I'm just a 15 year old girl. I know I'm not perfect, I know I'm not really pretty and I know I'm not really skinny either but I'm trying my best and that's all anyone should ever ask of me. I hide behind fake smiles and laughs, and I pretend my way through life. I know I'll never please everyone but at least I'd like to please myself.. I love God and believe each day is a blessing but that doesn't mean I don't go through hard times. Life is a gift so don't waste it. I love poetry and writing, I'm honest as honest gets when it comes to what I think and I really don't care what others think of me.
B/tch, I've been through hell and come out the other side, I've hated myself, tried to kill myself, starved myself and given myself scars that are constant reminders of it all. You know nothing about what I've been through, you have no right to judge me when you couldn't even handle half the sh/t I've been through..
I've loved him for two years and he knows it, we talk every night and tonight at 11:11 I told him to make a wish and he told me he wished him and his girlfriend will last forever.. He talks about her non-stop and he doesn't even care.. Just two ddays before they started dating he told me he loved me.. He broke my heart yet again..
So my mom saw some cuts on my wrist on Wednesday cause my bracelets slipped. I can tell she's been wanting to bring it up all week but I haven't given her the chance. This'll be the third time she says something and I know this time she'll make me go pour my friggin heart out to some stranger who doesn't even give a sh/t. I really don't have a clue what to do now.. We'll be off visiting random relatives for the next two weeks but after that I'm screwed.. I have no idea what to do.. Help?
HELP! K so this guy I used to like wants to get together and basically just make out. I really don't want to but I was trying to be nice cause he likes me and he took it as me actually wanting to do that. How do I tell him I don't actually but do it in a nice way?
We all need the vent category back.. Most of us don't know what to put our quotes as now. How about we just use the pictures category as a vent category instead? No one uses pictures and we need something to label the quotes as so why not?
is it really wrong to want to be pregnant and have a baby? I'm such a screw up, I'm legitimately stupid, I don't have a smart bone in my body and it seems like I have no hope of ever being better. I feel like having a baby would be the best thing I could do for this screwed up world, maybe my child would turn out better and bring something to the world. Maybe my child would love me even though I'm not perfect, maybe having a baby is the only good thing I could do in my life..
girls, how about we all stop complaining about guys and how they're awful heart-breakers who don't actually care about us? Not all guys are like that and we can be just as bad, if not worse than some of the things we accuse guys of. Give them a little grace k?
Bye Witty.. Everyone has been so amazing and supportive but I feel like it's just time to move on. I haven't been on witty very long but while I was, it was great, so, thanks everyone for that! Maybe I'll come back later, maybe not. Anyways, BYE ❤
Today was the last day of school.. I got my ex to write in my yearbook and he said "You're really pretty, don't turn into a dumb-face". That's just like him to say something like that. I wrote a friggin paragraph about how he's funny and smart and amazing and made my year better.. That was kind of awkward..