maybe if i had
screamed louder,
you'd hear me.
maybe if i had
smiled more,
you'd think i was happy.
maybe if i had
talked more,
you'd listen.
maybe if i had
lost weight,
you'd like me.
maybe if i had
worked harder,
i'd be good enough.
maybe if i had
cut flowers instead of my wrists,
you wouldn't have left.