This is the vent of confused directioner.
I've always said I would stick by the boys no matter what, because I loved my boys, but I'm confused. What does it even mean to be a Directioner anymore? We all hate eachother. The rumors and the lies are tearing this fandom apart from within itself.
Ours boys have changed.
They are no longer the same boys on the stairs. Louis flipped off fans, Niall called them c*nts, Liam cussed out girls who were hating on his girlfriend, Zayn worea shirt that said F***k You in nice pretty writing. Louis is quiet, Liam is less innocent, Niall isn't laidback, Harry isn't all that flirty, and Zayn barely still exists.
I'm trying to stay with "My boys" like I always knew I would, because honestly, they are the only thing that has kept me going for so long, but, I'm afraid. I don't think "My boys" are still "My boys" I think they are what society has turned them into. And by society, I don't mean the evil thing everyone blames their problems on, I mean us.
#TheDirectionerSociety
And in all honesty, I've lost hope in us.
I'm confused, and I don't know if I still have faith in everything Directionerism is supposed to be.
I think I've lost faith in the one thing I have left.
But a promise is a promise.
Somthing not to be severed.
I've pledged my alligience.
DirectionerForever.
-Ivy