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appleloop*
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November 11, 2014 4:24pm UTC

"You don't realize how alone you are until you're staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you can't tell anybody, because you have nobody to tell."

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October 12, 2014 5:54pm UTC

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October 6, 2014 9:05pm UTC

And besides, there's so much beauty in a storm.

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appleloop*
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October 3, 2014 2:37pm UTC

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my eyes and all is born again."
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appleloop*
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September 16, 2014 9:49pm UTC

Do you know what your problem is? You can't live with the idea that someone might leave.

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September 15, 2014 9:47pm UTC

"But maybe snow is just angels
flicking ashes from their
cigarettes down to earth,
and the days we spend home
from school playing in powdered
crystals will leave us coughing
up smoke when we turn 16.
and the light pink dress your
mother used to make you wear
will turn red where it hits your
hips and kisses the tips of
your wrists, and your mother
will ask you why there’s blood
on all your clothing and you’ll
pretend like you haven’t been
doing drugs in the bathroom
at school and crying so much.
and one of these days I’ll scream
at you to kiss me, and you’ll do it
and we’ll both burn into the ground
and watch our bones melt into
nothing because we are nothing,br>
even though we’ve got ourselves
convinced that we’re the world.
but at least your lips are against
mine.
and you don’t always feel it at
first, but when you feel it oh god
you feel it.
and liquor seems like a good idea
until it’s not.
and you’ll get better at feeling sorry
for yourself and bandaging cuts.
and you’ll get better at finding
the stars under your skin, and
learning to breathe again.
and you’ll lose your f*cking mind but you’ll find it.
again,
and again,
and again.
and I’m terrified of growing up, and leaving behind chapped lips and peach tasting kisses and fireworks and headaches and eyes filled with oceans pouring down your face and flooding your mouth, but I would go anywhere with you."

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appleloop*
posted a quote
September 14, 2014 1:49pm UTC

I've seen your frown and it's like looking down the barrel of
a gun.

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appleloop*
posted a quote
September 13, 2014 11:24pm UTC

"The only thing more unthinkable than leaving was staying; the only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I didn't want to destroy anything or anybody. I just wanted to slip quietly out the back door, without causing any fuss or consequences, and then not stop running..."
― Elizabeth Gilbert

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appleloop*
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September 13, 2014 7:32pm UTC

"It doesn’t matter if the glass is half full or half empty, drink that sh*t and stop complaining."-Rudy Francisco

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appleloop*
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September 13, 2014 6:34pm UTC

I just want to break that song into pieces and love them all to death.

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appleloop*
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September 13, 2014 5:27pm UTC

I know you and I
are not about poems or other sentimental bullsh*t but I have to tell you even the way you drink your coffee knocks me the f*ck out.
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appleloop*
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September 13, 2014 4:54pm UTC

You stopped calling to say goodnight, so I stopped sleeping.

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appleloop*
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September 13, 2014 3:53pm UTC

“
All this time I drank you like the cure when maybe you were the poison.
”

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September 12, 2014 8:13am UTC

“
" I was sixteen, laying on my bedroom floor, choking on your goodbye and cigarette smoke with the 98 degree weather burning tears into my cheeks, screaming for my mother because I figured this was it, I was going to die without you because if I couldn’t wake up and see you sleepily mumbling my name into my hair I didn’t want to wake up at all.
I was seventeen, shaky breath, shaky knees, tired lungs and wet hair but I wasn’t drowning like last summer ”
— I thought I couldn’t live without you but you were nothing more than a good morning text and someone to pass out next to
”

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September 11, 2014 6:04pm UTC

"1. When I walk into CVS, I know exactly where to find the
band-aids. Four years of tearing yourself open and you get used to
dragging yourself into your nearest drugstore with blood dripping
down your sleeve while the employees pretend not to notice and
smile at the wall behind you when they ring you up.
2. Swollen lips and sweaty “I love you’s” can make you feel
again but god I don’t want to feel anything if it means having to
sit there with my throat on fire while my ribs crack and splinter
every part of my f*cking body when he stops calling back.
3. I told my mother I wanted to fall in love and she told me she
would start planning my funeral.
4. Words get trapped inside my chest and their edges cut into my
heart. I wish I could just tell you how much I f*cking miss you. I
can’t stop bleeding.
5. My father always told me not to love someone with all of me
because they’ll slam the door one night and forget to come home
and they will take every fiber of my galactic being and leave me
with nothing but the darkness in-between the stars.
6. There are plenty of ways to kill yourself, stick a gun to the
back of your throat, fall asleep in the garage with the car on,
jump into a river and let the rock in your chest where your heart
used to be drag you to the bottom, smoke too many cigarettes, bleed
yourself dry. I think the most effective way is kissing someone
who’s name you will never be able to say without shaking.
7. You don’t drown in the ocean. You just become part of it. Your
hair dissolves into waves, your lips turn to salt, your eyes melt
into the sea. They say that drowning is peaceful but when I fell
into you water rushed into my ribcage it was just a lot of choking
and burning and thrashing and darkness.
8. When I told you I wanted you to f*ck me I didn’t mean f*ck me
over.
9. Maybe you should come over. Maybe I should change the locks. I
think I love you again.
10. I quit smoking because you could stop my hands from shaking
just as well as a pack of cheap cigarettes but you rot my insides
even worse."
-My parents keep asking why I haven’t gotten out of bed in two
weeks

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appleloop*
posted a quote
September 11, 2014 5:25pm UTC

I know I haven’t called you back in a week but I had a good reason. You asked me why my hands were shaking so damn hard and I couldn’t find the words to tell you that sometimes when two stars collide they form a black hole and your voice is my favorite song and the way your lip quivers when you’re about to cry makes my bones feel like they’re snapping in half and I love you too much to spit the black soul sucking mass of nothingness I feel growing in my chest into your mouth because you’re the brightest thing in the sky and my eyes are closed but I can still see myself burning out and I’m so sorry but I can’t kiss you tonight.

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appleloop*
posted a quote
September 11, 2014 8:13am UTC

"I miss you,
I wonder who you are now
because I know that the person ignoring my liquor spit filled voicemails
is not the same person who used to drape me over their shoulder and carry me home when the alcohol hit my knees and made me too dizzy to slur anything but “I love you”
you used to say it back. ”
— I’ve spent $982 on cab fare since you left

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appleloop*
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September 11, 2014 8:01am UTC

maybe one day I’ll be able to look into your eyes without my heart beating so hard against my chest that my ribs crack but for now I think I’ll stay under the covers where I don’t have to see you or feel how cold your hands have become

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appleloop*
posted a quote
September 11, 2014 7:33am UTC

You speak like constellations, but you're just a black hole.

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September 11, 2014 7:23am UTC

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