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Hey the name is Julie. People say I'm pretty fun to be around.. And that I am always such a happy person.
Well here's what I'd love for a lot of these people to know..
I'm insecure with everything about me. I find myself hidng my wrists in bracelets that hide my darkest secrets. I'd like to say it's all in my past but honestly. It gets the best of me sometimes.. Lost and broken is truly the person I am inside. I feel as if I let the friends and family down constantly. And I know I do..
I smoke, drink, and etc. Just to calm down and try to forget my past. Well I say past but it's honestly more like my present and future. I hate a lot of things. But what I do love I love with everything I am. Currently in the depth of denial about things I wish I could take back and erase from existence. But, drowning my sorrows in tears is the best I got to work with. I'm afraid to love.. I've been hurt way more then people think.. I don't share my past for the simple fact I'm afraid to lose the people closest to me. Not even my best friends know about my past. I just have trust issues. I reject any and all information that people make known to me unless they can make me lose an argument about it. But, usually when I reject things (which is pretty much everything) the fact or fiction will always be rejected. I've lost almost all faith in everything. I just have a mask I where around sensless people. And they can't see through it.. No one can. Not even the people I confide the most in. They are all shut in the dark around me. I smile when I want to frown. I laugh when I want to cry. I just put on a show for everyone. But I just want one person JUST ONE.. To look at me in the eyes and say "You're not okay. I can see it everyday. You're breaking apart. Tell me what's wrong. I'll listen and care" But no. That's never gonna happen.

Jewels15
posted a quote
March 20, 2012 11:47pm UTC

I chose to move,
and live with my dad.
Now, my regret is
Leaving
my best friend
and
leaving him.</3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
March 7, 2012 11:27am UTC

You lost him my dear,
You lost him forever,
Good luck with your life,
You took him from me,
Now just watch me be happy.
In bliss with him...<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
March 6, 2012 11:37am UTC

I don't want to live my life in the shadows of what we could have been.
You are always around, you think that your presence doesn't hurt me. Well it wouldn't hurt so much,
If you knew, that for me it isn't over.
<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
March 5, 2012 11:24am UTC

You're my best friend, yet you are dating the guy I love more than anything. You've taken everything that I had a chance at from me. But, I'm still your friend and do you want to know why! Because one day.. one day I'll get him and you'll see how happy I am. You'll see me get what you lost.
That's just Karma.

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Jewels15
posted a quote
January 9, 2012 10:21pm UTC

Do you love me more than life itself?
Love me more than the air you breath?
Do you love me more than Jack loved Rose?
Oh, Love me please, just how Noah loved Ally.

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 18, 2011 12:44am UTC

If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now And can't get them out of your head Then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you ♥"

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 18, 2011 12:08am UTC

My confusion for you overwhelms me.
My need for you takes over me.
My desire to make you happy threatens my happiness.
Because When I Think Of You..
I start to believe you're my world.<3
So I'll try to be strong and push through it all..
Even though you seem not to care at all...
I know you're just like me.
Looking for a dream that's everlasting
Love.
You like me.
I love you.
Falling hurts.
But, I know someday soon you'll catch me
And save me from it all.

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 14, 2011 10:33pm UTC

Count me in
and I'll be the one
to take the knife out of your spine..
Because I know
you'd be the first
to bury the blade deeper into mine..
~Framing Hanley~

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 14, 2011 10:20pm UTC

I wish he knew
how much I think about him.
From the time I
wake up
to the time that I
fall asleep..
Even in my dreams
I can't escape his
face
The second I close my eyes
I see his perfect
smile
Hold my heart baby
And never let it go
No matter the situation
<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 14, 2011 9:57pm UTC

So Friday he came over to my house..<3
Just to hangout..
I wanted to kiss him but he playfully covered his mouth and said no.
Then we got out of his friend's truck and I asked again..
He smiled and said yes..<3
I looked at him and said "whatever" then walked away..
Left him to leave knowing I finally got him where I want him.
And now I'm going to play hard to get..<3
Even though he's already had me.
I'm going to show him what it means to truly fall in love..<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 11, 2011 10:09pm UTC

He just left my house..<3
He stayed awhile!
He made me fall for him even more..
Yet, we're still friends..
11-11-11 11:11pm
PLEASE grant my wish..
I've never wanted or needed anything this much..
And I need him..<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 6, 2011 10:08pm UTC

Everything you say to me, no matter what it is, replays in my mind a million times.
I don't know why I feel this way.
But, I know you can see everything I want to say to you, in my eyes.
Like all my broken goodbyes you know I want you to be my favorite hello.
*read highlighted words*

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 6, 2011 7:35pm UTC

I'm not afraid of being
Alone
I'm just afraid of being
Vulnerable

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 6, 2011 6:35pm UTC

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Jewels15
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November 6, 2011 6:04pm UTC

So we were talking and you brought it to my attention that I would do anything for you.
The fact that you know that scares me..
We've been talking more..
You've been flirting more..
I know I am falling harder..
But, I don't care.
I want you. I need you. You're becoming the reason I get up in the mornings..<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 6, 2011 5:57pm UTC

90% of people marry their
7-12th grade Love..
Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight
IF you don't repost this, your worst week starts now..

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Jewels15
posted a quote
November 1, 2011 5:49pm UTC

Go ahead and ground me from all the things I like to do..
BUT!
When you ground me from my MUSIC..
You went a little too far..-.-

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Jewels15
posted a quote
October 31, 2011 11:11pm UTC

I have influence!
No, you don't
*I walk out of room*
....EVERYONE FOLLOWS ME....
Obviously I do or you all wouldn't of wanted to come after me.

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Jewels15
posted a quote
October 31, 2011 11:01pm UTC

And, he kissed me...
Like he meant..
Forever and Always...<3

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Jewels15
posted a quote
October 31, 2011 10:55pm UTC

For some reason when you let me wear your necklace I feel like I'm yours...
And when you ask for it back. I say "take it off I can't do it myself".
You just smile and let me wear it longer..
It's like you know what I'm feeling.
Yet, you let me fall harder and harder without any intention on catching me.
!Thanks!

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