The Power Of Words
CHAPTER ONE
You See, people dont realize all the hurt I get. The nasy, rude comments on facebook,calling me an 'ugly rat faced doll' or something really worse like "oh my god. She's just a Dog! look at her face! omg get boob implants or something! any change wouId be better then this she should die of embarrasement." never wanted to tell anybody about this. I Was afraid that if I did, nothing would get better. I thought, it wouldn't change anything. It's gotten worse. There was words.. then, videos. And then the cyber-bullying came to reality. "Whats up, Barbie?" This Group of snotty girls would say. There the Barbies, they wear pink everday,and have bleach blond hair, shiny lipgloss and higheels. And, "Honestly That Comment Makes No Sense. Your The Barbies.. Look At You" I wanted to say, but I didn't have the courage. I Just smirked and walked away. I never tried to let it get to me. But the things they were saying.. stayed in my mind and could never be forgeten.
So today, I dicided to give telling my teacher about it a try, hoping it would work. But.. "Oh, Amanda, don't worry everything will be fine." Mrs.Arbuckle said.
When I got home i went to the kitchen. I pulled a drawer open. In the drawer where three knifes. I picked one up, slid it shut and hid it from my family and went to the bathroom. In one attempt to cut myself and commit suicide, I paused for a moment. im taking this to far i thought. I ran back downstairs and put the knife back. Instead I ran up to my room and slammed it shut. I few mintutes later I heard the door to my bedroom open. It was Ryan, My Seven year old brother. "Whats wrong, Amanda?" he ask with a tear coming down his cheeks.It must hurt him to see me like this.
"You wont understand." I Said "Oh.." he said, "i'll just tell mom to come-'' "No!" i screamed "dont!" he was shoked and closed the door and ran out. "You'll understand one day, Ryan. Just not know. It would be to complicated for you to understand" I said to myself. Goodness, i hated myself for that, but he was to young.
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AUTHORS NOTE:
oh my thanks for reading! and it would be great if Steve saw this! please get him to check it out! and sorry for the short chapter. This was the first one, but they will get longer
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