Today I bought a new bottle of shampoo. I looked on the back to see the directions and it said: "Why are you looking at the directions? It's shampoo, just put it on your head. Gosh, you're so stupid." Well, Thank you shampoo. Thank you. *didn't really happen :P*
SHE is laying in bed with the door locked. The curtains are drawn and the lights off. The Notebook is in the DVD player. An empty tub of ice cream is on the floor next to dozens of crumpled tissues. She's got her music blasting, so loud no one can hear her sobs. Her fingertips are smudged with black from wiping away mascara-stained tears. She's replaying their last conversation, thinking I'll never get him back. HE is sitting on the edge if his bed with the door locked. The curtains are drawn and the lights off. Call of Duty is in the xBox. The controller is laying on the floor, right beneath the spot where he nearly punched the wall in his own frustration. He's got the music blasting so loud, so nobody can hear his cries. His hair's a mess from running his hands through it. And he's replaying their last conversation, thinking she'll never take me back.
A Sad Story... A girlfriend gave a challenge to her boyfriend to live a day without her. No communication at all and said if he passed it, she'll love him forever. The boyfriend agreed. He never texted nor called his girlfriend for the whole day without knowing, his girlfriend has only 24 hours left because she was dying because of cancer. After a day, he excitedly went to his girlfriend, "I did it baby" but tears fell as he saw his girlfriend lying in a coffin with a note "you did it baby.. now please do it everyday.. I love you."
THINGS I LOVE falling asleep to the sound of rain forehead kisses getting lost in a good book warm fresh smelling clothes from the dryer finding a quote or song that describes your current situation seeing your favorite band live finding someone who gives you butterflies seeing sun after a long day of rain catching your favorite movie on tv having your ipod shuffle to a song you've forgotten about getting letters in the mail an ice cold cup of water when you're thirsty a toasty cup of tea when its cold out sleeping in the transition from winter to spring
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't wan to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're not alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.