i've got shame. I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show. I'm a survivor in more ways than you know. Because all the pain and the truth I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed, so confused, I'm not broken or bruised. Because now I'm a warrior, now I've got thicker skin. I'm a warrior. I'm stronger than I've ever been. And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in. And you can never hurt me again. There's a part of me I can't get back, a little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once, I'll never be the same. Now I'm taking back my life today, nothing left that you can say. Because you were never gonna take the blame anyway...
"i didn't do anything." that's your reason for not apologizing. but guess what, you did do something. you made me cry. i don't care if i had "no reason to cry" i did. i don't care if i'm over dramatic, that's me. i have a big heart, i'm a caring person. so every little thing gets to me. i don't know about you, but my mom taught me to care about the people we love, and never hurt them. you must've missed that lesson. because you've hurt me so many times. but yanno, it doesn't matter because you know i'm never going to leave. you know you can do whatever, say whatever, and be in whatever mood, and i'm still going to be here. and i have a feeling that's never going to change, because guess what? that's me.
dear girls, I know you've been through a lot. I know you've tried the relationship thing with guys & it hasn't worked out. I know you've lost some guy friends cause they wanted to be more but you didn't feel the same. I know you secretly compare yourself to other girls you see & feel bad about yourself afterwards. I know you notice every minor detail on your body & you dislike some parts of it. I know you might have done things in the past that you aren't too proud of. But you know what? You're still young. You still have time to work on yourself. Finding yourself is what's important at your age, not chasing after guys who aren't ready to settle just yet. Don't be discouraged by what's happened during your teenage years. There is nothing wrong with you, nothing you should change about yourself. One day, you're going to make a guy really happy. Just you & wait & see.
In my next life, I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home, feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold medal and a party on your first day! You work for 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alchohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then go to primary school, become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxuries spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish off life as an orgasmm!
but you lied you promised me you loved me you'd never leave me I mean the world to you you'd take a bullet for me I'm the only girl for you you're going to marry me nothing could ever break us up our love is so strong I'm beautiful you love me I'm yours I'll always be yous you mean everything you say you don't break promises we are perfect together ►►► . . . but you lied