Hey there, I’m Nikkii. I'm 15 years young, and I live in a place called Neverland. It's located second star to the right, and straight on til morning. I am in a pretty serious relationship with my couch, but I have been cheating on him with my cat. It's complicated. I'm a very awkward in person. I will seduce you with my awkward ways. My talent is being stupid. I am also a blonde, which contributes to that factor. I enjoy playing video games, and my favorite would be GTA 4. I enjoy taking my anger out on the poor, innocent souls of the thugs and strippers who roam the streets while I happen to be driving on the sidewalk. I am in love with Christofer Drew from Never Shout Never. I could fangirl over him and NSN for hours I swear. I'm a procrastinator, so instead of sleeping, I watch YouTube video. My favorite YouTubers are AmazingPhil, BryarlyBishop, ConnorFranta, ItsKingsleyBltch, ItsWayPastMyBedTime, JacksGap, JennaMarbles, MilesJaiProductions, MyHarto,RayWilliamJohnson, RyansAverageLife, ShaneDawsonTV, Shanna Malcom, TouchTheSkyFilms, WTFfilmsFTW, WonderlandWardrobe, charlieissocoollike, dailygrace, danisnotonfire, deefizzy, dicasp, jeyyounit11, jussttom, lifewithJc, nigahiga, smosh, swoozie06, and thecomputernerd01. Holy tlts that's a lot hmm maybe I need a life. HAHAHno what is life. I have the internet and my xbox psh I'm fine.
"Once upon a time we were beautiful and alive Happy and smiling We were innocent and confused About what life was We didn't understand what death meant We didn't understand much of anything But, the ncame out teenage years Creeping up on us and stealing our innocence Breaking us down and messing up everything No longer could we be ourselves without being tormented and judged We were bullied and harrassed Because we were different Family Strangers Classmates The Media Society Made us this way They corrupted out innocent little minds We started caring about things we never cared about as young children But, once we grew up and got older We weren't so innocent anymore We started to understand everything We were stereotyped and labeled Forever marked a target for somebody to torment We tried to fit in and be "popular" We acted out to be normal We worried about what we looked like We worried about what clothes we wore We worried about everything we did Because we knew there was always somebody judging us We started crying more and more We felt alone We were lost and confused We wondered why we had to grow up We reminisced about our younger years We missed being to carefree But, as we got older we learned to fake it all We put on these happy masks To fool everyone We learned to keep our emotions locked away We learned to lie when somebody asked if we were okay We learned how to come off as brave when in reality we were so scared For the broken ones we learned to be the happiest people ever We learned to smile all the time and be outgoing We learned not to let anyone in because they wouldn't understand We learned to act like judgements didn't hurt us We learned to act like we were made of bulletproof glass when really we were already cracked For the more well known ones We learned to be rude and hurtful to people that were different We learned to think we were better than everybody else We learned to gossip and spread nasty, hateful things We learned to use slurs on a regular basis We learned to bully the ones that were below us in social status For the ones more concerned about grades We learned to keep our minds all about grades and work We learned to put grades before everything else We learned to give up pretty much everything that wouldn't help us have a successful future We learned to roll our eyes at those less intelligent and mature than us We all learned how to be robots that live to please everybody around us except ourselves We started caring more about what people thought about us than what we wanted We started being terrified about being ourselves We started losing friends because they weren't like us anymore We started losing ourselves because we didn't want people seeing how alike we all actually are We may be different now but we only differ on the outside Inside we are all alike in one way or another We're scared of life and the world around us We're afraid of people finding out we aren't as "different" as we like to believe We're little kids inside trying to survive in a messed up world We're teenagers, and society has killed us." -Society Killed The Teenager by Jess Addario
"We gonna party! Got some chips, got some dip. Some call me cheap, bit of a freeloada, but I got cups for that old school soda. I don't mean to brag, I don't mean to boast, but here's some hummus for these mini toasts. Hummusss! Hummus! Huuummus!"
"He's not perfect. You're not either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But, if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don't exist, but there's always one guy that is perfect for you." -Bob Marley
ItTakesTime posted a quote
February 17, 2013 9:45pm UTC
Dear anhedonia and depression, Thank you for ruining my life. I really appreciate how hard you make it to get out of bed. I love how I've lost all of my internal drive, and how I simply don't care about hardly anything anymore. It's really nice of you to make me stop caring about my family, myself, and even seeing my favorite band live. All of the things that used to being me pleasure and joy, are irrelevant. All of my hopes and dreams, irrelevant. Oh, and I can't forget about how sh/tty you make me feel 24/7. Thank you for being there for me. Sincerely, your dear friend Nikkii
ItTakesTime posted a quote
February 14, 2013 6:43pm UTC
Plot twist: I had a Valentine today. Another plot twist: It wasn't my cat Yet another plot twist: I don't like the kid. I said yes so I wouldn't hurt his feelings. Aparently, he talks about me A LOT and is obsessed with me. I'm really scared that he's going to ask me out tomorrow, and I don't want to say yes. How should I kindly reject him but still somehow remain friends with him? If that's even possible.