43. What are you craving? Panda Express. 44. Do you think lips are attractive? Yeeeeessss. UUUNNNF 45. Did you lie during any of this? Nope U v U"