you have no idea how much i think about you.
i've clicked through your photos on facebook 20348 times now and i can't get over how perfect you are .
your body, hair, eyes, attitude; i can't help but fall for it. i want you to be mine.
i want to be happy with you. i want to make you feel like the luckiest guy on earth. i want you to like me, to even love me someday.
i want to mean something to you other than somebody who just helps you with your homework.i want us to send each other cute text messages and random pictures.
i want to be your friend, cheer you on during games, be there for you when you lose. get drunk with you and party and dance and laugh and have fun; tell you all my secrets, have you tell me all of yours.want to go shopping, and do crazy things.
i want to go on dates and take cute pictures and show everybody how happy we are. i want to watch romantic movies with you and fall asleep in your arms; i want to wear your hoodies. i want to kiss you forever, i want to be your first love, and you to be mine. when i see you in the halls i will run up to you and hug you and make you feel special. i want you to show me off to your friends and say, yup, that's her.
all i want is you, but all that will never happen. you have your friends, i have mine. you don't waste a second thinking about me. i'm not one of the coolest kids and I never will be; I don't get invited to all the parties, and I know nothing about sports when it's your favorite thing. i can't compare with the more beautiful girls in our grade, you probably like them more, and i can't be the girl you're so close to who everybody feels just GETS you. you can never like me because I'm me. I'm totally crazy and kind of annoying and that's just how I am, I can't help it. I can't just be normal, i can only be me, and i'm afraid that's not enough.
but who cares.
after all, you are just another crush.