The girl introduced herself, and after a few minutes of awkward small talk, Rex looked her in the eyes and asked permission to give her a nickname. He'd given nearly everyone he knew a nickname. "I guess," she said, gathering and tucking a lock of her hair behind her ear. "Sparks." She laughed, "Sparks?" "Sparks. Because that's what I see all around you." -The Seventeen Second Miracle ♥
Roses are red, violets are blue, Sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you. But the roses have wilted, the violets are dead The sugar bowl's empty, your wrists are stained red. The sun isn't shining, the sky isn't clear; There is no silver lining cause you're no longer here. Rain keeps on pouring, there's no end in sight, You're laying there frozen, so far from the light. Your beauty's unreal, your smile the sun, But time can't be turned nor your actions undone. The words that you wrote that only I read, 'I love you so much; please don't cry when I'm dead.' A bond that we formed, a love that ran deep, A pain that we shared; a friend I could keep. I wanted to hold you, wipe the tears from your eyes; Been there a moment you said your goodbye. I want to forget but most times I don't. I want to let go, but I know that I won't. Tears on my face, memories burned in my head; The roses have wilted, the violets are dead. ♥ nmq
I remember there was a time... You were my Sunday aftrenoon. A breezy bike ride in Central Park, A sun drenched picnic in June. You were my favorite book, The song I sang in my sleep. That comfy old hoodie... You adored but let me keep. But our world became cold & You pushed yourself away. I lost a little piece of you.. With every passing day. But you were a wildfire Never to be tamed. I was a fragile sapling... That would never be the same. Now you're in the silence, Every empty glass of whiskey. & I replay that drunk voicemail... When you said that you missed me. But time heals all wounds Ones that burn, Ones that bleed. And this lonely scar.. Is exactly what I need. ♥
Mirror, Mirror Mirror, mirror on my wall, I want to be pretty, thin & tall, Mirror, mirror, if I change my hair, Maybe someone will start to care? Mirror, mirror, if I starve myself, At least I'll be beautfiul, forget my health, Mirror, mirror, if I cut my wrist, Will I feel like I exsist? nmq
There's This Guy... He's in my grade & a few of my classes. He's one of my good friends. Really sweet and funny, all of that. Some days I dont't smile enough, hardly at all, actually. Today was one of those days. But Then... I went to band rehersal, cause I'm the loser who plays an instrument. But he does, too. As I was walking back to get my folder, he stopped and said, "Hey Allison." "Hi, Braden," I replied simply. "How are you today?" He asked me, and I shrugged. "How come?" He asked, understanding I wasn't great. "I don't know, I guess I'm okay," I forced out a smile. "Well, I'm sorry," he said, seeing past the act. This is going to sound silly, but simetimes I depend on that. Like I said before, he's really nice and sweet. We hadn't talked much before this year, but now we talk all of the time. Everyday he stops and asks me how I am, and that makes me feel like someone cares, it really does. Nobody ever takes the time to see how I am, all except him. And he'll never know how much I appreciate that. Even That Small Gesture.
Why can't everyone be like Agnus from Despicable Me? She is given a toilet brush as a unicorn, And bends down, kissing the Minion on top of the head saying, "It's beautiful." Why can't people find the beauty in others like that? ♥
"You're Gone. You're Dead. There's No Going Back." If you are thinking about suicide, give this a listen. It changed my mind, and maybe it can change your mind too. http://soundcloud.com/eriikaa/sucide I saw someone else post the link in a quote, so I listened. It changed my mind, and quite possibly my life. Thank you, to the girl who posted this. ♥
Smart girls are the overthinkers, the insecure ones, the difficult ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. The trust less people. Their insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. Of course they try to live away from a drama-filled life. Smart girls know what their worth, now that's a girl worth keeping by your side. -Drake ♥