isn't that life? just one big huge jigsaw puzzle that you can never seem to get right... filled with soo many confusing questions, and then you finally find one of the 500 bajillion pieces that fits. and you have a good feeling and then you get all excited about that and you think you've found another, but you haven't, and then the whole thing starts over again with frustration and sadness, but theres always that point of finding that one matching puzzle piece that always makes you happy all over again.. that